Previously on The unknown one :
I saw fahad in the corner shaking his head while saying "im sorry"
Waleed was always The unknown one but I kept going to the wrong places.. Doubting the wrong people , I never knew that The unknown one was right in front of me and that he wasn't hiding..
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I Felt Numb, depressed, Lost..
I didn't know who I am anymore ..
I didn't know who waleed was Anymore..
I Had No One..
I was Left Alone.. No one was There but me..
I Slid my Eyes open Staring at The White ceiling, slowly turning to look to my left to Find a white wall.. I was in a room with White walls but I didn't know where I was Exactly !
I looked down to Find me in some kind of hospital Dress but I never found out how i Got here or where I was ..
" Your daughter is Mentally ill Mr Khalid,
She's making up Characters in her mind , Characters That aren't True.. "
" and How is that ?"
" Now They're all bad but there is one worse than the other , she can Be making up Characters to escape from the real World to a place that is better or She can be making up Characters and a world That is much Worse Than the Real World"
he sighed
I was Confused , I could just hear voices coming from outside .. Who is Mr Khalid? And who is the person they were Talking about I Thought!
He Suddenly came in along with my Grandfather, his Same sick disturbing self, the Same wide dark eyes that were gazing
At me..
I was Afraid of him, too Afraid that he might hurt me.. That he might ruin me more and break me more than I'm already Broken..
" STAY AWAY FROM ME" I shouted kicking the bed Sheets away shouting and crying Out loud .. I hugged my legs to my Chest after shouting the words " I HATE YOU " to waleed who was standing there staring at me in sadness !
I felt hands on my shoulder Slowly lifting my Head Hoping that its not him..I saw my grandfather standing there with a Weak Smile on His Beautiful Face, I quickly hugged him covering my face as tears came down making grandfather's Thoob all wet from my tears !
" Seeta 7beebti it's okay , I'm here No one Is Going to hurt you as long as I'm here " he said calming me down with his Soft voice that made me feel Safer !
I lifted my head staring At waleed in disgust, fear " Grandpa please get him out of here " I said holding into grandfather like a little girl that was Woken up from a horrible Nightmare but the difference was that I was living in a horrible nightmare !
" Sweetie waleed isn't going to harm you" he sighed lilting go of me and sitting on the chair next to me!
" NO HE IS HIM " I shouted crying , suddenly a Doctor came in all dressed up in his uniform, he looked like he was 50 years old .. He smiled as his wrinkles showed..
" Good Seeta You're awake" he said continuing with " can I talk to Seeta for a bit explain everything?" He asked both my grandfather and sick waleed!
They both left after that , I was So confused !
" listen Seeta.. You've been living in a different world , a world you were making up in your mind, everything is all in your mind nothing is True" he said but I kept denying it!
" NO ,he is him .. He killed Hamad " I shook my head ,squeezing my head with my hands..
" Seeta it's okay, just listen to your grandfather it's much better " he said leaving me, I stared at then it hit me.. I'm Ill! No I'm not unknown wants me to believe that I'm ill he also wants people to think I'm crazy!!
My sweet grandfather came in sitting on the bed next to me pulling me in his Safe arms as I leaned my head...
" 7beebti Seeta , you have to listen to me"he said and I nodded in response waiting for him to talk!
" You're Safe here, no one is going to hurt you okay?" He smiled to me
" but he will, he lives In the same house how can I be Safe?"I said scared
I was terrified to death from Him..
" Who ?" He asked
" The unknown one, Waleed" I shook my head covering my face
" and what did this unknown one do?" He said
" He killed Hamad, he threatened Abdallah, he Destroyed me " I said crying
" Who is Hamad and Abdallah?" He said , I pushed myself away staring at him in disbelief , how could he forget his own Grandson!
" How can you forget Hamad ? HOW CAN YOU FORGET YOUR OWN GRANDSON?" I shouted getting back until I could no longer go back because of the wall!
" Seeta he's not real "
" No he is we're married , look I'm wearing the ring " I said looking down at my hand but there was Nothing
" who Took my ring off, I promised him that Ill always wear it.. We were supposed to get Married have beautiful children but he Died and you know who killed him ? He did waleed did , unknown did!"I said talking fast walking around the room denying every word Grandfather running my hand through my caramel hair!
" sweetie You have to listen to me and your father " he said slightly patting my back
" father? He died in Makkah "I said
" No Seeta he's alive and healthy "he said shocking me more , confusing me more..
I went back to my bed tears streaming down my face while I hugged my legs to my chest!
I heard him sigh leaving after that, leaving me all alone in this Cold hospital room!
No one would ever know how I felt !
Someone I never excepted to be here got in, Fahad!!
" Fahad " I cried running to Hug him but what the weird thing is that I could feel him.. I felt his warm hands wrapped around me!
" Fahad I can feel you but how " I looked up staring at His beautiful brown eyes.. I felt so weird, it was Almost like he was Very real !
" I've missed you so much Seeta "he smiled, I let go of him and sat back on my bed, he felt so Real I Was so confused!
I saw my father came in, the same beautiful face!
" Daad" I cried running in for a hug, I hugged him so tight thinking that Waleed was threatening him making me think that
He was dead, I'm sure waleed threatened everyone to act like Hamad isn't real !
I was so Confused, depressed ..
" Hala 3mi " Fahad came kissing my father's forehead wait what?
" But..how can you see him?" I asked father staring at fahad in confusion!
" haww Leesh ma Ashoofh?" He said
I went back to my bed, I wanted to Wake up from this dream/nightmare !
I started pinching myself so I can wake up but it was no help I was trapped!
The doctor came sitting on the chair next to me explaining things to me " Seeta you have to listen to me, you were making up Characters in your mind Everything And everyone you knew after the fire aren't True! They're all in your head " he said shocking me and tears uncontrollably started streaming down my face..
I lost control and it happened again, the nurses held me and the sharp needle dug deep in making everything go black after I felt my head getting heavy and everything went black..
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" it's normal in this stage , she'll be denying everything "
" how did all start ?"
" She always was ill but then she was exposed to shock ,first you and her mother's Divorce was A shock to her, her Mother's death and then the Fire !"I heard them talk the doctor and someone else !
" and now she thinks that waleed is him his enemy "
I slowly opened my eyes with a massive headache.. I saw him sitting on the chair across the room with a smile on his face, his brown eyes were dazzling !
" Fahad" I weakly said , I couldn't actually speak from the dizziness I felt and this Headache I had!
He quickly got closer " You're R-real" i Said then the doctor quickly said " so You think he isn't real?" He asked not letting me talk
" yes all my life I thought I was the only one who could see him or hear him!"I said explaining my position
" So the one you think you're imagining is real and the one you think is real isn't " he Repeated writing it down in the Notepad he had in his hands!
" Tell me more "
" Well no one could actually see Fahad only myself "
" and Hamad you think he is real?" He asked
" He is real! We're married! He even wrote me something before he died, I can prove it that he is real ..Waleed is probably threatening Everyone in this room"I said
" So you think waleed is your enemy , how is that?"
" He broke me, he destroyed me, he killed The only person who stood by My side ! He threatened some Abdallah to be in his stupid Team !"
" Tell me more about Hamad and Abdallah?" He said, everyone left I laid my head on the pillow staring at the ceiling
" Hamad is the Sweetest, he was always by My side, he Never left me.. He loved me, We were going to get married he Promised ! " I said continuing with " and Abdallah pissed me off at first but then he turned out to be so sweet and then you know what Happened He turned out to w working with Unknown ! I was shocked , depressed I don't know I just wanted to die " I said exploding getting everything out
" Aha, and Who else is in The team ?"
" Alot of people , Fares , Yara , Felwa, Nasser but Nasser was actually helping me protecting me he was so generous ! And then there's Abdallah , Salma "I said
" Wait Seeta Abdallah and Salma aren't real!"
" They're very Real ! And Salma is probably laughing along with Waleed , Yara and the Rest ... Laughing at how they won , how they achieved their goal and that is to destroy me and make me think that I'm ill but I'm not doctor I'm not"
" Seeta They can not destroy you because they aren't real "
" They are " I shouted this time
" can you just listen to me for a minute okay? Close your eyes and listen "he said
And I obeyed closing my eyes clearing my mind ..
" Seeta imagine waleed standing in front of you what would you do?"
I sat in silence then said " I'd go to him and say " why did you do this ?"
" because I hate you " he said staring at me with His dark eyes
" that's not a Reason , you killed me , you destroyed me But Why?"
" because You deserved every bit of it Seeta"
" Tell me the reason.. I'm Sick of this I'm sick of this " I started shouting falling down and snapping back to reality !
" Seeta it's okay he isn't there " the doctor said calming me down.. Continuing with" now imagine me Hamad what would you tell me?" He said.. I stared at him trying to imagine him as Hamad!
" no this isn't going to work " I shook my head " no offense but you're nothing like Hamad he is sweet , Handsome "
" Non taken , okay then imagine that Hamad was here what would you tell him?"
I closed my eyes and " Hamad I love you so much , I feel lost without you, I feel sad, and they're telling me you're not real but you are Real .. You'll just always stay In my heart" I smiled staring at his beautiful self one more time and then snapping back to reality once Again..
" okay Seeta you have to listen to me.. You're making up characters in your mind so everyone and everything that happened or that you met aren't true.. They're all in your mind ! And from the medications you came back to reality again and it's okay you'll start denying it but-" he was cut off by me saying " it's true I can prove it "
" it's okay Seeta.. If you helped me you can heal and go back to living your life start Again, You have to believe in yourself .. No one can Hurt you "
I was half convinced By his words
" Okay if I was actually ill when did it happen, when did I making up those characters you speak of ?" I asked
" Right after The fire !" He looked down writing more stuff
" but he was real before the Fire ! He sent me a message "
" I know I saw your phone it was Suppose to be a prank and that girl regrets it more than anything "
" okay then before the fire an unknown number sent me a picture of me and my cousins joud and felwa and they've always been my enemies , who would that be?"
" I don't know maybe it's joud or felwa, You know maybe they wanted to be your friend again?"
" Okay so you're saying every good and bad memory I had isn't Real?" I asked
" unfortunately Yes !"
" NO NO , he is threatening you Right?"
I shouted
" HE GOT CAMERA'S HERE RIGHT?" I shouted, getting up searching everywhere pushing and throwing things on the Ground I lost control once Again..
" shhh Seeta it's okay he isn't here "
" He is here , he is everywhere!"
I slept that Night worried , I kept denying I thought that he was real !
That waleed is going to Hurt me more than he already did..
Woke up to find Fahad staring at me , it was really weird All of this, that he is actually real .. He turned out a childhood friend but then he left to The United Kingdom well that's what Grandfather Told me..
And the doctor said that there has to be a friend to help me heal its part of the medication !
And I also had to talk to waleed learn to trust him Again and see that he isn't dangerous but he is and he is still unknown!
" Seeta it's okay I'm still the same waleed" he said smiling at me from across the Room..
" Noo you're Unknown! .. You wanted this to happen.. You wanted me to think I'm actually ill ! But I'm not waleed , I'm not "I faked a smile
" Seeta I- it's not true , listen to me if you believe that I'm him why doesn't your grandfather remember hamad ? Why didn't you find that ring? How is your father alive "he said
" you want me to believe that but I won't "
" Seeta it's okay .. You're safe " he got up heading towards me .. He sat on the bed while I watched
" Get away from me " I shouted shaking .. I was so Scared..
" it's okay " he got closer pulling me in his arms.. I started shaking, he held me started calming me down until I did ..
I wasn't Afraid anymore ..
I was Free from unknown..
Or free from the world I was living In...
Seeta kept taking her medications, she Was Getting better .. She finally believed that Hamad , Salma , Samar and Abdallah weren't real but Fahad was..
" You ready?" He smiled .. I nodded as I Got up, placing the rest of my stuff in The bag I had.. I was Finally going home , I was Free from everything.. I recovered from my Illness and I never felt happier..
" Yes I Am, I can't believe it's been almost 3 years" I sighed smiling at how i survived this
" Great.. Cause I can not wait till our wedding " he smiled holding into my hands slowly kissing it feeling his soft lips on my hand !
" Me neither.. It's crazy how I always imagined you and now I'm marrying you "
" well It's crazy how life is "
Seeta was Free and she Finally found her happy ending !
Even though it was all in Her head ..
Everything , Hamad was never real neither was Abdallah , Salma or Samar ..
She survived The hardest step Of her life..
She never felt happier...
THE END
So this is the end , hope No one was disappointed that she was ill from the begging !
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Saturday, March 23, 2013
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Chapter 41
" ohh Seeta hena " a deep voice startled us both making me turn around to See Nasser .. His disgusting eyes burned my
Shoulder from all the staring he did !
" Eee " joud smiled not knowing what was happening !
" you both look pretty " he grinned staring right at me making me feel uncomfortable turning my gaze away to play with my phone ..
Joud left and I wished she didn't!!!
He came sitting in Joud's place ..
" What I said yesterday , it's the Truth"
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" oh Really is it?" i Questioned him
" Yes.. i know you Hate me more than anything But Ive always been looking Out for you, ive always Seen you as The sister ive never had" he sighed , weakness in his eyes but id never actually believe him.. i've hated Nasser more than anything in This world..
My hate for him was indescribable..
i would Never trust him ever...
"Please Nasser stop The act " i said feeling my phone vibrate in my purse as my Heart beats increased he's back i thought.. getting my phone out to see a horrible message from of course The unknown one..
Unknown Number:
Guess who's Back?
Missed me ;)? well i did.. a whole month without messing with you ,
You have actually become something in my daily routine B!
oh Yes of course , Happy Eid
Much Love From The Unknown One
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" he is Back " i Shook my head in sadness, depression , disbelief.. i Actually hoped that he would be Gone, That he Would get Tired of all of this and Leave me Alone in peace.. all of my Problems were About Unknown or something that unknown had to do with it !
" who's back " he asked placing his hand on my shoulder, I pushed him away slowly not wanting him even close to me..
" Ohh like you never knew Ha?" I said getting up, giving him a glare before leaving.. I headed to some living room and in just sat on one of the brown Couches staring at the chandelier on the roof..
I kept thinking And thinking until he came in.. Totally ignoring his existence , I got out my Phone fiddling with it ..
I heard the door lock turn, lifting my head to Find him getting closer then he Sat pn the Couch next to me..
" I Can help you " he said making me Question myself before questioning him ..
" how can you help me ?" I said
Turning to look at him in confusion
" I can help you get To him " he smiled, it was clear that he was Scared and that he was Hiding it..
" why can't you Just tell me ?" I asked
" because I don't know who he is " he sighed staring At the Marble floor with his palms pressed together, getting me more confused ..
" you Don't?" I asked staring blankly at him waiting for the Answer..
" No.. No one does except for one " he sighed
" Who is it?" I quickly asked wanting to know more, I was really shocked.. Shocked about how Nasser never knew who Unknown is and I was also shocked about How Nasser wants to Help me..
" Fares but he'll never Say anything, I actually sometimes Think that he might be Unknown " he shook his head continuing with " this is all so confusing "
I crossed my legs turning my gaze to look at Nasser who was Fixing his '3tra with he was looking at his reflection in the mirror i()
I rolled my eyes letting out a Sigh mumbling a "Allahm 6wlk ya roo7" watching him laugh
" 5l9na are you going to help me or not?" I snapped at him
" La2 5la9 ill help you just because I want to know who he is More than you do " he threw his hands in the air in surrender but he was Also making fun of me which pissed me off a lot ..
" Agool I don't need Your help " I got up pissed off of his actions.. He was So cocky!
I was about to leave the room when he stopped me by pulling me back from my wrist, I faced him .. I felt like my heart was going to get out of my chest .. I felt like my stomach was Twisting
" You're Going to let me help you " he smiled a Half smiled
" fine " I sighed
" now , he doesn't know About any of this.. You're going to act like you're scared of me and I'll come to you so don't come to me " he said explaining everything to me ..
" what should I do ?" I asked
" nothing you Just go with it " He winked before leaving the room and leaving me all alone trapped with my never Ending Thoughts..
The day Came to an end.. It was pretty normal except for that part with Nasser !
I laid my head on the pillow , I was worried, Scared, Lost...
Woke up the next day, the day passed by slowly.. I had to Sit with salma all day and I Hated That so much.. I could've escaped but there was no place for me to escape to..
I headed to my room and to be surprised to find Nasser sitting on my Bed and blankly staring at the door, he was waiting for me to come I guessed..
Locking the door behind me..I also placed a carpet under the door just to make sure that know one could hear us or listen to a word we're saying..
" Great I've been waiting for you " he smiled his half smile continuing with " well everything is taking care of , I told unknown or him that I'd take care of you for now " he said.. I headed to the couch sitting down and waiting for him to continue ..
" this Is Going to be hard but it's worth it at the end " he sighed pressing his hands together Gazing at me
" what's in it for you " I shook my head thinking that this might be a Trap or something
" Don't worry I promise you, you'll get what you want and that is finding out who he is " he said , I felt like I could trust him with this and that maybe I'd finally find out who unknown is and this nightmare would be over So I nodded in response
" now this is going to Be A bit Hard I'm going to send you random text messages like its unknown but there will be a hidden message in it, you take the capital letters and you'll get a message ,a word or whatever " he said getting up
" now I've got some unfinished business to deal with " he smiled winking at me before leaving the room .. I threw myself on the bed thinking that Nasser might be the key to a new life, a life without Unknown..
Nasser's Point of view :
I pulled my hoodie almost covering my face before leaving her room, by " unfinished business " I meant that I had to deal with Salma !
I slowly opened the door of her room and unfortunately she wasn't there.. Too bad I thought I was going to Surprise her!
I stared blankly at the Door waiting.. One thing I've learned from all of this is How to be patient since we waited a lot for things to happen, for things to work out..
It was So Fun at first but then it wasn't fun at all.. It wasn't a nightmare only for Seeta but it was a nightmare for all of us, everyone of us..
Some hate Seeta because of something she did..
Some hate Her because they were jealous of her..
Some wanted to protect and that would be me..
Some were threatened by him to do this..
I knew everyone of the team
Fares, Salma , Yara , Me , Abdallah , Felwa And him , i never knew who he was exactly but I knew that if Seeta found out who he was she is going to be really shocked!
Salma came in getting me out of my thoughts and back to reality.. She Gasped once she saw me, she Was Afraid Too I could see her hiding it from her Eyes...
" Surprise Surprise " I faked a smile gazing at her
" Why Are you here?" She Asked trying her best not to show me that She was Afraid of me but she was that I could see her hand Shaking, I never knew I was that Scary until now..
" I need your help "
" with what?" She said then stopping waiting for an Answer
" I need You to help me Get seeta to him" I said slowly getting up heading to where she was.. She shook her head not agreeing with every word I just Said
" NO I'm not going to Help her with anything " she said cursing Seeta and I wasn't pleased to hear that .. It wasn't very pleasant listening to her Curse Seeta , I got closer to her Ear whispering the Words " don't you Want her to Suffer more when She finds out who he is.. I'm sure it will be shocking, finding out who he is right ?" I watched her nod a Slight nod , I got back siting on the Couch
" If we're going to do this then I know what he means by 'B' in his messages " she Said
" What does he mean by that?" I asked waiting for her answer
" B stands for brother it means that Unknown is either waleed or Yazeed " she yelled out the news which was Great news , it makes it easier for us To Get to him but so shocking that it was one of her brothers!
This would destroy her So I decided to not to help her !
" forget everything I said , I'm not going to help" i shook my head taking every word back .. The whole point was helping her , it won't be A help if she found out that one of her brothers is unknown it would probably kill her !
" what but we can destroy her this way " she said
" no I can't , I have to go " I said leaving without saying another word ..
Back to Seeta's point of view :
Buzz I got Text message from an unknown number and I knew that it was Nasser !
Unknown number :
miSsed me? the gAme is on, it wiLl be so Much fun.. I'm going to be hAppy , you're goIng to Stay depressed .. thAt is going to be Hilarious ..
lovE from the Lovely , the unknown one
P.s : I'm sorry !
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I took the capital letters and the sentences was " Salma is a help " great so now salma I going to be helping out !
Buzz another text message I was actually surprised !
TUO> SAYFNF
I love being members of a club , try finding the members of my club?
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Now I understand those letters meant something!
the unknown one = TUO
S for Salma , who was A For Tough?
Y is for Yara , F is for Fares
N is for Nasser but what was the last F for?
I sat thinking about who might A be?
Then It hit me the only person I knew who's name Stared with An A was Abdallah!
I didn't want to believe that i might be right so I started thinking about the letter F!
Who is F? Fahda? I thought after an hour of thinking and thinking I received a text message from unknown or in other words Nasser !
Unknown number :
Still trying to figure out who A and F ate right ?
Will how about you see for yourself B?
Apartments , apartments oh how I love apartments even though they're so little I love living in them!
If you were smart out you'll figure it out !
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I knew exactly what he was talking about !
I had to hid to that apartment which I did!
We go there I felt my heart beats increase .. It was almost like my heart was going to get out of my chest, I was shaking !
The possibility that Abdallah could be one of the members made me sad , depressed actually !
I got Up to that same apartment !
Stood there staring at the apartment door that had the number 7 on it !
Opening it and lucky for me it was Already opened .. It wasn't locked !
Nasser did help alot actually, I was really grateful for what he did.. Maybe he was a great guy after all!
I got in slowly heading to the main living room to be shocked to find him there , Abdallah I was afraid that it was true that it was him !
But reality hurts!
" I knew it " I wasn't going to cry because I promised myself I wouldn't !
I did have a feeling from the begging that he was unknown or a part of It!
" Seeta It's not what you're thinking " he slowly turned around.. It was like he knew I was Coming, he stared at me with his big dark eyes .. His hands were behind his back !
" no I know exactly what you're doing here .. You were a part of this all along and you acted like you changed " I faked a smiled .. My gaze was on the ground, I didn't want to even look at him!
" he threatened me Seeta, he threatened to kill my mother "he shook his head and I kept denying every word he said thinking that he might be acting it!
We were startled by a voice.. A soft voice calling him .. It was felwa !
Now I found out who both A and F were !
I didn't care no more .. Every time I find out about someone I get shocked, sad but now I was left speechless .. There were no words that I would say explaining how I felt but I also felt like something was lifted.. Im getting there ..
" you can both go home or whatever..it's over " I said leaving after that to my home!
I couldn't stay like that, I cried and cried all night like I always did and in the middle of the night I got another text message I didn't want to read it but I Had to!
Unknown number :
Head to waleed's room you'll find a present there !
- the unknown one
I got up slowly heading to waleed's room .. I was terrified , sad!
I could hear my heart beats !
Maybe this could be the end?bor maybe not !
I got in to find someone sitting in the chair of waleed's desk with his palms pressed together !
" Nasser " I said making him turn around
" Wrong " his deep voice startled me !
I never felt like this I was more than depressed could it be?
My own brother.. He was living with me all along and I was scared of people w outside never knew that , it was dangerous here in my own house !
" but, you're not who I think you are right " I shook my head denying everything even denying my own eyes.
" No sweetie, I am exactly who you think I am" he got up getting closer i Just kept shaking my head as he spoke , thinking that this is true , that he spoke like the Unknown one because he was him!
" Do you think I'm stupid, poor little Seeta.. I was the one sending you those messages, I wanted you to know who i am.. I helped you her not Nasser !" He smiled putting his hands on my shoulder whispering the words to me , I was shocked than ever !
I didn't want to believe that this is all true!
" But why?"
" oh dear Seeta I've been unknown for almost 3 years or more but the reason will be Unknown forever " he Said as I fell down crying screaming and shouting , I never wanted to believe that my Own beloved brother , he was him all along?
He destroyed me and acted like he never knew a thing.. I was destroyed..
I fell down..
Everything wasn't right..
I was more than depressed ..
I wanted to Scream for help ..
I wanted To die ..
I've always wanted to know who unknown is but If I knew that it would affect me in this way, I would never want that!
And If I knew that Waleed my brother was him, i would have Never came here..
It was better if he stayed unknown than Known but I couldn't do a Thing
That's reality and there was no running away from this..
I saw fahad in the corner shaking his head while saying "im sorry"
Waleed was always The unknown one but I kept going to the wrong places.. Doubting the wrong people , I never knew that The unknown one was right in front of me and that he wasn't hiding..
( THIS ISN'T THE LAST CHAPTER THERE IS ONE MORE CHAPTER, CHAPTER 42 WILL BE THE LAST CHAPTER)
Shoulder from all the staring he did !
" Eee " joud smiled not knowing what was happening !
" you both look pretty " he grinned staring right at me making me feel uncomfortable turning my gaze away to play with my phone ..
Joud left and I wished she didn't!!!
He came sitting in Joud's place ..
" What I said yesterday , it's the Truth"
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" oh Really is it?" i Questioned him
" Yes.. i know you Hate me more than anything But Ive always been looking Out for you, ive always Seen you as The sister ive never had" he sighed , weakness in his eyes but id never actually believe him.. i've hated Nasser more than anything in This world..
My hate for him was indescribable..
i would Never trust him ever...
"Please Nasser stop The act " i said feeling my phone vibrate in my purse as my Heart beats increased he's back i thought.. getting my phone out to see a horrible message from of course The unknown one..
Unknown Number:
Guess who's Back?
Missed me ;)? well i did.. a whole month without messing with you ,
You have actually become something in my daily routine B!
oh Yes of course , Happy Eid
Much Love From The Unknown One
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" he is Back " i Shook my head in sadness, depression , disbelief.. i Actually hoped that he would be Gone, That he Would get Tired of all of this and Leave me Alone in peace.. all of my Problems were About Unknown or something that unknown had to do with it !
" who's back " he asked placing his hand on my shoulder, I pushed him away slowly not wanting him even close to me..
" Ohh like you never knew Ha?" I said getting up, giving him a glare before leaving.. I headed to some living room and in just sat on one of the brown Couches staring at the chandelier on the roof..
I kept thinking And thinking until he came in.. Totally ignoring his existence , I got out my Phone fiddling with it ..
I heard the door lock turn, lifting my head to Find him getting closer then he Sat pn the Couch next to me..
" I Can help you " he said making me Question myself before questioning him ..
" how can you help me ?" I said
Turning to look at him in confusion
" I can help you get To him " he smiled, it was clear that he was Scared and that he was Hiding it..
" why can't you Just tell me ?" I asked
" because I don't know who he is " he sighed staring At the Marble floor with his palms pressed together, getting me more confused ..
" you Don't?" I asked staring blankly at him waiting for the Answer..
" No.. No one does except for one " he sighed
" Who is it?" I quickly asked wanting to know more, I was really shocked.. Shocked about how Nasser never knew who Unknown is and I was also shocked about How Nasser wants to Help me..
" Fares but he'll never Say anything, I actually sometimes Think that he might be Unknown " he shook his head continuing with " this is all so confusing "
I crossed my legs turning my gaze to look at Nasser who was Fixing his '3tra with he was looking at his reflection in the mirror i()
I rolled my eyes letting out a Sigh mumbling a "Allahm 6wlk ya roo7" watching him laugh
" 5l9na are you going to help me or not?" I snapped at him
" La2 5la9 ill help you just because I want to know who he is More than you do " he threw his hands in the air in surrender but he was Also making fun of me which pissed me off a lot ..
" Agool I don't need Your help " I got up pissed off of his actions.. He was So cocky!
I was about to leave the room when he stopped me by pulling me back from my wrist, I faced him .. I felt like my heart was going to get out of my chest .. I felt like my stomach was Twisting
" You're Going to let me help you " he smiled a Half smiled
" fine " I sighed
" now , he doesn't know About any of this.. You're going to act like you're scared of me and I'll come to you so don't come to me " he said explaining everything to me ..
" what should I do ?" I asked
" nothing you Just go with it " He winked before leaving the room and leaving me all alone trapped with my never Ending Thoughts..
The day Came to an end.. It was pretty normal except for that part with Nasser !
I laid my head on the pillow , I was worried, Scared, Lost...
Woke up the next day, the day passed by slowly.. I had to Sit with salma all day and I Hated That so much.. I could've escaped but there was no place for me to escape to..
I headed to my room and to be surprised to find Nasser sitting on my Bed and blankly staring at the door, he was waiting for me to come I guessed..
Locking the door behind me..I also placed a carpet under the door just to make sure that know one could hear us or listen to a word we're saying..
" Great I've been waiting for you " he smiled his half smile continuing with " well everything is taking care of , I told unknown or him that I'd take care of you for now " he said.. I headed to the couch sitting down and waiting for him to continue ..
" this Is Going to be hard but it's worth it at the end " he sighed pressing his hands together Gazing at me
" what's in it for you " I shook my head thinking that this might be a Trap or something
" Don't worry I promise you, you'll get what you want and that is finding out who he is " he said , I felt like I could trust him with this and that maybe I'd finally find out who unknown is and this nightmare would be over So I nodded in response
" now this is going to Be A bit Hard I'm going to send you random text messages like its unknown but there will be a hidden message in it, you take the capital letters and you'll get a message ,a word or whatever " he said getting up
" now I've got some unfinished business to deal with " he smiled winking at me before leaving the room .. I threw myself on the bed thinking that Nasser might be the key to a new life, a life without Unknown..
Nasser's Point of view :
I pulled my hoodie almost covering my face before leaving her room, by " unfinished business " I meant that I had to deal with Salma !
I slowly opened the door of her room and unfortunately she wasn't there.. Too bad I thought I was going to Surprise her!
I stared blankly at the Door waiting.. One thing I've learned from all of this is How to be patient since we waited a lot for things to happen, for things to work out..
It was So Fun at first but then it wasn't fun at all.. It wasn't a nightmare only for Seeta but it was a nightmare for all of us, everyone of us..
Some hate Seeta because of something she did..
Some hate Her because they were jealous of her..
Some wanted to protect and that would be me..
Some were threatened by him to do this..
I knew everyone of the team
Fares, Salma , Yara , Me , Abdallah , Felwa And him , i never knew who he was exactly but I knew that if Seeta found out who he was she is going to be really shocked!
Salma came in getting me out of my thoughts and back to reality.. She Gasped once she saw me, she Was Afraid Too I could see her hiding it from her Eyes...
" Surprise Surprise " I faked a smile gazing at her
" Why Are you here?" She Asked trying her best not to show me that She was Afraid of me but she was that I could see her hand Shaking, I never knew I was that Scary until now..
" I need your help "
" with what?" She said then stopping waiting for an Answer
" I need You to help me Get seeta to him" I said slowly getting up heading to where she was.. She shook her head not agreeing with every word I just Said
" NO I'm not going to Help her with anything " she said cursing Seeta and I wasn't pleased to hear that .. It wasn't very pleasant listening to her Curse Seeta , I got closer to her Ear whispering the Words " don't you Want her to Suffer more when She finds out who he is.. I'm sure it will be shocking, finding out who he is right ?" I watched her nod a Slight nod , I got back siting on the Couch
" If we're going to do this then I know what he means by 'B' in his messages " she Said
" What does he mean by that?" I asked waiting for her answer
" B stands for brother it means that Unknown is either waleed or Yazeed " she yelled out the news which was Great news , it makes it easier for us To Get to him but so shocking that it was one of her brothers!
This would destroy her So I decided to not to help her !
" forget everything I said , I'm not going to help" i shook my head taking every word back .. The whole point was helping her , it won't be A help if she found out that one of her brothers is unknown it would probably kill her !
" what but we can destroy her this way " she said
" no I can't , I have to go " I said leaving without saying another word ..
Back to Seeta's point of view :
Buzz I got Text message from an unknown number and I knew that it was Nasser !
Unknown number :
miSsed me? the gAme is on, it wiLl be so Much fun.. I'm going to be hAppy , you're goIng to Stay depressed .. thAt is going to be Hilarious ..
lovE from the Lovely , the unknown one
P.s : I'm sorry !
------
I took the capital letters and the sentences was " Salma is a help " great so now salma I going to be helping out !
Buzz another text message I was actually surprised !
TUO> SAYFNF
I love being members of a club , try finding the members of my club?
---
Now I understand those letters meant something!
the unknown one = TUO
S for Salma , who was A For Tough?
Y is for Yara , F is for Fares
N is for Nasser but what was the last F for?
I sat thinking about who might A be?
Then It hit me the only person I knew who's name Stared with An A was Abdallah!
I didn't want to believe that i might be right so I started thinking about the letter F!
Who is F? Fahda? I thought after an hour of thinking and thinking I received a text message from unknown or in other words Nasser !
Unknown number :
Still trying to figure out who A and F ate right ?
Will how about you see for yourself B?
Apartments , apartments oh how I love apartments even though they're so little I love living in them!
If you were smart out you'll figure it out !
--------
I knew exactly what he was talking about !
I had to hid to that apartment which I did!
We go there I felt my heart beats increase .. It was almost like my heart was going to get out of my chest, I was shaking !
The possibility that Abdallah could be one of the members made me sad , depressed actually !
I got Up to that same apartment !
Stood there staring at the apartment door that had the number 7 on it !
Opening it and lucky for me it was Already opened .. It wasn't locked !
Nasser did help alot actually, I was really grateful for what he did.. Maybe he was a great guy after all!
I got in slowly heading to the main living room to be shocked to find him there , Abdallah I was afraid that it was true that it was him !
But reality hurts!
" I knew it " I wasn't going to cry because I promised myself I wouldn't !
I did have a feeling from the begging that he was unknown or a part of It!
" Seeta It's not what you're thinking " he slowly turned around.. It was like he knew I was Coming, he stared at me with his big dark eyes .. His hands were behind his back !
" no I know exactly what you're doing here .. You were a part of this all along and you acted like you changed " I faked a smiled .. My gaze was on the ground, I didn't want to even look at him!
" he threatened me Seeta, he threatened to kill my mother "he shook his head and I kept denying every word he said thinking that he might be acting it!
We were startled by a voice.. A soft voice calling him .. It was felwa !
Now I found out who both A and F were !
I didn't care no more .. Every time I find out about someone I get shocked, sad but now I was left speechless .. There were no words that I would say explaining how I felt but I also felt like something was lifted.. Im getting there ..
" you can both go home or whatever..it's over " I said leaving after that to my home!
I couldn't stay like that, I cried and cried all night like I always did and in the middle of the night I got another text message I didn't want to read it but I Had to!
Unknown number :
Head to waleed's room you'll find a present there !
- the unknown one
I got up slowly heading to waleed's room .. I was terrified , sad!
I could hear my heart beats !
Maybe this could be the end?bor maybe not !
I got in to find someone sitting in the chair of waleed's desk with his palms pressed together !
" Nasser " I said making him turn around
" Wrong " his deep voice startled me !
I never felt like this I was more than depressed could it be?
My own brother.. He was living with me all along and I was scared of people w outside never knew that , it was dangerous here in my own house !
" but, you're not who I think you are right " I shook my head denying everything even denying my own eyes.
" No sweetie, I am exactly who you think I am" he got up getting closer i Just kept shaking my head as he spoke , thinking that this is true , that he spoke like the Unknown one because he was him!
" Do you think I'm stupid, poor little Seeta.. I was the one sending you those messages, I wanted you to know who i am.. I helped you her not Nasser !" He smiled putting his hands on my shoulder whispering the words to me , I was shocked than ever !
I didn't want to believe that this is all true!
" But why?"
" oh dear Seeta I've been unknown for almost 3 years or more but the reason will be Unknown forever " he Said as I fell down crying screaming and shouting , I never wanted to believe that my Own beloved brother , he was him all along?
He destroyed me and acted like he never knew a thing.. I was destroyed..
I fell down..
Everything wasn't right..
I was more than depressed ..
I wanted to Scream for help ..
I wanted To die ..
I've always wanted to know who unknown is but If I knew that it would affect me in this way, I would never want that!
And If I knew that Waleed my brother was him, i would have Never came here..
It was better if he stayed unknown than Known but I couldn't do a Thing
That's reality and there was no running away from this..
I saw fahad in the corner shaking his head while saying "im sorry"
Waleed was always The unknown one but I kept going to the wrong places.. Doubting the wrong people , I never knew that The unknown one was right in front of me and that he wasn't hiding..
( THIS ISN'T THE LAST CHAPTER THERE IS ONE MORE CHAPTER, CHAPTER 42 WILL BE THE LAST CHAPTER)
Friday, March 15, 2013
Chapter 40
It's funny how one mistake can affect on your whole life, by just one simple mistake your life would change.. Change forever
Your life comes Crashing down right in front of your eyes, when you're too weak to do anything, too Weak to even look up to the good things in your life ...
You just keep your head down because of that Simple mistake!
When only just a few people knew about that mistake, that Secret!
You don't know what to Do, you feel like you're Going to Fall down and Cry.. In other words Have an emotional breakdown..
You just want the world to stop Just for a second and rewind your life to that specific time and Stop Yourself from doing Anything.. Stop Yourself because you came to know that Sometimes in life That mistake would ruin Everything, everything you built with Your own hands and that life would get hard and Stop at that mistake and that's when things start getting wrong !
Everybody is Blaming you, everybody hates you when you just want to be forgiven for a Stupid mistake !
Back then you never knew that it would affect on you , you were Just Too happy that it felt right but it was So Wrong .. you never actually knew that it would break you to prices , that it would leave you Questioning What did I do wrong and then you start giving yourself more Reasons , Reasonable reasons but it wouldn't be reasonable enough to please other people, people who would never Listen to what You're thinking or what's your opinion !
Everybody leaves at the End you only Have yourself...
The people who have always Loved and cared about you leave you because they start to think that " you need time for yourself " but You don't , you keeps Screaming ' HELP' but No one listens ...
It would be like you're trapped in, trapped by yourself and there's no one that would Actually help you...
And at That very Moment You realize that you Have to Stay Strong to Survive And that Allah will always be there...
Stay Strong it ain't the End of the world..
Stay Strong Cause it's Just the begging ..
Always know that you'll find happiness at Some point !
Life goes on
time Flies by ..
and There's no Coming back.. So think before You speak or Do anything , Think wisely before you regret it in The future ..!
Like I'm Regretting it now but I was different because I never knew what my mistake was but Unknown does !
He knows everything about me , things I never knew about myself !!
He knew me better than I knew myself!
I hated My Life that I actually once Thought About committing Suicide .. Yes I was That depressed, That miserable !
Things were so Hard on Me ..
I got The iPhone Yazeed got me and it was all ready , the minute I opened the Phone I Received a Text from The Unknown one, i was actually Glad to See that Text for The first time !
Unknown Number :
Think we both Deserve a Break , eh?
one month !
I won't be sending Any texts , i will also Stop hunting you Just for A month
But you Have to promise me not to Have too much Fun B?
Ramdhan Kareem with much Love
Sincerely,
the unknown one
--
I closed the Text with As a Huge Grin plastered on my face... Yes I was really happy , a month without Unknown it's going to be Great !
Although Ill have to Spend it without any worries , I'll have to avoid problems
I'm going to have to Relax in this month !
Because every minute that passes upon me should be spent wisely So I don't regret it lately when this Month ends !
I was literally flying from the happiness although I'd never forget Mom, dad and Hamad .. They will always be In my Heart !
They would always be on my Mind never to leave.. I'm never going to forget them W enshallah rabii ysam7ni and I'd meet them Fy eljnaa !
Ramdhan was always The Month of happiness, joy & comfort !
The month passed so quickly which was really bad !
I never wanted to get Back to The Unknown one torturing me Again , he did keep his promise which was Surprising , very surprising actually .. My relationship With Yazeed and waleed was Getting better after California and the All The stuff that happened there !
I think They both want to Start over as much as I Do and that's so Great!!
I've talked to Abdullah a Couple of times by phone he was Happy too, things were getting better with him and his family !
I wished that my life would be like this Forever but That would never happen, Ever...
I promised my Father that I'd visit His family on the first Day of Eid and I could never break the promise of my beloved father.. He is The reason that I've restored faith in humanity once Again !
I never knew why I still couldn't remember The rest of my past.. My Dark horrible past , I never knew what was the reason to all of this , why The unknown one hated me So much.. I must have known him back then .. A person can't hate another person So much if there wasn't something that made him hate me !
It must've been something I Did , something So horrible that it would completely Ruin me and ruin everyone Who just Tries standing by my Side !!
Tomorrow was The first Day of Eid and like I said before I Had to go to my fathers Family and attend their huge Gathering where everyone comes even people I never Met or Seen !
I Got out a beautiful Black dress that reached to my knees with Golden heels and some accessories to match!
I slept that day extremely worried about the next Day that I slept only for an hour .. Their Eid Gatherings were Really Early , they were Right after 9lat el3eed !!
So it made thing worse !
I got up Waving my long caramel hair , adjusting my makeup and finally zipping the Dress Staring at myself in The mirror with A weak smile but then I turned my Gaze to the door once Yazeed Got in with a Huge grin , he was wearing the Usual traditional outfit ( Thoob, 3gal and shma'3)
Except he had his Slight beard shaved , his hazel eyes were Glowing " you look beautiful " he Grinned as I headed to the door after grabbing my purse and stuff !
" you don't look bad yourself "I winked as we both slowly got down making sure not to make any noise since everyone was Sleeping except for me , waleed and him!
We jumped in waleed's car rolling off to my uncle's House and I was So nervous tapping my foot that it caught waleed's attention making him turn around saying " relax Seeta , it's going to be find " it did make me calm down a bit !
We finally arrived to their house getting out of the car as I felt my heart beats increase, we were welcomed once The huge were opened the three of us slowly got in heading to the main door..
There were a lot of kids Playing in The Garden enjoying their time when one cute little girl came skipping to where we were she Had the cutest pink dress on with a ribbon on her short brown hair... She had Big brown eyes .. She was a bit chubby which made her cuter , I just wanted to eat her!!
" hi" she smiled holding into her pink dress !
" well hello there , what's your name " Yazeed knelt down smiling at her as she replied " Amal " covering her fave with her small hand making me remember my Mother since her Name was Amal too..
" So Amal can you please guide us to the Main living room ?" I smiled picking her up as she replied with a " yes " putting her back down and watching run to the Door as the three of Us followed !
We got in , I removed my Abaya hanging it on one of the Hangers then heading to the living room were my uncle's Where .. Greeting every single one of them until I got to Fares's father / my uncle greeting him as I Saw Fares giving me weird looks with a creepy smile on!
" mashallah 3roos , 5la9 mn elsana eljaya nzwjk Wldi fares " he grinned as I faked a smile nodding while Fares's Grin grew wider and I wanted to slap him , I would if there weren't any people !
I finally left to were the women were seated greeting them all with Fake smiles and finally sitting down with my legs crossed , suddenly joud came approaching me making me get up as she unexpectedly hugged me tight crushing my bones mumbling the words " I'm sorry" to me , I responded with a "why?"
" I'm sorry that I haven't been such a good Friend , that I pretended to Be your enemy when I really wasn't and that I never lead you to the Right path " she said almost crying then letting go holding into my hand leading me to some place
" come "she Smiled I didn't know where we were Actually heading until I found myself in the Garden!
We both sat down then she said " Seeta I'm so Sorry .. I don't know what I was Thinking when I did all of this "
"What do you mean by all of this " I asked shaking my head staring at her not having any clue of what She was talking about !
She sighed " when I found out you lost your memory , I made a horrible decision and that was To act like we were never friends .. I'm So sorry " she cried .. I was extremely shocked .. I mean I got Shocked a lot of times in my life , I Stared at her in disbelief..
I never understood why ?
Why ..?
Why..?
Why does everything have to be so complicated?
Why can't I just live my life like any other
Girl?
Those questions were running through my mind since that Day..
The day I woke up not remembering anything in my Life ..
Everyone thought it may be a new begging to a new life but it actually wasn't..
I was still trapped in the Past without knowing !
Flashbacks:
" WHO ARE YOU " I shouted at a man that looked like he was in the mid 40's After waking up finding myself in a Hospital not remembering Anything ..
" Seeta calm down 7beebti I'm your father" this man got closer, holding into my wrist !
" NO I DON'T KNOW YOU " i Shouted
Kicking his Hand away with my Foot, Crying out loud !
" Seeta lw sm7ti " he looked at me with a weak smile on his face ..
Suddenly the Doctor Came in with nurses and a Sharp needle in his hand.. The nurses held me pushing me down , the needle dug deep inside , everything went Black after That ..
- End of Flashbacks -
" ohh Seeta hena " a deep voice startled us both making me turn around to See Nasser .. His disgusting eyes burned my
Shoulder from all the staring he did !
" Eee " joud smiled not knowing what was happening !
" you both look pretty " he grinned staring right at me making me feel uncomfortable turning my gaze away to play with my phone ..
Joud left and I wished she didn't!!!
He came sitting in Joud's place ..
" What I said yesterday , it's the Truth"
Your life comes Crashing down right in front of your eyes, when you're too weak to do anything, too Weak to even look up to the good things in your life ...
You just keep your head down because of that Simple mistake!
When only just a few people knew about that mistake, that Secret!
You don't know what to Do, you feel like you're Going to Fall down and Cry.. In other words Have an emotional breakdown..
You just want the world to stop Just for a second and rewind your life to that specific time and Stop Yourself from doing Anything.. Stop Yourself because you came to know that Sometimes in life That mistake would ruin Everything, everything you built with Your own hands and that life would get hard and Stop at that mistake and that's when things start getting wrong !
Everybody is Blaming you, everybody hates you when you just want to be forgiven for a Stupid mistake !
Back then you never knew that it would affect on you , you were Just Too happy that it felt right but it was So Wrong .. you never actually knew that it would break you to prices , that it would leave you Questioning What did I do wrong and then you start giving yourself more Reasons , Reasonable reasons but it wouldn't be reasonable enough to please other people, people who would never Listen to what You're thinking or what's your opinion !
Everybody leaves at the End you only Have yourself...
The people who have always Loved and cared about you leave you because they start to think that " you need time for yourself " but You don't , you keeps Screaming ' HELP' but No one listens ...
It would be like you're trapped in, trapped by yourself and there's no one that would Actually help you...
And at That very Moment You realize that you Have to Stay Strong to Survive And that Allah will always be there...
Stay Strong it ain't the End of the world..
Stay Strong Cause it's Just the begging ..
Always know that you'll find happiness at Some point !
Life goes on
time Flies by ..
and There's no Coming back.. So think before You speak or Do anything , Think wisely before you regret it in The future ..!
Like I'm Regretting it now but I was different because I never knew what my mistake was but Unknown does !
He knows everything about me , things I never knew about myself !!
He knew me better than I knew myself!
I hated My Life that I actually once Thought About committing Suicide .. Yes I was That depressed, That miserable !
Things were so Hard on Me ..
I got The iPhone Yazeed got me and it was all ready , the minute I opened the Phone I Received a Text from The Unknown one, i was actually Glad to See that Text for The first time !
Unknown Number :
Think we both Deserve a Break , eh?
one month !
I won't be sending Any texts , i will also Stop hunting you Just for A month
But you Have to promise me not to Have too much Fun B?
Ramdhan Kareem with much Love
Sincerely,
the unknown one
--
I closed the Text with As a Huge Grin plastered on my face... Yes I was really happy , a month without Unknown it's going to be Great !
Although Ill have to Spend it without any worries , I'll have to avoid problems
I'm going to have to Relax in this month !
Because every minute that passes upon me should be spent wisely So I don't regret it lately when this Month ends !
I was literally flying from the happiness although I'd never forget Mom, dad and Hamad .. They will always be In my Heart !
They would always be on my Mind never to leave.. I'm never going to forget them W enshallah rabii ysam7ni and I'd meet them Fy eljnaa !
Ramdhan was always The Month of happiness, joy & comfort !
The month passed so quickly which was really bad !
I never wanted to get Back to The Unknown one torturing me Again , he did keep his promise which was Surprising , very surprising actually .. My relationship With Yazeed and waleed was Getting better after California and the All The stuff that happened there !
I think They both want to Start over as much as I Do and that's so Great!!
I've talked to Abdullah a Couple of times by phone he was Happy too, things were getting better with him and his family !
I wished that my life would be like this Forever but That would never happen, Ever...
I promised my Father that I'd visit His family on the first Day of Eid and I could never break the promise of my beloved father.. He is The reason that I've restored faith in humanity once Again !
I never knew why I still couldn't remember The rest of my past.. My Dark horrible past , I never knew what was the reason to all of this , why The unknown one hated me So much.. I must have known him back then .. A person can't hate another person So much if there wasn't something that made him hate me !
It must've been something I Did , something So horrible that it would completely Ruin me and ruin everyone Who just Tries standing by my Side !!
Tomorrow was The first Day of Eid and like I said before I Had to go to my fathers Family and attend their huge Gathering where everyone comes even people I never Met or Seen !
I Got out a beautiful Black dress that reached to my knees with Golden heels and some accessories to match!
I slept that day extremely worried about the next Day that I slept only for an hour .. Their Eid Gatherings were Really Early , they were Right after 9lat el3eed !!
So it made thing worse !
I got up Waving my long caramel hair , adjusting my makeup and finally zipping the Dress Staring at myself in The mirror with A weak smile but then I turned my Gaze to the door once Yazeed Got in with a Huge grin , he was wearing the Usual traditional outfit ( Thoob, 3gal and shma'3)
Except he had his Slight beard shaved , his hazel eyes were Glowing " you look beautiful " he Grinned as I headed to the door after grabbing my purse and stuff !
" you don't look bad yourself "I winked as we both slowly got down making sure not to make any noise since everyone was Sleeping except for me , waleed and him!
We jumped in waleed's car rolling off to my uncle's House and I was So nervous tapping my foot that it caught waleed's attention making him turn around saying " relax Seeta , it's going to be find " it did make me calm down a bit !
We finally arrived to their house getting out of the car as I felt my heart beats increase, we were welcomed once The huge were opened the three of us slowly got in heading to the main door..
There were a lot of kids Playing in The Garden enjoying their time when one cute little girl came skipping to where we were she Had the cutest pink dress on with a ribbon on her short brown hair... She had Big brown eyes .. She was a bit chubby which made her cuter , I just wanted to eat her!!
" hi" she smiled holding into her pink dress !
" well hello there , what's your name " Yazeed knelt down smiling at her as she replied " Amal " covering her fave with her small hand making me remember my Mother since her Name was Amal too..
" So Amal can you please guide us to the Main living room ?" I smiled picking her up as she replied with a " yes " putting her back down and watching run to the Door as the three of Us followed !
We got in , I removed my Abaya hanging it on one of the Hangers then heading to the living room were my uncle's Where .. Greeting every single one of them until I got to Fares's father / my uncle greeting him as I Saw Fares giving me weird looks with a creepy smile on!
" mashallah 3roos , 5la9 mn elsana eljaya nzwjk Wldi fares " he grinned as I faked a smile nodding while Fares's Grin grew wider and I wanted to slap him , I would if there weren't any people !
I finally left to were the women were seated greeting them all with Fake smiles and finally sitting down with my legs crossed , suddenly joud came approaching me making me get up as she unexpectedly hugged me tight crushing my bones mumbling the words " I'm sorry" to me , I responded with a "why?"
" I'm sorry that I haven't been such a good Friend , that I pretended to Be your enemy when I really wasn't and that I never lead you to the Right path " she said almost crying then letting go holding into my hand leading me to some place
" come "she Smiled I didn't know where we were Actually heading until I found myself in the Garden!
We both sat down then she said " Seeta I'm so Sorry .. I don't know what I was Thinking when I did all of this "
"What do you mean by all of this " I asked shaking my head staring at her not having any clue of what She was talking about !
She sighed " when I found out you lost your memory , I made a horrible decision and that was To act like we were never friends .. I'm So sorry " she cried .. I was extremely shocked .. I mean I got Shocked a lot of times in my life , I Stared at her in disbelief..
I never understood why ?
Why ..?
Why..?
Why does everything have to be so complicated?
Why can't I just live my life like any other
Girl?
Those questions were running through my mind since that Day..
The day I woke up not remembering anything in my Life ..
Everyone thought it may be a new begging to a new life but it actually wasn't..
I was still trapped in the Past without knowing !
Flashbacks:
" WHO ARE YOU " I shouted at a man that looked like he was in the mid 40's After waking up finding myself in a Hospital not remembering Anything ..
" Seeta calm down 7beebti I'm your father" this man got closer, holding into my wrist !
" NO I DON'T KNOW YOU " i Shouted
Kicking his Hand away with my Foot, Crying out loud !
" Seeta lw sm7ti " he looked at me with a weak smile on his face ..
Suddenly the Doctor Came in with nurses and a Sharp needle in his hand.. The nurses held me pushing me down , the needle dug deep inside , everything went Black after That ..
- End of Flashbacks -
" ohh Seeta hena " a deep voice startled us both making me turn around to See Nasser .. His disgusting eyes burned my
Shoulder from all the staring he did !
" Eee " joud smiled not knowing what was happening !
" you both look pretty " he grinned staring right at me making me feel uncomfortable turning my gaze away to play with my phone ..
Joud left and I wished she didn't!!!
He came sitting in Joud's place ..
" What I said yesterday , it's the Truth"
Friday, March 8, 2013
Chapter 39
Previously on the Unknown one :
" hello there " he came closer and kissed me on my left cheek making me show a smile !
" Hello waleed "
-----------
I woke up To find a text message from The Unknown one
Unknown number :
TUO > SAYFNF
-
That was the text message , I just closed the phone once I saw it cause I wasn't in the mood to solve puzzles !
Tomorrow was the First day of Ramdhan after Ramdhan comes Eid of course and I promised my father to go to my father's side and Hope things would Go fine !
I Got up did my Daily routine , wearing a short yellow summer dress and I also had my swimming suit under it We were going to Swim since Grandfather did have a swimming pool!
Me , Yazeed , waleed , their mother 5ala Maryam
Now Samar Had to Go with her father to their mother's Family!
And I wouldn't care less about Salma or what She does !
I Got out to the swimming pool , simply starting at the pure clean cold water !
Suddenly Yazeed came and pushed me in , of course I started shouting since I wasn't actually ready to jump in .. I had my phones and they all fell in with me, That made me angrier at Yazeed.. I shouted of course , cried a bit !
I confess I was a bit of a Drama Queen back then !
" ARE YOU CRAZY?"
" MY PHONE MY STUFF " I kept shouting while he coldly looked at me with a Stupid smile, I Was really pissed off by His actions but then again What was I thinking when I actually loved him !
" I'm sorry I just wanted To make things more fun , You know " he said , you know when you suddenly Hate a person so much you just want to Strangle that person ? I felt like doing that like just strangling him to Death , I hated Him why? Because he Lied , he lied to me .. He drinks .. He probably lied to me a lot before without me knowing !
" don't worry I'll buy you an iPhone and a Blackberry" he sighed
" you better buy me the IPhone 5 "
" Fine , Wait I'm going to go change to my swimming suit " he gave me a cheeky smile and left after that , waleed and his mother didn't arrived yet so I sat tanning with the earphones plugged to my Ears!
The hot was hitting me while I closed
My eyes listing to the lyrics ..
I then decided to Get in the pool for a bit So I don't get ill or something from the sun , I jumped In as the pure cold water hit me.. Making it all better !
I hated swimming in hot Water I don't know if this is making any Sense..
I dived right In enjoying The under water view but then I saw a Shadow , I Swam to the Surface of the pool wanting to get out and know who that person was .. To be honest I was a Bit scared that it might be unknown or someone who is with unknown but I wasn't going to stay under water forever right?
It was a man's figure ..
I got out and he pushed me in , water was getting into my nose , mouth i couldn't Breath ..
I kept fighting for freedom , fighting to Get out , fighting for air!
And all of a sudden he left , I gasped for air.. Catching my breath and once I got my breath back i turned around , to Find no one but A paper on the table making me cringe and get out of the pool !
I kept staring at The paper too Scared to read it, I was shaking of course !
Shft elmoot Fy 3eeni , I don't know how I'm still alive , I don't know how I haven't gone insane yet from unknown and he probably wants that to happen ..
I got near the Paper and started reading the following words !
The unknown one :
Being Alive is much better than Dead for me , I can make you suffer more than you're already suffering !
That's good news for me B !
Why didn't you let me Drown you ?
It would've been better Don't you think?
- Take care , I'm everywhere !!
It hit me everything that just happened !
I pulled myself upstairs trying my best not to cry until I opened the door of the room and fell down crying that I didn't see who was in the room.. Someone I never should've showed my weakness !
I raised my head , Stopped the crying because I saw something I wished I never did knowing that I won't be able to control my anger !
I Saw Nasser wearing that black hoodie, he was going to put a paper under my pillow, his Clothes was All wet !
Nasser remember him? That Guy who made me look bad in front of my Father and Still has a filthy smile on.. He always acts Like he has done nothing and keeps on smiling !
" you're him " I stared getting up, I guess I was just in deep shock of what I saw , I did make him turn around and stare at me in confusion !
" You're him " I repeated dropping a Tear , I wasn't sure if the tear I dropped was a Tear of happiness because It was finally over or I was just Too sad of everything that happened to me!
" What do you mean" he raised his disgusting eyes Staring right At me , he had his disgusting hair combed back under that filthy hoodie of his !
Everything in him disgusts me, Everything!!
I shook my Head in response waiting for him to Talk .. Waiting for something, Anything and he finally spoke
" I'm not Who you think I am " he glared
Putting the hat of his hoodie down, placing his right hand on his left !
" you Tried Drowning me Nasser, I know who you are exactly " I said trying my best to keep it down not to cause too much attention I didn't want ' althna2i almare7' to get Into all of this and by ' althna2i almare7 ' I mean Yazeed & Waleed!
" I'm Still not him" he said holding into his Grip
" Who is 'him' Nasser" I asked
" The unknown one That's what he calls himself " he Sat on the bed I couldn't take it seeing the one who tried killing me a minute ago sitting on my bed La w bkl the8a!
" 5eer enshallah ya Baba , Goom gbl shway knt btgtlni and now you're Sitting on my bed " I Shouted and he quickly stood up, I was Weirded out Nasser? Nasser would do anything 3shan y3anedni , anything to make me look bad too..
" Look Seeta i was forced to do this HE forced me " he said getting closer while I stepped back hitting the wall , I was Afraid but I didn't want to show him that .. I was Acting tough!
" Oh and you just went and did it , what if I actually drowned Ha Nasser , isn't it enough that my father stopped trusting me because of you ?" I shouted this time , he came and held my wrist I started hitting him and Tears started rolling down my cheek , I couldn't take it anymore I was Too weak to fight!
"Shhh , listen to me Seeta I did that because I love you I always did,I wanted what's best for you ! As A brother "He said holding my hand and I kept pushing shouting " Leave me Alone , You're lying "
" YOU'RE LYING " I cried pushing and screaming it was almost like I had an emotional breakdown .. I felt terrible!
I was uncontrollably Crying and Screaming , I couldn't control myself !
I was covering my face with my hand as I shouted and cried , I removed my hand to find no one he was gone after that !
Tears were just coming down I wasn't able to control them .. I took that paper and started reading it !
The unknown one :
Had a good swim? I hope so B!
By the way : I found this in your Room looks like Yazeed is fast when it comes to fixing his Mistakes !!
Why don't you be more like him Sweetie ;)
" hello there " he came closer and kissed me on my left cheek making me show a smile !
" Hello waleed "
-----------
I woke up To find a text message from The Unknown one
Unknown number :
TUO > SAYFNF
-
That was the text message , I just closed the phone once I saw it cause I wasn't in the mood to solve puzzles !
Tomorrow was the First day of Ramdhan after Ramdhan comes Eid of course and I promised my father to go to my father's side and Hope things would Go fine !
I Got up did my Daily routine , wearing a short yellow summer dress and I also had my swimming suit under it We were going to Swim since Grandfather did have a swimming pool!
Me , Yazeed , waleed , their mother 5ala Maryam
Now Samar Had to Go with her father to their mother's Family!
And I wouldn't care less about Salma or what She does !
I Got out to the swimming pool , simply starting at the pure clean cold water !
Suddenly Yazeed came and pushed me in , of course I started shouting since I wasn't actually ready to jump in .. I had my phones and they all fell in with me, That made me angrier at Yazeed.. I shouted of course , cried a bit !
I confess I was a bit of a Drama Queen back then !
" ARE YOU CRAZY?"
" MY PHONE MY STUFF " I kept shouting while he coldly looked at me with a Stupid smile, I Was really pissed off by His actions but then again What was I thinking when I actually loved him !
" I'm sorry I just wanted To make things more fun , You know " he said , you know when you suddenly Hate a person so much you just want to Strangle that person ? I felt like doing that like just strangling him to Death , I hated Him why? Because he Lied , he lied to me .. He drinks .. He probably lied to me a lot before without me knowing !
" don't worry I'll buy you an iPhone and a Blackberry" he sighed
" you better buy me the IPhone 5 "
" Fine , Wait I'm going to go change to my swimming suit " he gave me a cheeky smile and left after that , waleed and his mother didn't arrived yet so I sat tanning with the earphones plugged to my Ears!
The hot was hitting me while I closed
My eyes listing to the lyrics ..
I then decided to Get in the pool for a bit So I don't get ill or something from the sun , I jumped In as the pure cold water hit me.. Making it all better !
I hated swimming in hot Water I don't know if this is making any Sense..
I dived right In enjoying The under water view but then I saw a Shadow , I Swam to the Surface of the pool wanting to get out and know who that person was .. To be honest I was a Bit scared that it might be unknown or someone who is with unknown but I wasn't going to stay under water forever right?
It was a man's figure ..
I got out and he pushed me in , water was getting into my nose , mouth i couldn't Breath ..
I kept fighting for freedom , fighting to Get out , fighting for air!
And all of a sudden he left , I gasped for air.. Catching my breath and once I got my breath back i turned around , to Find no one but A paper on the table making me cringe and get out of the pool !
I kept staring at The paper too Scared to read it, I was shaking of course !
Shft elmoot Fy 3eeni , I don't know how I'm still alive , I don't know how I haven't gone insane yet from unknown and he probably wants that to happen ..
I got near the Paper and started reading the following words !
The unknown one :
Being Alive is much better than Dead for me , I can make you suffer more than you're already suffering !
That's good news for me B !
Why didn't you let me Drown you ?
It would've been better Don't you think?
- Take care , I'm everywhere !!
It hit me everything that just happened !
I pulled myself upstairs trying my best not to cry until I opened the door of the room and fell down crying that I didn't see who was in the room.. Someone I never should've showed my weakness !
I raised my head , Stopped the crying because I saw something I wished I never did knowing that I won't be able to control my anger !
I Saw Nasser wearing that black hoodie, he was going to put a paper under my pillow, his Clothes was All wet !
Nasser remember him? That Guy who made me look bad in front of my Father and Still has a filthy smile on.. He always acts Like he has done nothing and keeps on smiling !
" you're him " I stared getting up, I guess I was just in deep shock of what I saw , I did make him turn around and stare at me in confusion !
" You're him " I repeated dropping a Tear , I wasn't sure if the tear I dropped was a Tear of happiness because It was finally over or I was just Too sad of everything that happened to me!
" What do you mean" he raised his disgusting eyes Staring right At me , he had his disgusting hair combed back under that filthy hoodie of his !
Everything in him disgusts me, Everything!!
I shook my Head in response waiting for him to Talk .. Waiting for something, Anything and he finally spoke
" I'm not Who you think I am " he glared
Putting the hat of his hoodie down, placing his right hand on his left !
" you Tried Drowning me Nasser, I know who you are exactly " I said trying my best to keep it down not to cause too much attention I didn't want ' althna2i almare7' to get Into all of this and by ' althna2i almare7 ' I mean Yazeed & Waleed!
" I'm Still not him" he said holding into his Grip
" Who is 'him' Nasser" I asked
" The unknown one That's what he calls himself " he Sat on the bed I couldn't take it seeing the one who tried killing me a minute ago sitting on my bed La w bkl the8a!
" 5eer enshallah ya Baba , Goom gbl shway knt btgtlni and now you're Sitting on my bed " I Shouted and he quickly stood up, I was Weirded out Nasser? Nasser would do anything 3shan y3anedni , anything to make me look bad too..
" Look Seeta i was forced to do this HE forced me " he said getting closer while I stepped back hitting the wall , I was Afraid but I didn't want to show him that .. I was Acting tough!
" Oh and you just went and did it , what if I actually drowned Ha Nasser , isn't it enough that my father stopped trusting me because of you ?" I shouted this time , he came and held my wrist I started hitting him and Tears started rolling down my cheek , I couldn't take it anymore I was Too weak to fight!
"Shhh , listen to me Seeta I did that because I love you I always did,I wanted what's best for you ! As A brother "He said holding my hand and I kept pushing shouting " Leave me Alone , You're lying "
" YOU'RE LYING " I cried pushing and screaming it was almost like I had an emotional breakdown .. I felt terrible!
I was uncontrollably Crying and Screaming , I couldn't control myself !
I was covering my face with my hand as I shouted and cried , I removed my hand to find no one he was gone after that !
Tears were just coming down I wasn't able to control them .. I took that paper and started reading it !
The unknown one :
Had a good swim? I hope so B!
By the way : I found this in your Room looks like Yazeed is fast when it comes to fixing his Mistakes !!
Why don't you be more like him Sweetie ;)
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Chapter 38
Previously on the unknown one :
I thought that he took too long w hoo Sajed so I checked on him and He was dead , a few tears came scrolling down but they were tears of happiness that my father died at this beautiful state!!
He was buried in Makkah like he always wanted to and of course everyone came !
But I would always remember him as The father he was at the end , the great Father
He is !
----
Days passed it was harder than i excepted even though I didn't live with him, I felt like something Was missing.. Something that can not be replaced because I can never replace my father or my mother or even Hamad!
They were Great people.. people that have taught me how to love , how to Stand up when I fall down , how to be myself no matter what and most importantly to stay strong!
I got up on one of those mornings after Father died Allah yr7mh !
Things were complicated I lived with my Grandfather , uncle and Samar !
And salma? Wel salma keeps telling her father that she needs space , that she wants to spend some time in her Friend's house.. So I haven't seen her that much!
Yazeed , waleed and their mother lived in my father's house until we head back to California she'll be Going with us !
I was done with my daily routine , heading downstairs for breakfast To surprisingly find Salma talking to her father !
The conversation went like this :
Salma : but Dad I need to go somewhere that he hasn't been there because everything reminds me of him!
Her dad : La ya baba Ana ma a3rf elbnt w enti kl yoom 3ndha , Ana shdrani 3n a5wanha abooha!
Salma: Ee bs ma 3ndha a5wan hyy klhm banat w Abooha dayem msafer , 5la9 6yn a5r mrra !
Her dad : Nshoof
My uncle Greeted me and left with salma , I saw her phone lying on the couch and it wouldn't stop buzzing so curiosity got to me and I opened the phone to find messages from an Unknown number !
Unknown number :
Change of plans head to the Apartment , not the one we usually go to but the other one !
I've Got a plan ! Y is going to be there , be a good girl and help out !
- The unknown one
That was unexpected why would unknown send her a message from an unknown number ?
And Who is 'Y' ? Those two questions kept running through my mind !
But there was one way to find out and that was By following Salma to That apartment and maybe id Get lucky and The unknown one would be there and I'd finally end everything !!
I got dressed And followed salma By car to this Apartment , I was Shaking maybe I was scared that this might be a Trap or just Scared to face Them!
We took a long time to Get there since it was so Far but it was Worth it !
Salma went down and I followed her making sure she didn't see me .. She got up the elevator and I got up the Stairs listening to the sight of the elevator stop , she Got out making sure nobody was near her or even looking at her that's why I hid until she got into that apartment , 7 was the apartment's number !
The building was pretty old and Scary .. I didn't know what to do but the elevator opened making me jump to hide it was a Girl I couldn't actually see her face !
She knocked the door 3 times !
Then she said 'TUO'!
Getting in and before the door closed I held it !
I breathed getting in to find a really old apartment covered with Dust which made me Sneeze And Thank god they weren't close to me , I heard footsteps so I got under the sofa , no one could actually See me because it was covered with white sheets !
My heart beats increased.. I was Really Scared i mean I'm in the same apartment as unknown or even the People Who were Trying To kill me or at least making me Suffer!
There were two Girls Talking both of their voices were really familiar , one of them of course was Salma!
I couldn't figure out who the other girl was though!
Salma : he told me to come here
......: well are you sure? Because he isn't here!
Salma: well im not gonna beg him to come!
The other person gasped
......: You don't know what he can do with you , i mean how can you say that? Can't you See what happened to that liar
Salma : well she deserves it ! I mean I wouldn't have came her at the first place if I knew this Would happen
......: well We're all members of one Club right? We're all the Same here ! You , me , And the rest ! We all hate her , We all hate Miss innocent Seeta !
Salma: But I'm different , he told me that
My brother would stay safe but look at him now He is Dead!!!
She Cried ! I could hear her sobbing and crying like a maniac!
.....: we shouldn't be blaming TUO we should be blaming her , we wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her Remember ?
Salma : Why won't he kill her? And everything would be over .. He's going to hell anyway!
......: well she Can't suffer when we just go and kill her ! I actually love the way he thinks .. He is making Her suffer , making her Go who am I ? I'm a pathetic girl who is so innocent , I'm always right
She mocked but I couldn't take it anymore i wasn't going to stay here and listen so I got out Shouting " Who are you "
I couldn't believe it, I never thought she'd be one of the members of this Club or team .. she did get on my nerve, she would always treat me bad but I never actually guessed, I was really shocked and I also felt that depression was getting to me , How can an old friend become an enemy?
" How did you Get here ?" Salma shouted, you can see that they were really shocked to see me and I think they were a little scared too!
" He sent you here right ?" Salma continued while Yara sat there staring at me with her big green eyes , her long light brown hair covered most of her face !
" Who sent me here ? Why are you here ?" I coldly asked !
" Don't act stupid Seeta , now you got us what are you Going to do?"Salma yelled while Seeta stayed Quiet !
My phone was buzzing I held up my phone to find a message from an unknown number , the unknown one of Course !!
Unknown number :
Be a Good girl and show her this video , She'll definitely be terrified from you!
Attachment : video
Good luck B !
--
I trusted him and played the video as they both watched , I couldn't actually see anything or listen to anything but I could see their shocked yet denying what they saw faces !
They both gasped Putting their hands on their mouths covering it as I took the phone back!
" how did you get this ?" Yara finally spoke
" just From someone you can never trust "
I said.. They took their bags and left , that Was absolutely not excepted!
I wanted to go search the room but I was too scared , he is probably here !
I went back home after that and sleeping right away , Salma wasn't there of course!
Yara's point of view :
It was 11 am , I was supposed to be home but I ran away to see him , the One That makes me feel better ! I loved him but I wasn't actually sure if it was love or I Just wanted someone that isn't involved in that Seeta stuff !
I waited in his car , yes I did have the keys .. He gave it to me yesterday and no I wasn't afraid to be alone here ,our house is literally next to his So I can come whenever I want !
I was watching him walk towards me ,his tall muscled figure , his brown hair , everything in him makes me Feel better!
He opened the door of the car leaning in as his Wide black eyes Met mine !
" hello there " he came closer and kissed me on my left cheek making me show a smile !
" Hello waleed "
I thought that he took too long w hoo Sajed so I checked on him and He was dead , a few tears came scrolling down but they were tears of happiness that my father died at this beautiful state!!
He was buried in Makkah like he always wanted to and of course everyone came !
But I would always remember him as The father he was at the end , the great Father
He is !
----
Days passed it was harder than i excepted even though I didn't live with him, I felt like something Was missing.. Something that can not be replaced because I can never replace my father or my mother or even Hamad!
They were Great people.. people that have taught me how to love , how to Stand up when I fall down , how to be myself no matter what and most importantly to stay strong!
I got up on one of those mornings after Father died Allah yr7mh !
Things were complicated I lived with my Grandfather , uncle and Samar !
And salma? Wel salma keeps telling her father that she needs space , that she wants to spend some time in her Friend's house.. So I haven't seen her that much!
Yazeed , waleed and their mother lived in my father's house until we head back to California she'll be Going with us !
I was done with my daily routine , heading downstairs for breakfast To surprisingly find Salma talking to her father !
The conversation went like this :
Salma : but Dad I need to go somewhere that he hasn't been there because everything reminds me of him!
Her dad : La ya baba Ana ma a3rf elbnt w enti kl yoom 3ndha , Ana shdrani 3n a5wanha abooha!
Salma: Ee bs ma 3ndha a5wan hyy klhm banat w Abooha dayem msafer , 5la9 6yn a5r mrra !
Her dad : Nshoof
My uncle Greeted me and left with salma , I saw her phone lying on the couch and it wouldn't stop buzzing so curiosity got to me and I opened the phone to find messages from an Unknown number !
Unknown number :
Change of plans head to the Apartment , not the one we usually go to but the other one !
I've Got a plan ! Y is going to be there , be a good girl and help out !
- The unknown one
That was unexpected why would unknown send her a message from an unknown number ?
And Who is 'Y' ? Those two questions kept running through my mind !
But there was one way to find out and that was By following Salma to That apartment and maybe id Get lucky and The unknown one would be there and I'd finally end everything !!
I got dressed And followed salma By car to this Apartment , I was Shaking maybe I was scared that this might be a Trap or just Scared to face Them!
We took a long time to Get there since it was so Far but it was Worth it !
Salma went down and I followed her making sure she didn't see me .. She got up the elevator and I got up the Stairs listening to the sight of the elevator stop , she Got out making sure nobody was near her or even looking at her that's why I hid until she got into that apartment , 7 was the apartment's number !
The building was pretty old and Scary .. I didn't know what to do but the elevator opened making me jump to hide it was a Girl I couldn't actually see her face !
She knocked the door 3 times !
Then she said 'TUO'!
Getting in and before the door closed I held it !
I breathed getting in to find a really old apartment covered with Dust which made me Sneeze And Thank god they weren't close to me , I heard footsteps so I got under the sofa , no one could actually See me because it was covered with white sheets !
My heart beats increased.. I was Really Scared i mean I'm in the same apartment as unknown or even the People Who were Trying To kill me or at least making me Suffer!
There were two Girls Talking both of their voices were really familiar , one of them of course was Salma!
I couldn't figure out who the other girl was though!
Salma : he told me to come here
......: well are you sure? Because he isn't here!
Salma: well im not gonna beg him to come!
The other person gasped
......: You don't know what he can do with you , i mean how can you say that? Can't you See what happened to that liar
Salma : well she deserves it ! I mean I wouldn't have came her at the first place if I knew this Would happen
......: well We're all members of one Club right? We're all the Same here ! You , me , And the rest ! We all hate her , We all hate Miss innocent Seeta !
Salma: But I'm different , he told me that
My brother would stay safe but look at him now He is Dead!!!
She Cried ! I could hear her sobbing and crying like a maniac!
.....: we shouldn't be blaming TUO we should be blaming her , we wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her Remember ?
Salma : Why won't he kill her? And everything would be over .. He's going to hell anyway!
......: well she Can't suffer when we just go and kill her ! I actually love the way he thinks .. He is making Her suffer , making her Go who am I ? I'm a pathetic girl who is so innocent , I'm always right
She mocked but I couldn't take it anymore i wasn't going to stay here and listen so I got out Shouting " Who are you "
I couldn't believe it, I never thought she'd be one of the members of this Club or team .. she did get on my nerve, she would always treat me bad but I never actually guessed, I was really shocked and I also felt that depression was getting to me , How can an old friend become an enemy?
" How did you Get here ?" Salma shouted, you can see that they were really shocked to see me and I think they were a little scared too!
" He sent you here right ?" Salma continued while Yara sat there staring at me with her big green eyes , her long light brown hair covered most of her face !
" Who sent me here ? Why are you here ?" I coldly asked !
" Don't act stupid Seeta , now you got us what are you Going to do?"Salma yelled while Seeta stayed Quiet !
My phone was buzzing I held up my phone to find a message from an unknown number , the unknown one of Course !!
Unknown number :
Be a Good girl and show her this video , She'll definitely be terrified from you!
Attachment : video
Good luck B !
--
I trusted him and played the video as they both watched , I couldn't actually see anything or listen to anything but I could see their shocked yet denying what they saw faces !
They both gasped Putting their hands on their mouths covering it as I took the phone back!
" how did you get this ?" Yara finally spoke
" just From someone you can never trust "
I said.. They took their bags and left , that Was absolutely not excepted!
I wanted to go search the room but I was too scared , he is probably here !
I went back home after that and sleeping right away , Salma wasn't there of course!
Yara's point of view :
It was 11 am , I was supposed to be home but I ran away to see him , the One That makes me feel better ! I loved him but I wasn't actually sure if it was love or I Just wanted someone that isn't involved in that Seeta stuff !
I waited in his car , yes I did have the keys .. He gave it to me yesterday and no I wasn't afraid to be alone here ,our house is literally next to his So I can come whenever I want !
I was watching him walk towards me ,his tall muscled figure , his brown hair , everything in him makes me Feel better!
He opened the door of the car leaning in as his Wide black eyes Met mine !
" hello there " he came closer and kissed me on my left cheek making me show a smile !
" Hello waleed "
Saturday, March 2, 2013
ATTENTION
Heyy everyone so this story is coming to an end and I decided to continue blogging!
What do you want my third story to be about?
1-There was a short story I once posted with the title 'A girl on a Wheelchair ' if you haven't read it , you can check it out here : http://g-blogger-iloveyoutilltheend.blogspot.com/2012/08/a-girl-on-wheelchair.html?m=1
2- The second idea I had was from a boy's point of view let's say his name was Fahad ! Fahad wasn't one of those hot and talkative guys he actually had no social life , but he always wanted to know how it felt to fall in love, so he gets into a relationship with a really pretty girl Online !
He lies to her and acts like he is a totally different person ! He wants to leave her but he realizes that he is falling in love with her !
That's the second one
3- the third Story or idea was to bring tala ( the devil and i ) back but to bring her back as a mother so the story will be mostly about her daughter maha !
4 - the fourth story or idea is about a boy who was made fun of for having a dream of being a writer but he makes sure to achieve his dreams!
That's about it vote do you want me to start writing story number 1 , 2 , 3 or 4?
Vote by commenting or on ask !
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What do you want my third story to be about?
1-There was a short story I once posted with the title 'A girl on a Wheelchair ' if you haven't read it , you can check it out here : http://g-blogger-iloveyoutilltheend.blogspot.com/2012/08/a-girl-on-wheelchair.html?m=1
2- The second idea I had was from a boy's point of view let's say his name was Fahad ! Fahad wasn't one of those hot and talkative guys he actually had no social life , but he always wanted to know how it felt to fall in love, so he gets into a relationship with a really pretty girl Online !
He lies to her and acts like he is a totally different person ! He wants to leave her but he realizes that he is falling in love with her !
That's the second one
3- the third Story or idea was to bring tala ( the devil and i ) back but to bring her back as a mother so the story will be mostly about her daughter maha !
4 - the fourth story or idea is about a boy who was made fun of for having a dream of being a writer but he makes sure to achieve his dreams!
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Thursday, February 28, 2013
Chapter 37
Previously on TUO ( The unknown one ):
I opened the video to be kind of shocked to see salma in some kind of room shouting those words "I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "
The rest of the message said :
Now salma was a bad girl so I wanted you to ruin her before she ruined all of us B !
- The unknown one
-----
It was Extremely shocking for me to find out that Salma my cousin Hates me And I never actually knew Why.. The only good thing was that One Player of The unknown one's team is reveled but I also didn't get why would unknown send me this , tell me that my cousin helps him, he can't be scared of her , unknown isn't scared of anyone as far as I know ..
I sat thinking About why would she do this to me, trying my best to remember something , Anything but I remembered nothing at all!
I also didn't know what to do , I actually thought that why don't I just pretend like nothing ever happened but then again I won't be able to live with her and do nothing !
She works with unknown I Said to myself, I don't know what She told him about me.. What she did to make me Suffer !
A message from an unknown number interrupted me and of course it was the unknown one !
Attachment : video
Here's her story , everybody had a thing with Yazeed back them Eh?
- end of message -
I had no idea about what he meant but of course I found out once I played it and got more shocked of the story she said , I was disgusted by myself .. I don't blame her for hating but I do blame her for helping unknown If that ever happened to me I'd never make her suffer or something of they kind , it's Just sick!
One of the things I learned from all of this was that everyone is Sick well at least everyone I know !
I Suddenly Got a phone call from someone I never excepted ...
My father !
I wasn't going to pick up but I did !
...: aloo
Me :
...: Yuba Adri enk karhtni w Ana mt7sf gd sh3ar Rasi , bs esma3eeni Ana fy a5r Ayami w abi a3w'9k 3n Kl shy
....: Ana el7een Fy mstshfa sulaiman alhabeeb floor 4 room 12 lw sm7ti ya bnti, Wdi Ashoofk la tklmeeni bs bshoofk A5r mra
And he closed the line.. I cried like I always did , his words moved something inside me .. I was the one who felt guilty because I left him , I wasn't supposed to but I did and this was a valuable chance for both of us to fix things to make things better so I got up changed my clothes and headed to the hospital !
I wasn't sure if I could handle this but I had no choice I had to .. My life was so mixed up I was going to see my father that Is ill and thinks that it's his last days, my father the one that I haven't seen in 2 years or probably more , yes it's been 2 years since my mother died , since my soul died !
I got up and into the room I went to see him lying there in the bed of the cold hospital room, wires were attached to him, his face looked pale , he looked tired and I well I wanted to just fall down crying ashamed of myself but I had to be strong for him!
Even though our relationship wasn't that Good or that strong , no one can ever hate their father no matter what happens , ever !
I quickly ran to him hugging him then he shouted my name in happiness or probably confusion , I never found out !
We kept hugging and then he kissed me with his soft lips on my forehead And I loved every part of it , I missed him So much I was happy that I was finally in his warm arms even though I never actually said it or confessed it I loved him more than anything !
We both settled down ,he settled down in his bed and I settled down in my not very comfy chair!
Dad : Seeta Adri eni mg9r m3aki w bzyada b3d w Adri eni 7a8eer w b5eel w kl shay , Ana 5rbt kl shy !!
Me : dad You don't have to explain anything
Dad : Ela I do , Ana '3al6an eni bs rf3t 9ooti 3leekm w '3al6aan eni tzwjt Mariam w '3al6an eni 6lgt omk w '3al6an eni jeet beenkm enti w Yazeed hoo wlad Nas w kan ybi ytzw-
Then he stopped because he actually never told me about this !
Me: I know the story
Dad : sam7eeni ya bnti , abi a3w'9k 3n kl shy m3 ena ma r7 agdr a3w'9k
Me : la Yuba ent sam7ni
And I uncontrollably started crying , he slowly Got out of his bed and came holding me which made me cry more !
" A7bakk Yuba asfa " I sobbed
" Ana Eli mafroo'9 at2sf !" We were interrupted by a nurse who got in telling him that its not good for him to get out of the bed so he slept on his bed !
" it's not good for your heart , the wires have to be connected to your body " the nurse said shocking me or hitting me with the news that my father had heart problems , yes I didn't find out about it till now!
" what heart problems ?"
" Yes we're afraid that he might get another heart attack , it's not good for him it might lead to death.. his body is very weak "she said causing me to get into more depression!
The nurse left letting us talk!
" Heart problems since when "I asked staring at his eyes
" mn yoom eni wladt , omk w Alhi Allah yr7mhm Kano ydroon bs"he said weaker than ever
" why didn't you tell me "
" ma adri " he said continuing with " 3shan k4a Ana abi A5r ayam 7yati m3 bnti , ba6l3 mn elmstshfa w bnroo7 Makkah na54 3mra .. Wdi Atwfa henak W Ana sajed w ad3i ena rbi ysam7ni 3la kl shy , tsa3deeni a788 omneeyti?"
" Akeeed Yuba , akeed"
-
Few days later we were in Makkah , his doctor wouldn't let him go but we managed to leave.. My father also saw both waleed and yazeed telling them to take care of me.. To always protect me and he also apologized !
He Met up with my grandfather , they were both happy and they both forgave each other !
Well and Mariam came with us ,she wasn't so bad after all!
" yalla Seeta " he smiled
" Yalla "
We had a 3mra and dad wanted to Pray gdam alka3ba so he did bs sub7anallah his wish came true , mat w hoo sajed .. Yarb 7sn al5atma :')
I thought that he took too long w hoo Sajed so I checked on him and He was dead , a few tears came scrolling down but they were tears of happiness that my father died at this beautiful state!!
He was buried in Makkah like he always wanted to and of course everyone came !
But I would always remember him as The father he was at the end , the great Father
He is !
Always remember that nothing can ever replace your parents so always listen to them , try your best to be the
daughter /son they want you to be!
Make your relationship between you and them stronger before they leave Allah y6wl b2a3marhm :')!
I love you all !!!
-
I know that this chapter isn't what you expected , I hope you Like it though <3!
I opened the video to be kind of shocked to see salma in some kind of room shouting those words "I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "
The rest of the message said :
Now salma was a bad girl so I wanted you to ruin her before she ruined all of us B !
- The unknown one
-----
It was Extremely shocking for me to find out that Salma my cousin Hates me And I never actually knew Why.. The only good thing was that One Player of The unknown one's team is reveled but I also didn't get why would unknown send me this , tell me that my cousin helps him, he can't be scared of her , unknown isn't scared of anyone as far as I know ..
I sat thinking About why would she do this to me, trying my best to remember something , Anything but I remembered nothing at all!
I also didn't know what to do , I actually thought that why don't I just pretend like nothing ever happened but then again I won't be able to live with her and do nothing !
She works with unknown I Said to myself, I don't know what She told him about me.. What she did to make me Suffer !
A message from an unknown number interrupted me and of course it was the unknown one !
Attachment : video
Here's her story , everybody had a thing with Yazeed back them Eh?
- end of message -
I had no idea about what he meant but of course I found out once I played it and got more shocked of the story she said , I was disgusted by myself .. I don't blame her for hating but I do blame her for helping unknown If that ever happened to me I'd never make her suffer or something of they kind , it's Just sick!
One of the things I learned from all of this was that everyone is Sick well at least everyone I know !
I Suddenly Got a phone call from someone I never excepted ...
My father !
I wasn't going to pick up but I did !
...: aloo
Me :
...: Yuba Adri enk karhtni w Ana mt7sf gd sh3ar Rasi , bs esma3eeni Ana fy a5r Ayami w abi a3w'9k 3n Kl shy
....: Ana el7een Fy mstshfa sulaiman alhabeeb floor 4 room 12 lw sm7ti ya bnti, Wdi Ashoofk la tklmeeni bs bshoofk A5r mra
And he closed the line.. I cried like I always did , his words moved something inside me .. I was the one who felt guilty because I left him , I wasn't supposed to but I did and this was a valuable chance for both of us to fix things to make things better so I got up changed my clothes and headed to the hospital !
I wasn't sure if I could handle this but I had no choice I had to .. My life was so mixed up I was going to see my father that Is ill and thinks that it's his last days, my father the one that I haven't seen in 2 years or probably more , yes it's been 2 years since my mother died , since my soul died !
I got up and into the room I went to see him lying there in the bed of the cold hospital room, wires were attached to him, his face looked pale , he looked tired and I well I wanted to just fall down crying ashamed of myself but I had to be strong for him!
Even though our relationship wasn't that Good or that strong , no one can ever hate their father no matter what happens , ever !
I quickly ran to him hugging him then he shouted my name in happiness or probably confusion , I never found out !
We kept hugging and then he kissed me with his soft lips on my forehead And I loved every part of it , I missed him So much I was happy that I was finally in his warm arms even though I never actually said it or confessed it I loved him more than anything !
We both settled down ,he settled down in his bed and I settled down in my not very comfy chair!
Dad : Seeta Adri eni mg9r m3aki w bzyada b3d w Adri eni 7a8eer w b5eel w kl shay , Ana 5rbt kl shy !!
Me : dad You don't have to explain anything
Dad : Ela I do , Ana '3al6an eni bs rf3t 9ooti 3leekm w '3al6aan eni tzwjt Mariam w '3al6an eni 6lgt omk w '3al6an eni jeet beenkm enti w Yazeed hoo wlad Nas w kan ybi ytzw-
Then he stopped because he actually never told me about this !
Me: I know the story
Dad : sam7eeni ya bnti , abi a3w'9k 3n kl shy m3 ena ma r7 agdr a3w'9k
Me : la Yuba ent sam7ni
And I uncontrollably started crying , he slowly Got out of his bed and came holding me which made me cry more !
" A7bakk Yuba asfa " I sobbed
" Ana Eli mafroo'9 at2sf !" We were interrupted by a nurse who got in telling him that its not good for him to get out of the bed so he slept on his bed !
" it's not good for your heart , the wires have to be connected to your body " the nurse said shocking me or hitting me with the news that my father had heart problems , yes I didn't find out about it till now!
" what heart problems ?"
" Yes we're afraid that he might get another heart attack , it's not good for him it might lead to death.. his body is very weak "she said causing me to get into more depression!
The nurse left letting us talk!
" Heart problems since when "I asked staring at his eyes
" mn yoom eni wladt , omk w Alhi Allah yr7mhm Kano ydroon bs"he said weaker than ever
" why didn't you tell me "
" ma adri " he said continuing with " 3shan k4a Ana abi A5r ayam 7yati m3 bnti , ba6l3 mn elmstshfa w bnroo7 Makkah na54 3mra .. Wdi Atwfa henak W Ana sajed w ad3i ena rbi ysam7ni 3la kl shy , tsa3deeni a788 omneeyti?"
" Akeeed Yuba , akeed"
-
Few days later we were in Makkah , his doctor wouldn't let him go but we managed to leave.. My father also saw both waleed and yazeed telling them to take care of me.. To always protect me and he also apologized !
He Met up with my grandfather , they were both happy and they both forgave each other !
Well and Mariam came with us ,she wasn't so bad after all!
" yalla Seeta " he smiled
" Yalla "
We had a 3mra and dad wanted to Pray gdam alka3ba so he did bs sub7anallah his wish came true , mat w hoo sajed .. Yarb 7sn al5atma :')
I thought that he took too long w hoo Sajed so I checked on him and He was dead , a few tears came scrolling down but they were tears of happiness that my father died at this beautiful state!!
He was buried in Makkah like he always wanted to and of course everyone came !
But I would always remember him as The father he was at the end , the great Father
He is !
Always remember that nothing can ever replace your parents so always listen to them , try your best to be the
daughter /son they want you to be!
Make your relationship between you and them stronger before they leave Allah y6wl b2a3marhm :')!
I love you all !!!
-
I know that this chapter isn't what you expected , I hope you Like it though <3!
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Chapter 36
Salma's point of view :
Their idea of fun was to tie me up in a wooden chair and ask me stupid questions with some music blasting , I don't know why but I suddenly felt like I was in the vampire diaries .. You know the parts where they're in that bar and Claus is like killing people and stuff .. Yeah it was like that , the difference between them was that the actors from TVD they were vampires !
And all i had was a creepy dude with a mask , he is Scary and I am afraid of him but that doesn't keep me from making fun of him in my Head , Right?
And the other guy ,fares he was just some jerk ! the only good part about all of this is that everyone in this room hated Seeta .. It was some kind of like a club of Seeta's haters !
Well you're all probably thinking why I hated her well she was a ruiner and still is, back then everyone was so In love with yazeed .. Yes I knew yazeed and waleed back then ,well to be honest we were all bad or whatever BUT Seeta thought she was so perfect , she acted sweet and nice and took yazeed away from me!!
And the worst thing is that yazeed was mine , my boyfriend.. I was a player but I also loved him , he was different and when we had this huge party they met and fell in love !
It was like a fairytale come true for some people ! Then she lost her memory and I was so happy , glad that i can win yazeed back again but then I found out that Seeta told yazeed About how un grateful I was
And about my brother well he never actually knew any of this , I'd always act so innocent but I knew I wasn't that ' innocent girl ' and what's more sad is that She made me that person!
First it went on with a couple of parties I'd sneak out of my house with nobody knowing !
And Jana my friend would also sneak out with me ! ( by the way Salma once asked Seeta about Jana but she had no idea who she was back then!)
" So here is a question what's your story ?" The unknown one asked behind a white mask, I never actually described the place.. It was like a small apartment, it was also Really fancy with all the furniture and the vases , he Also had another apartment , I never knew why !
" What Story " I asked
"Why do you hate her " that fares guy said continuing with " well I hate her because she Doesn't want me "
" that's Sick " I replied harshly.. I'm one of those people that talks without even thinking about what they're going to say and I always end up regretting it and this time I was slapped by fares for what I've done or what I've said !
" Stop! ,now you Slapped her then you'll kill her.. We want her alive fares " the unknown one held fares not letting him get closer to me.. After the unknown one whispered something to fares , fares left after glancing at me!
" now I want to get to know you better , wont you tell me your story?"he Said
* flashbacks *
I was deeply in love with yazeed but Yazeed was different.. He would Go to parties but he never actually had a girlfriend until I Came !
I loved him that I'd leave everyone for him so one day we were invited to some party , there were alot of people in that party and from those people there was Seeta My cousin , we were so Close to each other.. Me , Seeta , Joud , felwa and Jana even though we were bad influence to ourselves and other people !
So I was Looking for yazeed , there was like a garden outside , I said to myself To go look there and maybe I'd find him .. Unfortunately I did with Seeta , they were both laying on the grass Laughing!
I actually never saw yazeed this happy not even with me which made me angrier and that they were happy together, I hated Seeta but I couldn't hate yazeed because he made me feel special when I was just like the rest , just a normal girl the only difference is that I was fake
" Seeta I know I only met you but I think it's love at first sight ,I love you Seeta "he said and I uncontrollably shouted " WHAT " which made both of them Get up turning around !
I actually thought he would say something but he just stood there staring at me not saying a single word!!
I ran away crying ruining my makeup and Everything , I sat in the bathroom for half an hour then someone wanted to Use the bathroom so I called the driver and got out leaving !!
I had a slight of hope that he might actually Have sent me something but he didn't , they both deleted me!!!
- end of flashbacks -
" So you hate her ?"he asked
" So much "
" say it ! Say I hate Seeta Alx "
" I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "I shouted feeling much better!!
Back to seeta's Point of view :
I sat thinking about it until I received a message from An unknown number !
Unknown number :
Never say I never did anything for you!!
One player of the team is now revealed!
Attachment : video
-
I opened the video to be kind of shocked to see salma in some kind of room shouting those words "I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "
The rest of the message said :
Now salma was a bad girl so I wanted you to ruin her before she ruined all of us B !
- The unknown one
Their idea of fun was to tie me up in a wooden chair and ask me stupid questions with some music blasting , I don't know why but I suddenly felt like I was in the vampire diaries .. You know the parts where they're in that bar and Claus is like killing people and stuff .. Yeah it was like that , the difference between them was that the actors from TVD they were vampires !
And all i had was a creepy dude with a mask , he is Scary and I am afraid of him but that doesn't keep me from making fun of him in my Head , Right?
And the other guy ,fares he was just some jerk ! the only good part about all of this is that everyone in this room hated Seeta .. It was some kind of like a club of Seeta's haters !
Well you're all probably thinking why I hated her well she was a ruiner and still is, back then everyone was so In love with yazeed .. Yes I knew yazeed and waleed back then ,well to be honest we were all bad or whatever BUT Seeta thought she was so perfect , she acted sweet and nice and took yazeed away from me!!
And the worst thing is that yazeed was mine , my boyfriend.. I was a player but I also loved him , he was different and when we had this huge party they met and fell in love !
It was like a fairytale come true for some people ! Then she lost her memory and I was so happy , glad that i can win yazeed back again but then I found out that Seeta told yazeed About how un grateful I was
And about my brother well he never actually knew any of this , I'd always act so innocent but I knew I wasn't that ' innocent girl ' and what's more sad is that She made me that person!
First it went on with a couple of parties I'd sneak out of my house with nobody knowing !
And Jana my friend would also sneak out with me ! ( by the way Salma once asked Seeta about Jana but she had no idea who she was back then!)
" So here is a question what's your story ?" The unknown one asked behind a white mask, I never actually described the place.. It was like a small apartment, it was also Really fancy with all the furniture and the vases , he Also had another apartment , I never knew why !
" What Story " I asked
"Why do you hate her " that fares guy said continuing with " well I hate her because she Doesn't want me "
" that's Sick " I replied harshly.. I'm one of those people that talks without even thinking about what they're going to say and I always end up regretting it and this time I was slapped by fares for what I've done or what I've said !
" Stop! ,now you Slapped her then you'll kill her.. We want her alive fares " the unknown one held fares not letting him get closer to me.. After the unknown one whispered something to fares , fares left after glancing at me!
" now I want to get to know you better , wont you tell me your story?"he Said
* flashbacks *
I was deeply in love with yazeed but Yazeed was different.. He would Go to parties but he never actually had a girlfriend until I Came !
I loved him that I'd leave everyone for him so one day we were invited to some party , there were alot of people in that party and from those people there was Seeta My cousin , we were so Close to each other.. Me , Seeta , Joud , felwa and Jana even though we were bad influence to ourselves and other people !
So I was Looking for yazeed , there was like a garden outside , I said to myself To go look there and maybe I'd find him .. Unfortunately I did with Seeta , they were both laying on the grass Laughing!
I actually never saw yazeed this happy not even with me which made me angrier and that they were happy together, I hated Seeta but I couldn't hate yazeed because he made me feel special when I was just like the rest , just a normal girl the only difference is that I was fake
" Seeta I know I only met you but I think it's love at first sight ,I love you Seeta "he said and I uncontrollably shouted " WHAT " which made both of them Get up turning around !
I actually thought he would say something but he just stood there staring at me not saying a single word!!
I ran away crying ruining my makeup and Everything , I sat in the bathroom for half an hour then someone wanted to Use the bathroom so I called the driver and got out leaving !!
I had a slight of hope that he might actually Have sent me something but he didn't , they both deleted me!!!
- end of flashbacks -
" So you hate her ?"he asked
" So much "
" say it ! Say I hate Seeta Alx "
" I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "I shouted feeling much better!!
Back to seeta's Point of view :
I sat thinking about it until I received a message from An unknown number !
Unknown number :
Never say I never did anything for you!!
One player of the team is now revealed!
Attachment : video
-
I opened the video to be kind of shocked to see salma in some kind of room shouting those words "I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "
The rest of the message said :
Now salma was a bad girl so I wanted you to ruin her before she ruined all of us B !
- The unknown one
Monday, February 18, 2013
Chapter 35
Previously on The unknown one :
So open the gift "
I stopped reading and started opening the small gift to find A beautiful wedding ring with pure diamonds , I continued reading the letter !
" I know it isn't the proper way but Will you marry me Seeta?"
-
I know this is crazy but this just a way for me to Say , never take this Ring off.. So you can always remember me
I Love you Seeta ill always will..."
Salma's point of view :
" I thought you said that you'll never hurt him but YOU DID NOW HE IS DEAD , HOW COULD YOU !" I shouted crying my eyes out, I wanted to let him pay !
" he wasn't supposed to Die love ,blame the one who killed him sweet heart" he said Siting Down on his chair hiding behind a mask, I did hate Her but I never knew that he would do that to my Brother although I really wanted to know who he was but I guess I never will!
" Then I'm out as much as I hate her I'm not going to watch anyone else gets hurt well besides her " I Shouted ,heading to the door but his words stopped me , scaring me more because I think that everyone is scared
From him , I mean just the part where he wears a white mask is just too creepy!
" Ookie dokie then suit yourself Love , you're going to miss out on all the fun but you know you're going to Pay for This Right ?" He sarcastically said , making me get more mad!
I really hated his Guts but I actually hated Seeta more.. Of kill her in my own hands but too bad I can't " What are you going to do ,kill me?" I regretted what I said once he Got closer.. Wishing that I never agreed on any of this!
Back to Seeta's Point of view :
Buzz ... as usual my phone buzzed telling me that I got a message and I got terrified while opening The message !
Unknown number :
First 3'9am Allah Ajrk, I'm afraid that his death wasn't an accident And lucky for you I know who did it I'll give you a little hint B!
There was once a Liar everybody lies but this girl was worse.. She faked being a friend of someone , they were so Close but unfortunately that other poor girl never knew..well until now by an unknown person who is trying his best to fix everything and that he isn't that bad of a person!
So this liar was so jealous she hated that someone so much that she'd kill her own brother but the unknown person didn't want that to happen because he is a good person !
Well i hope you found out who ONE of your fake friends are B !
Happy hunting , Love the unknown one!
* End of Message *
I was extremely shocked , first that Hamad accident wasn't actually an accident and Second that one of his sisters KILLED him!
And lastly Why would unknown do that I mean tell me that and get me closer to him!
I started thinking who would do this?
Samar? Or Salma?
Their names kept repeating in my head
Salma
Samar
Salma
Samar
Then it hit me i remembered that day when we were in the hotel in Dubai! I shared a room with Samar then that Day I found a paper with blood I don't know I still don't believe that it's actually blood Though!
Then she came and said that the person ( the unknown one ) forced her what if she was lying I thought..
I can't believe this I think it is Her , ,she's the one that the unknown one is talking about or maybe he was lying ,there Was only one way to find out by taking her phone so I quickly headed to her room
Getting in and luckily she was in the bathroom and her phone was on the Table !
" yes " I said to myself slowly taking her phone making sure that she doesn't come out !
I opened it looking down her bbm contacts to find nothing fishy only girls!
Checked that chats and nothing !
I got to the messages and nothing , I searched everything but unfortunately nothing but that doesn't proves anything so I wasn't sure.. She was unlocking the door so I quickly left!
Salma's point of view :
I opened my eyes to find myself locked in some kind of closet ..my head was heavy, I was really dizzy and that unknown person well that's what he calls himself opened the closet with the same creepy mask and the other boy was with him, I wasn't that scared I mean I got used to it , being here all the time and being part of all of this !
" Tonight is so going to be fun Right Fares?"
So open the gift "
I stopped reading and started opening the small gift to find A beautiful wedding ring with pure diamonds , I continued reading the letter !
" I know it isn't the proper way but Will you marry me Seeta?"
-
I know this is crazy but this just a way for me to Say , never take this Ring off.. So you can always remember me
I Love you Seeta ill always will..."
Salma's point of view :
" I thought you said that you'll never hurt him but YOU DID NOW HE IS DEAD , HOW COULD YOU !" I shouted crying my eyes out, I wanted to let him pay !
" he wasn't supposed to Die love ,blame the one who killed him sweet heart" he said Siting Down on his chair hiding behind a mask, I did hate Her but I never knew that he would do that to my Brother although I really wanted to know who he was but I guess I never will!
" Then I'm out as much as I hate her I'm not going to watch anyone else gets hurt well besides her " I Shouted ,heading to the door but his words stopped me , scaring me more because I think that everyone is scared
From him , I mean just the part where he wears a white mask is just too creepy!
" Ookie dokie then suit yourself Love , you're going to miss out on all the fun but you know you're going to Pay for This Right ?" He sarcastically said , making me get more mad!
I really hated his Guts but I actually hated Seeta more.. Of kill her in my own hands but too bad I can't " What are you going to do ,kill me?" I regretted what I said once he Got closer.. Wishing that I never agreed on any of this!
Back to Seeta's Point of view :
Buzz ... as usual my phone buzzed telling me that I got a message and I got terrified while opening The message !
Unknown number :
First 3'9am Allah Ajrk, I'm afraid that his death wasn't an accident And lucky for you I know who did it I'll give you a little hint B!
There was once a Liar everybody lies but this girl was worse.. She faked being a friend of someone , they were so Close but unfortunately that other poor girl never knew..well until now by an unknown person who is trying his best to fix everything and that he isn't that bad of a person!
So this liar was so jealous she hated that someone so much that she'd kill her own brother but the unknown person didn't want that to happen because he is a good person !
Well i hope you found out who ONE of your fake friends are B !
Happy hunting , Love the unknown one!
* End of Message *
I was extremely shocked , first that Hamad accident wasn't actually an accident and Second that one of his sisters KILLED him!
And lastly Why would unknown do that I mean tell me that and get me closer to him!
I started thinking who would do this?
Samar? Or Salma?
Their names kept repeating in my head
Salma
Samar
Salma
Samar
Then it hit me i remembered that day when we were in the hotel in Dubai! I shared a room with Samar then that Day I found a paper with blood I don't know I still don't believe that it's actually blood Though!
Then she came and said that the person ( the unknown one ) forced her what if she was lying I thought..
I can't believe this I think it is Her , ,she's the one that the unknown one is talking about or maybe he was lying ,there Was only one way to find out by taking her phone so I quickly headed to her room
Getting in and luckily she was in the bathroom and her phone was on the Table !
" yes " I said to myself slowly taking her phone making sure that she doesn't come out !
I opened it looking down her bbm contacts to find nothing fishy only girls!
Checked that chats and nothing !
I got to the messages and nothing , I searched everything but unfortunately nothing but that doesn't proves anything so I wasn't sure.. She was unlocking the door so I quickly left!
Salma's point of view :
I opened my eyes to find myself locked in some kind of closet ..my head was heavy, I was really dizzy and that unknown person well that's what he calls himself opened the closet with the same creepy mask and the other boy was with him, I wasn't that scared I mean I got used to it , being here all the time and being part of all of this !
" Tonight is so going to be fun Right Fares?"
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Chapter 34
I fell down Crying whilst Hamad was calming me down on the phone but I just couldn't hold myself I just kept crying ! But I had to hold myself for him , for his own sake.. For his health!
He closed the line after I told him that ill be fine , I promised him i won't cry but I sadly broke that promise !
I couldn't see the one I actually loved with all my heart dying without doing anything!!
Hours passed I was still crying but I knew that I had to do something !!
I called my grandfather crying out loud
.. I couldn't breath properly, my heart was pumping out of my chest, tears were coming down my cheeks like a river... No one will ever know How I felt! How misery got me, how I really loved him!!
....: aloo
Me: Yuba Hamad Hama-
I couldn't actually finish my sentence with all the crying and sobbing !!
I heard someone crying in the background.. Screaming like a maniac I knew that behind that cry's and scream's there was unpleasant news.. News that would make me die from the inside!
After my mother died , half of me died the other half belonged to him and only him!!
* grandfather talking in the background* : ed3i Ena Allah yr7mh 7beebti
I uncontrollably Shouted "NOO" and fell down crying.. I cried like a maniac that day and there was no one to calm me down .. I sat crying remembering every moment I spent with him, every tear I dropped that he wiped with his soft hand!
I remembered His eyes ,His smile , his Laugh, his Stupid Grin... How he believed me even though it was hard for anyone to actually believe me !
Maybe you'll think that I was exaggerating but I wasn't .. I cried not
Only because of him but because of everything going on in my life !
First my mother then him i was lost !
I didn't know who my brothers were anymore.. I didn't have my mother or my father with me the only person that I could completely trust in this state was Hamad and grandfather but now he is gone !
He left me alone when I didn't know who was actually a friend or an enemy!
We were going to get married, have a wedding that I always dreamed of,
Have 2 beautiful children.. Live the rest of our lives together forever !
I never had believed in love but once I saw him everything changed in my eyes !
I actually thought that the moment I get to unknown he would be by my side just holding into my hands not letting go!
I found myself setting in an airplane with Abdallah we were heading back to Riyadh !
My grandfather booked us the first flight to Riyadh.. Allah yr7mh Hamad was going to be buried in Riyadh in the land of his home where all his family were !
Just the thought of him makes me tear up! My so called brothers were too busy to come with me so Abdallah Came instead , he was so sweet to me.. I think he knows that me & Hamad were more than cousins , I actually think that everyone knows that now but I didn't care less all I cared about was Hamad Allah yr7mh!
I miss him so much , my life became even more dull after he and my mother Died. All I wanted was both of them here with me not letting go !
I rested my head on the food table or whatever it's called while tears came running down my cheek As I said
" يارب يا كريم اغفر له وثبته عند السؤال وأدخله الجنة "
Abdallah responded with " ameen " calming me down as he placed his hand on my shoulder, I laid my head on his shoulder crying that his shirt became wet and I fell asleep!
I suddenly opened my eyes once we landed as I heard Abdallah say those words I guessed that he was talking on the phone " I can't do This.. It's just- I can't " he said " I'm not falling for her .. Fine then ill do what you say " he continued I had no idea about what he was talking about so I just pretended to be asleep .. He woke me up a couple of minutes later !
We got out and got home where everyone were crying feeling as depressed as I felt .. My grandfather was surprised that A stranger came with me and not my brother well but I wasn't !
I hugged both Salma and Samar ( Salma and Samar were both hamad's sisters if you remember ! Salma was a year older than me and Samar was my age )
Three days of the funeral passed by every day was more depressing than the other .. Everything would remind me of him just simply everything !
After almost a week all of us stayed in Riyadh we also might be staying for Ramadhan but my school of course said that i Had to go take my tests So until now nothing is confirmed!
I decided to open my blackberry since I never opened it mn wgt ma Allah yr7ma twfa!
I opened it to see a message from him before he passed away that was so touching that made me die more from the inside !
Hamad : i know you weren't able to keep that promise so I forgive you !
If I didn't make it look under your bed, you'll find something i kept it there !
But if I do make it DO NOT look under the bed hahaha although I know you will anyway !
Hamad : one last thing I LOVE YOU ill always be with you ! Ed3i Ly don't cry Ana m7taj ld3a2k , Good bye !
I broke down crying in my room I never knew that his last goodbye would be like this .. I wanted to be next to him bs 8dar Allah w ma sha2 f3al .. El7amdallah!
I looked under the bed to see a wrapped gift with a paper that had this written on it :
" Hello beautiful !
If you are reading this it means I'm gone but not entirely gone ..ill always be in your heart!
When I found out that I might not survive I Made sure this got you , I wanted to make sure that you'll never forget me "
I smiled as I read the last part saying " how can I ever forget you ! You can never be forgotten"
I continued reading " I know I promised you to marry you to be there with you I'm just sorry I'm not
This ring was supposed to be your wedding ring , yes I am impatient I can't wait till the right day so I brought it early don't blame me .. I am crazy about you , you know!
So open the gift "
I stopped reading and started opening the small gift to find A beautiful wedding ring with pure diamonds , I continued reading the letter !
" I know it isn't the proper way but Will you marry me Seeta?"
He closed the line after I told him that ill be fine , I promised him i won't cry but I sadly broke that promise !
I couldn't see the one I actually loved with all my heart dying without doing anything!!
Hours passed I was still crying but I knew that I had to do something !!
I called my grandfather crying out loud
.. I couldn't breath properly, my heart was pumping out of my chest, tears were coming down my cheeks like a river... No one will ever know How I felt! How misery got me, how I really loved him!!
....: aloo
Me: Yuba Hamad Hama-
I couldn't actually finish my sentence with all the crying and sobbing !!
I heard someone crying in the background.. Screaming like a maniac I knew that behind that cry's and scream's there was unpleasant news.. News that would make me die from the inside!
After my mother died , half of me died the other half belonged to him and only him!!
* grandfather talking in the background* : ed3i Ena Allah yr7mh 7beebti
I uncontrollably Shouted "NOO" and fell down crying.. I cried like a maniac that day and there was no one to calm me down .. I sat crying remembering every moment I spent with him, every tear I dropped that he wiped with his soft hand!
I remembered His eyes ,His smile , his Laugh, his Stupid Grin... How he believed me even though it was hard for anyone to actually believe me !
Maybe you'll think that I was exaggerating but I wasn't .. I cried not
Only because of him but because of everything going on in my life !
First my mother then him i was lost !
I didn't know who my brothers were anymore.. I didn't have my mother or my father with me the only person that I could completely trust in this state was Hamad and grandfather but now he is gone !
He left me alone when I didn't know who was actually a friend or an enemy!
We were going to get married, have a wedding that I always dreamed of,
Have 2 beautiful children.. Live the rest of our lives together forever !
I never had believed in love but once I saw him everything changed in my eyes !
I actually thought that the moment I get to unknown he would be by my side just holding into my hands not letting go!
I found myself setting in an airplane with Abdallah we were heading back to Riyadh !
My grandfather booked us the first flight to Riyadh.. Allah yr7mh Hamad was going to be buried in Riyadh in the land of his home where all his family were !
Just the thought of him makes me tear up! My so called brothers were too busy to come with me so Abdallah Came instead , he was so sweet to me.. I think he knows that me & Hamad were more than cousins , I actually think that everyone knows that now but I didn't care less all I cared about was Hamad Allah yr7mh!
I miss him so much , my life became even more dull after he and my mother Died. All I wanted was both of them here with me not letting go !
I rested my head on the food table or whatever it's called while tears came running down my cheek As I said
" يارب يا كريم اغفر له وثبته عند السؤال وأدخله الجنة "
Abdallah responded with " ameen " calming me down as he placed his hand on my shoulder, I laid my head on his shoulder crying that his shirt became wet and I fell asleep!
I suddenly opened my eyes once we landed as I heard Abdallah say those words I guessed that he was talking on the phone " I can't do This.. It's just- I can't " he said " I'm not falling for her .. Fine then ill do what you say " he continued I had no idea about what he was talking about so I just pretended to be asleep .. He woke me up a couple of minutes later !
We got out and got home where everyone were crying feeling as depressed as I felt .. My grandfather was surprised that A stranger came with me and not my brother well but I wasn't !
I hugged both Salma and Samar ( Salma and Samar were both hamad's sisters if you remember ! Salma was a year older than me and Samar was my age )
Three days of the funeral passed by every day was more depressing than the other .. Everything would remind me of him just simply everything !
After almost a week all of us stayed in Riyadh we also might be staying for Ramadhan but my school of course said that i Had to go take my tests So until now nothing is confirmed!
I decided to open my blackberry since I never opened it mn wgt ma Allah yr7ma twfa!
I opened it to see a message from him before he passed away that was so touching that made me die more from the inside !
Hamad : i know you weren't able to keep that promise so I forgive you !
If I didn't make it look under your bed, you'll find something i kept it there !
But if I do make it DO NOT look under the bed hahaha although I know you will anyway !
Hamad : one last thing I LOVE YOU ill always be with you ! Ed3i Ly don't cry Ana m7taj ld3a2k , Good bye !
I broke down crying in my room I never knew that his last goodbye would be like this .. I wanted to be next to him bs 8dar Allah w ma sha2 f3al .. El7amdallah!
I looked under the bed to see a wrapped gift with a paper that had this written on it :
" Hello beautiful !
If you are reading this it means I'm gone but not entirely gone ..ill always be in your heart!
When I found out that I might not survive I Made sure this got you , I wanted to make sure that you'll never forget me "
I smiled as I read the last part saying " how can I ever forget you ! You can never be forgotten"
I continued reading " I know I promised you to marry you to be there with you I'm just sorry I'm not
This ring was supposed to be your wedding ring , yes I am impatient I can't wait till the right day so I brought it early don't blame me .. I am crazy about you , you know!
So open the gift "
I stopped reading and started opening the small gift to find A beautiful wedding ring with pure diamonds , I continued reading the letter !
" I know it isn't the proper way but Will you marry me Seeta?"
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Chapter 33
Previously On The unknown one :
" great job sis where did you get the wig from " he laughed thinking it was funny or something ... Wait that's not his?
Unknown number :
This day cannot get any better what can be better than you finding out that your brother is an alcoholic !
I think I won again B !
Ps : how did you like the outfits smart Ha? Guess you owe me a favor
- The unknown one
I'm starting to think that unknown was the reason behind all of this!!
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"How can you even think about drinking !!" I shouted after yazeed tried
Explaining his position .. But he just stared coldly at me and said " So what I drank it's my first time and I won't do it again.. Trust me I've learned my lesson!"
" yazeed Stop Lying !! You keep going on and on with lies ! It's not fair to me or to you!" I shouted staring at him he didn't regret drinking or even feel guilty about it!
" well it's my Life, you're making a big deal out of everything "he shouted .. I wasn't being able to Handle myself I kept shouting, I actually wanted to just slap him.. But then he'll slap me twice in return guess i Was Scared! he does deserve it though!!
Once we got home after shouting at each other I went straight up to my room without Saying a Single Word!
I slammed the door acting all angry which I actually was ... Started crying didn't know what else to do, I was miserable .. Really miserable my life was falling apart and there was only one thing that'll make me more relaxed not stressed and that was by praying!
I got out my things an started praying , it felt great .. I felt like something was lifted !
It was the first time I actually sleep without having any nightmares , anything to worry about although I had alot to worry about !! Unknown , yazeed , waleed , Abdallah and much more !
I woke up the next morning with a paper on my left.. I took it to find those words written on it :
Good morning .. I made you breakfast id bring it to you myself but I had to leave early So ill see you at school !
- Abdallah
That was really weird but nice of him .. I was still worried about all of this though..
I got Up did my daily routine .. Wore some clothes since we never had a school uniform headed downstairs after making sure I had everything , found egg along with a glass of orange juice , there was a paper on the table that had " Enjoy " written on it !
I smiled enjoying my meal , I found yazeed running down the stairs as healthier as ever ,I was actually surprised !
" I'm Sorry " he Said kissing my forehead.. That was also surprising but I guess I just have to go with it!
I have a feeling that today is going to be a fine day!
He dropped me at school , once I got in , I got to my locker getting my books out .. The class started and the day came to an end ,I got home to find both yazeed and waleed sitting in the Living room with their phones in their hands like always !
I still was very mad and pissed about everything they did !
" salmi 6yb" waleed snapped at me
I ignored in return and headed upstairs , spent my day upstairs !
I kept talking to Hamad but yara kept destroying everything telling me to tell him about ' my dark past ' !
i told him that i really needed to tell him something turns out that he wanted to tell me something too!
he called me and of course i picked up, his voice sounded weak not really sure , the beep sound was still in the background.. i started worrying so i quickly asked him what was wrong!
the response was shocking ,Sad , i wished i never asked .. The only one that actually loved me, that actually never did anything to upset me ....
hamad : i know this will be really shocking But im really sick.. i had a horrible accident and-
me : and what?
hamad : i broke my ribs and other parts of my body , im Going to have a surgery Today there's 90% chance that i may not survive
you Know when you just Fall down crying ... not knowing what to do, Your whole world is just falling Apart thats how i felt !
Pain was all i felt , heartache.........
" great job sis where did you get the wig from " he laughed thinking it was funny or something ... Wait that's not his?
Unknown number :
This day cannot get any better what can be better than you finding out that your brother is an alcoholic !
I think I won again B !
Ps : how did you like the outfits smart Ha? Guess you owe me a favor
- The unknown one
I'm starting to think that unknown was the reason behind all of this!!
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"How can you even think about drinking !!" I shouted after yazeed tried
Explaining his position .. But he just stared coldly at me and said " So what I drank it's my first time and I won't do it again.. Trust me I've learned my lesson!"
" yazeed Stop Lying !! You keep going on and on with lies ! It's not fair to me or to you!" I shouted staring at him he didn't regret drinking or even feel guilty about it!
" well it's my Life, you're making a big deal out of everything "he shouted .. I wasn't being able to Handle myself I kept shouting, I actually wanted to just slap him.. But then he'll slap me twice in return guess i Was Scared! he does deserve it though!!
Once we got home after shouting at each other I went straight up to my room without Saying a Single Word!
I slammed the door acting all angry which I actually was ... Started crying didn't know what else to do, I was miserable .. Really miserable my life was falling apart and there was only one thing that'll make me more relaxed not stressed and that was by praying!
I got out my things an started praying , it felt great .. I felt like something was lifted !
It was the first time I actually sleep without having any nightmares , anything to worry about although I had alot to worry about !! Unknown , yazeed , waleed , Abdallah and much more !
I woke up the next morning with a paper on my left.. I took it to find those words written on it :
Good morning .. I made you breakfast id bring it to you myself but I had to leave early So ill see you at school !
- Abdallah
That was really weird but nice of him .. I was still worried about all of this though..
I got Up did my daily routine .. Wore some clothes since we never had a school uniform headed downstairs after making sure I had everything , found egg along with a glass of orange juice , there was a paper on the table that had " Enjoy " written on it !
I smiled enjoying my meal , I found yazeed running down the stairs as healthier as ever ,I was actually surprised !
" I'm Sorry " he Said kissing my forehead.. That was also surprising but I guess I just have to go with it!
I have a feeling that today is going to be a fine day!
He dropped me at school , once I got in , I got to my locker getting my books out .. The class started and the day came to an end ,I got home to find both yazeed and waleed sitting in the Living room with their phones in their hands like always !
I still was very mad and pissed about everything they did !
" salmi 6yb" waleed snapped at me
I ignored in return and headed upstairs , spent my day upstairs !
I kept talking to Hamad but yara kept destroying everything telling me to tell him about ' my dark past ' !
i told him that i really needed to tell him something turns out that he wanted to tell me something too!
he called me and of course i picked up, his voice sounded weak not really sure , the beep sound was still in the background.. i started worrying so i quickly asked him what was wrong!
the response was shocking ,Sad , i wished i never asked .. The only one that actually loved me, that actually never did anything to upset me ....
hamad : i know this will be really shocking But im really sick.. i had a horrible accident and-
me : and what?
hamad : i broke my ribs and other parts of my body , im Going to have a surgery Today there's 90% chance that i may not survive
you Know when you just Fall down crying ... not knowing what to do, Your whole world is just falling Apart thats how i felt !
Pain was all i felt , heartache.........
Friday, February 8, 2013
A poem by an amazing Girl !
This Poem was written by this amazing girl who is indeed talented !!
This poem was written by @UnspokennWordss so once you're done reading her incredible poem Follow her ,it means alot xx
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You're everything I need, all I ever wanted
My life without you is full of darkness, like a house that got haunted..
I know you wouldn't care for what I'm feeling
Losing you.. Made me want to scream and break the ceiling
Losing you is losing the most important thing I cared about
I would have shut up by now if I didn't care .. But just hear me out
Regret took over me, I'm sorry I let you down
From the crying, my nose turned red like a nose of a clown..
I don't want to lose you for a mistake I did
Missing you is like a mother missing her kid..
Talking to you became my daily routine
A day without you.. I can't even imagine the scene
I'm sorry for what my mistake caused you
I would apologize a million time just to prove that's true..
If you just believe me, I wouldn't do it again
I'll make it up to you, and make you forget the pain
All I ever do is think..
Only about you, without a blink
I would have continued but sadly I ran out of words to say and ink
Honestly, I wanted to let you know how I feel
I'll do anything just to heel
Because my love for you is REAL!
Now go follow @UnspokennWordss
For more wonderful poems.. Now I chose this one because it was of course the first one I read and I was extremely amazed mashallah !!!
This poem was written by @UnspokennWordss so once you're done reading her incredible poem Follow her ,it means alot xx
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You're everything I need, all I ever wanted
My life without you is full of darkness, like a house that got haunted..
I know you wouldn't care for what I'm feeling
Losing you.. Made me want to scream and break the ceiling
Losing you is losing the most important thing I cared about
I would have shut up by now if I didn't care .. But just hear me out
Regret took over me, I'm sorry I let you down
From the crying, my nose turned red like a nose of a clown..
I don't want to lose you for a mistake I did
Missing you is like a mother missing her kid..
Talking to you became my daily routine
A day without you.. I can't even imagine the scene
I'm sorry for what my mistake caused you
I would apologize a million time just to prove that's true..
If you just believe me, I wouldn't do it again
I'll make it up to you, and make you forget the pain
All I ever do is think..
Only about you, without a blink
I would have continued but sadly I ran out of words to say and ink
Honestly, I wanted to let you know how I feel
I'll do anything just to heel
Because my love for you is REAL!
Now go follow @UnspokennWordss
For more wonderful poems.. Now I chose this one because it was of course the first one I read and I was extremely amazed mashallah !!!
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Chapter 32
Previously on The unknown one :
Got a Whatsapp from an unknown number the good news is that it wasn't unknown It was Yazeed shocking !
....: hey it's yazeed Seeta please I need your help I know this is crazy but I'm..
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I didn't know what was more shocking!
I was vigilant and now it's the other way around!
Yazeed : I'm well I got caught for underage drinking ! I'm at the police station .. They said I had to get an adult to pick me up Help me!!
I quickly called him the same number he sent me those messages from , it sadly wasn't him but a police officer I guessed!
....: Hello
Me : hello ?
....: is this His mother ?
Me: no I'm actually his umm older sister
.....: great you can come pick him up
Me: can I talk to him for a minute
....: only for five minutes
And he gave me yazeed I wanted to kill him I don't know why I got myself into this and then I realized what he said he was caught for underage drinking... Shocking yazeed drinks!!
How ? Why? I was so confused that I panicked .. That I wanted to just scream , that I wanted to die!
Yazeed : esm3i ed5li '3rfti btlageen a fake ID 54eeha w 5ly shklk k4a akbar fhmteeni w t3ali elpolice station Eli greeb mn beetna
He whispered
Me : NO NO AND YOU DRINK WHY YAZEED
Yazeed : there's no time for this come take me or do you want me to stay in here tonight
And he closed the line on my face I couldn't believe that yazeed is drinking what if he was an alcoholic OMG no !!
Bad thoughts were crossing my mind about this situation.. Should I do what he says or just leave him like this so he can learn his lesson.. This was so hard on me !
What if he was drunk when he told me about us ... Crazy thoughts were on my mind that night I didn't want to think but I knew that I'd never leave my brother like that and my family were my weakness even my father but I'd always try my best to not show that to him or anyone guess I was too afraid !
I got up heading to yazeed's room slowly opening the door with my heart beating so fast that I could hear it beating! I didn't know what I was afraid of .. Maybe Because I'm going to pretend to be yazeed's older sister which is 21 years old or older I don't know.. Or maybe because my brother scratch that my step brother actually drinks!! I was so confused so Lost!!
I took a deep breath getting in searching every drawer when I opened a drawer which made me think which made me get more upset ! i was surprised .. shocked was the word actually! why would Yazeed have those things? Could it be..
There was alot of fake IDs! I took an ID of a 30 old women ( I'm not sure if IDs are like that and stuff mshooha x)
There were also make up ,heels, hair extensions , wigs , dresses I couldn't understand why would yazeed have those things? One thing came into my mind could yazeed be The unknown one?!! Unknown knows my every move and who was there with me Yazeed? Yazeed was always there in Dubai , here , everywhere !
That time when I was in the restaurant yazeed was the only one there besides fahda and yara.. I didn't know what to think but if he was unknown he would never ask my help to get him out .. Unknown would never ask me for my help !
But yazeed was the sweetest person he'd never hurt me and that's when I fell down crying my heart out.. Yazeed did mean the world to me , he made me feel safe like every brother !
I then realized that this was a waste of time , I'm doubting my own beloved brother that's what unknown wants to ruin me , to hurt me , to make me suffer but I can never let that happen .. He already made me cut myself and I thought that I'd never do that , that ill always stay strong but I'm not anymore .. Unknown was planning to do this he was planning to ruin me and he achieved I'm ruined I'm broke I'm lost! I needed my grandfather he was the only one I can trust !
I got up changed my clothes into one of those dresses , put the heels on and putted a ton of makeup.. I wasn't planning on putting the wig on but then again it made me look older it was a blonde wig with some grey hair !
I put it on and looked at myself in the mirror and took a deep breath got out with my purse that had my phones and some money !
I slowly headed down trying not to make any sound and lucky for me Abdallah was fast asleep on the couch.. I got out making sure not to forget the keys , unfortunately I had to walk to the street to get a taxi.. If only Abdallah was more trustworthy I'd let him drop me there but he wasn't yeah sad times ! it was 11:30 so that was really bad a lot of drunk guys around!!
I walked as fast as I could when I heard people laughing.. Changing my direction And walked faster I just wanted a taxi
Once I got a taxi ,I kept thinking about everything that was happening the. It hit me what if this wasnt his first time to drink .. what if my brother does more things other than drinking ! i kept thinking until I got to the police station my heart beats increased I started shaking I didn't know what to do so I just fixed myself getting into the police station.. Everyone was staring while I on the other hand was shaking , I was Scared!!
" hello I'm here for him " I said pointing at yazeed I didn't want to say his name
I don't know then we'd get to bigger problems !
" is this his mother " he asked writing stuff on a piece of paper
" no our mother passed Away years ago even our father so I'm his older sister " I sighed making the Act look real this was the riskiest thing I've eve done !
" I'm sorry to hear that , he will get out with a warning this time but next time he won't " an old man with grey hair.. He had wrinkles on his face showing his age.. Of course he was wearing an outfit !
I smiled and left with yazeed .. I started shouting , questioning him!
" great job sis where did you get the wig from " he laughed thinking it was funny or something ... Wait that's not his?
Unknown number :
This day cannot get any better what can be better than you finding out that your brother is an alcoholic !
I think I won again B !
Ps : how did you like the outfits smart Ha? Guess you owe me a favor
- The unknown one
I'm starting to think that unknown was the reason behind all of this!!
Got a Whatsapp from an unknown number the good news is that it wasn't unknown It was Yazeed shocking !
....: hey it's yazeed Seeta please I need your help I know this is crazy but I'm..
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I didn't know what was more shocking!
I was vigilant and now it's the other way around!
Yazeed : I'm well I got caught for underage drinking ! I'm at the police station .. They said I had to get an adult to pick me up Help me!!
I quickly called him the same number he sent me those messages from , it sadly wasn't him but a police officer I guessed!
....: Hello
Me : hello ?
....: is this His mother ?
Me: no I'm actually his umm older sister
.....: great you can come pick him up
Me: can I talk to him for a minute
....: only for five minutes
And he gave me yazeed I wanted to kill him I don't know why I got myself into this and then I realized what he said he was caught for underage drinking... Shocking yazeed drinks!!
How ? Why? I was so confused that I panicked .. That I wanted to just scream , that I wanted to die!
Yazeed : esm3i ed5li '3rfti btlageen a fake ID 54eeha w 5ly shklk k4a akbar fhmteeni w t3ali elpolice station Eli greeb mn beetna
He whispered
Me : NO NO AND YOU DRINK WHY YAZEED
Yazeed : there's no time for this come take me or do you want me to stay in here tonight
And he closed the line on my face I couldn't believe that yazeed is drinking what if he was an alcoholic OMG no !!
Bad thoughts were crossing my mind about this situation.. Should I do what he says or just leave him like this so he can learn his lesson.. This was so hard on me !
What if he was drunk when he told me about us ... Crazy thoughts were on my mind that night I didn't want to think but I knew that I'd never leave my brother like that and my family were my weakness even my father but I'd always try my best to not show that to him or anyone guess I was too afraid !
I got up heading to yazeed's room slowly opening the door with my heart beating so fast that I could hear it beating! I didn't know what I was afraid of .. Maybe Because I'm going to pretend to be yazeed's older sister which is 21 years old or older I don't know.. Or maybe because my brother scratch that my step brother actually drinks!! I was so confused so Lost!!
I took a deep breath getting in searching every drawer when I opened a drawer which made me think which made me get more upset ! i was surprised .. shocked was the word actually! why would Yazeed have those things? Could it be..
There was alot of fake IDs! I took an ID of a 30 old women ( I'm not sure if IDs are like that and stuff mshooha x)
There were also make up ,heels, hair extensions , wigs , dresses I couldn't understand why would yazeed have those things? One thing came into my mind could yazeed be The unknown one?!! Unknown knows my every move and who was there with me Yazeed? Yazeed was always there in Dubai , here , everywhere !
That time when I was in the restaurant yazeed was the only one there besides fahda and yara.. I didn't know what to think but if he was unknown he would never ask my help to get him out .. Unknown would never ask me for my help !
But yazeed was the sweetest person he'd never hurt me and that's when I fell down crying my heart out.. Yazeed did mean the world to me , he made me feel safe like every brother !
I then realized that this was a waste of time , I'm doubting my own beloved brother that's what unknown wants to ruin me , to hurt me , to make me suffer but I can never let that happen .. He already made me cut myself and I thought that I'd never do that , that ill always stay strong but I'm not anymore .. Unknown was planning to do this he was planning to ruin me and he achieved I'm ruined I'm broke I'm lost! I needed my grandfather he was the only one I can trust !
I got up changed my clothes into one of those dresses , put the heels on and putted a ton of makeup.. I wasn't planning on putting the wig on but then again it made me look older it was a blonde wig with some grey hair !
I put it on and looked at myself in the mirror and took a deep breath got out with my purse that had my phones and some money !
I slowly headed down trying not to make any sound and lucky for me Abdallah was fast asleep on the couch.. I got out making sure not to forget the keys , unfortunately I had to walk to the street to get a taxi.. If only Abdallah was more trustworthy I'd let him drop me there but he wasn't yeah sad times ! it was 11:30 so that was really bad a lot of drunk guys around!!
I walked as fast as I could when I heard people laughing.. Changing my direction And walked faster I just wanted a taxi
Once I got a taxi ,I kept thinking about everything that was happening the. It hit me what if this wasnt his first time to drink .. what if my brother does more things other than drinking ! i kept thinking until I got to the police station my heart beats increased I started shaking I didn't know what to do so I just fixed myself getting into the police station.. Everyone was staring while I on the other hand was shaking , I was Scared!!
" hello I'm here for him " I said pointing at yazeed I didn't want to say his name
I don't know then we'd get to bigger problems !
" is this his mother " he asked writing stuff on a piece of paper
" no our mother passed Away years ago even our father so I'm his older sister " I sighed making the Act look real this was the riskiest thing I've eve done !
" I'm sorry to hear that , he will get out with a warning this time but next time he won't " an old man with grey hair.. He had wrinkles on his face showing his age.. Of course he was wearing an outfit !
I smiled and left with yazeed .. I started shouting , questioning him!
" great job sis where did you get the wig from " he laughed thinking it was funny or something ... Wait that's not his?
Unknown number :
This day cannot get any better what can be better than you finding out that your brother is an alcoholic !
I think I won again B !
Ps : how did you like the outfits smart Ha? Guess you owe me a favor
- The unknown one
I'm starting to think that unknown was the reason behind all of this!!
Monday, February 4, 2013
Chapter 31
Previously on the unknown 30 :
Yara: well you know ill go tell Hamad about your dirty past he wouldn't want a slut as a wife!
Me: What do you want?
Yara : that's the Seeta I love now Go tell him yourself about your past
_____________________
I never understood how she was thinking I mean its crazy isn't it? She just wants to ruin the only good thing in my life and that would be my relationship with my future husband Hamad!
At that very moment Hamad replied
Hamad : I missed you so much finally I've been waiting for days !!
And my chat with yara showed up with her saying :
Yara : and yeah don't delete me from your contacts so you can send me everything he says!
Me: what If I talk to him on the phone Ha ?
Yara : you won't
-Hamad's chat -
Hamad : call me here's my number +******** I really want to hear your voice
I decided to call him but not to bring up the past thing with him until later but unfortunately yara had a better plan well at least for her, she wanted me to record the conversation that goes on between us and I did !
Hamad : Alo
Me : heey Hamad how are you?
Hamad : I can't believe I finally heard your voice I'm So much better now that I've heard your voice missed you !
Heart started beating, my stomach twisted in happiness & joy but there was something in his voice maybe he was a bit tired I guessed
Me : missed you too
Hamad : so tell me how is California ? Are you enjoying your time
Me: yeaah it's great the only thing missing is you 9dg!
Hamad : wsh feek ga63a z3lt mnk
His voice was getting weaker then suddenly I heard a *teet* sound in the background it was like he was in a hospital which made me freak out !!
Me : where are you ?
Hamad : in the gym
Which made me sigh in relief
Me: oh I thought-
Hamad : you thought I was In a hospital no I'm not , Salma thought I was in a hospital too and actually freaked out
Me: Yeaah I actually know how that feels how is Salma anyways i miss her !!
Hamad : she's great , hey listen ill call you later I'm going to clean up , bye beautiful
Me : wait Hamad I really need to tell you something later it's very important so call me
Hamad : of course love you !!
And with that he closed the line I threw myself on the bed with his magical voice repeating in my mind until Abdallah totally ruined the moment for me by crashing in the room which made me jump from my place like a maniac !
" BSMELLAH" I cried out my heart pumping almost coming out of my chest yes his surprising crash scared me !
" haw wsh d3wa I only wanted to call you so we can go "
" but not likee that!" I shouted getting up pulling my jacket from the chair cause it can be a little chilly at night !
I couldn't believe that I was actually going out with Abdallah this is going to be real Awkward !!
A couple of minutes later we were in the same cab next to each other Yaay it's going to be really fun NOT i thought.. It's going to be the longest night of my life !
" So where do you want to have dinner at?" He grinned
" I don't know anywhere I guess "
" hmm Fine ill choose the restaurant this time but next time you will " he said so sure of himself
" what makes you sure that there will be a next time "
" what makes you so sure there wont be a next time ?"he said
" pfft yeah right that will probably never happen "
" yeah whatever just get out " the taxi driver shouted at us
" how rude " Abdallah snapped getting out of the taxi making me pay because he was too childish .. I got out after that finding a cigarette between Abdallah's lips making me cringe a little I didn't care but he was too young to smoke and now I hate him even more!
" you smoke ? How old are you like 16?"
" no I'm 17 and I've smoking since forever so what " he Rudely snapped at me
" can we just go" he faked a smile in response and we both headed to a fancy Italian restaurant, took our tables and calmly sat down..ordering our food that's when Abdallah gave me this really creepy look !
" What?"
"nothing "he smiled
" est'3farallah allahm 6awlk ya roo7 " I mumbled
" you're welcome "
Can he get more annoying, thgeel dam!
"I don't get why you hate me so much"
" because you're Abdallah because you're annoying , because you picked up from my brother's phone telling me none sense should I continue ?" I let part of it out,I just exploded !
" no please don't ! I said I was sorry.. Someone threatened me.. Do you think I want to go to a random girl and tell her I love her " he said
" do you think I want to lie to the person I l- " he continued stopping at the end
" to the person you what?" I asked
" nothing can we just start again"
" I'd love to " I smiled
" hi I'm Abdallah what's your name?"
" I'm Seeta " I liked this Idea I thought it was a great started with Abdallah
" that's a nice name " I just smiled in response it was really fun we chatted a bit and who knew id actually like abdallah but unknown had to ruin everything!
Unknown number :
Oh I see you're liking the new Abdallah well you won't when you find out what he's hiding from you
Enjoy your night B I wouldn't want to spoil it now would I ?
- the unknown one
My face went entirely pale even Abdallah noticed it!
" what's wrong " he said
" nothing is wrong can we just home I don't feel well" I said
" sure " we got the bill and left the way back home was kind of silent except for my blackberry that kept on vibrating !
I had hope that it was Hamad but unfortunately it wasn't , it was yara!!
Yara : ersli elvoice note
With a billion of pings with that!
Me : fine just stop it
And closed my phone I didn't want Abdallah to peek and see the chat or anything !
" So what do you think of the new me"
" it's nice but will you be back to your old immature self again tomorrow?"
" no I promise "
"Good " I turned to face him and that's when our eyes met but I had to brake the awkwardness so I turned to face the other side !
We got home everyone of us went to a different direction , he went to his room while I went to mine !
I threw myself on my bed and started checking my bbm whatsapp and stuff !
Got a Whatsapp from an unknown number the good news is that it wasn't unknown It was Yazeed shocking !
....: hey it's yazeed Seeta please I need your help I know this is crazy but I'm....
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Yara: well you know ill go tell Hamad about your dirty past he wouldn't want a slut as a wife!
Me: What do you want?
Yara : that's the Seeta I love now Go tell him yourself about your past
_____________________
I never understood how she was thinking I mean its crazy isn't it? She just wants to ruin the only good thing in my life and that would be my relationship with my future husband Hamad!
At that very moment Hamad replied
Hamad : I missed you so much finally I've been waiting for days !!
And my chat with yara showed up with her saying :
Yara : and yeah don't delete me from your contacts so you can send me everything he says!
Me: what If I talk to him on the phone Ha ?
Yara : you won't
-Hamad's chat -
Hamad : call me here's my number +******** I really want to hear your voice
I decided to call him but not to bring up the past thing with him until later but unfortunately yara had a better plan well at least for her, she wanted me to record the conversation that goes on between us and I did !
Hamad : Alo
Me : heey Hamad how are you?
Hamad : I can't believe I finally heard your voice I'm So much better now that I've heard your voice missed you !
Heart started beating, my stomach twisted in happiness & joy but there was something in his voice maybe he was a bit tired I guessed
Me : missed you too
Hamad : so tell me how is California ? Are you enjoying your time
Me: yeaah it's great the only thing missing is you 9dg!
Hamad : wsh feek ga63a z3lt mnk
His voice was getting weaker then suddenly I heard a *teet* sound in the background it was like he was in a hospital which made me freak out !!
Me : where are you ?
Hamad : in the gym
Which made me sigh in relief
Me: oh I thought-
Hamad : you thought I was In a hospital no I'm not , Salma thought I was in a hospital too and actually freaked out
Me: Yeaah I actually know how that feels how is Salma anyways i miss her !!
Hamad : she's great , hey listen ill call you later I'm going to clean up , bye beautiful
Me : wait Hamad I really need to tell you something later it's very important so call me
Hamad : of course love you !!
And with that he closed the line I threw myself on the bed with his magical voice repeating in my mind until Abdallah totally ruined the moment for me by crashing in the room which made me jump from my place like a maniac !
" BSMELLAH" I cried out my heart pumping almost coming out of my chest yes his surprising crash scared me !
" haw wsh d3wa I only wanted to call you so we can go "
" but not likee that!" I shouted getting up pulling my jacket from the chair cause it can be a little chilly at night !
I couldn't believe that I was actually going out with Abdallah this is going to be real Awkward !!
A couple of minutes later we were in the same cab next to each other Yaay it's going to be really fun NOT i thought.. It's going to be the longest night of my life !
" So where do you want to have dinner at?" He grinned
" I don't know anywhere I guess "
" hmm Fine ill choose the restaurant this time but next time you will " he said so sure of himself
" what makes you sure that there will be a next time "
" what makes you so sure there wont be a next time ?"he said
" pfft yeah right that will probably never happen "
" yeah whatever just get out " the taxi driver shouted at us
" how rude " Abdallah snapped getting out of the taxi making me pay because he was too childish .. I got out after that finding a cigarette between Abdallah's lips making me cringe a little I didn't care but he was too young to smoke and now I hate him even more!
" you smoke ? How old are you like 16?"
" no I'm 17 and I've smoking since forever so what " he Rudely snapped at me
" can we just go" he faked a smile in response and we both headed to a fancy Italian restaurant, took our tables and calmly sat down..ordering our food that's when Abdallah gave me this really creepy look !
" What?"
"nothing "he smiled
" est'3farallah allahm 6awlk ya roo7 " I mumbled
" you're welcome "
Can he get more annoying, thgeel dam!
"I don't get why you hate me so much"
" because you're Abdallah because you're annoying , because you picked up from my brother's phone telling me none sense should I continue ?" I let part of it out,I just exploded !
" no please don't ! I said I was sorry.. Someone threatened me.. Do you think I want to go to a random girl and tell her I love her " he said
" do you think I want to lie to the person I l- " he continued stopping at the end
" to the person you what?" I asked
" nothing can we just start again"
" I'd love to " I smiled
" hi I'm Abdallah what's your name?"
" I'm Seeta " I liked this Idea I thought it was a great started with Abdallah
" that's a nice name " I just smiled in response it was really fun we chatted a bit and who knew id actually like abdallah but unknown had to ruin everything!
Unknown number :
Oh I see you're liking the new Abdallah well you won't when you find out what he's hiding from you
Enjoy your night B I wouldn't want to spoil it now would I ?
- the unknown one
My face went entirely pale even Abdallah noticed it!
" what's wrong " he said
" nothing is wrong can we just home I don't feel well" I said
" sure " we got the bill and left the way back home was kind of silent except for my blackberry that kept on vibrating !
I had hope that it was Hamad but unfortunately it wasn't , it was yara!!
Yara : ersli elvoice note
With a billion of pings with that!
Me : fine just stop it
And closed my phone I didn't want Abdallah to peek and see the chat or anything !
" So what do you think of the new me"
" it's nice but will you be back to your old immature self again tomorrow?"
" no I promise "
"Good " I turned to face him and that's when our eyes met but I had to brake the awkwardness so I turned to face the other side !
We got home everyone of us went to a different direction , he went to his room while I went to mine !
I threw myself on my bed and started checking my bbm whatsapp and stuff !
Got a Whatsapp from an unknown number the good news is that it wasn't unknown It was Yazeed shocking !
....: hey it's yazeed Seeta please I need your help I know this is crazy but I'm....
Hope you liked the chapter!
Don't forget to give me your feedbacks!
Follow me on twitter : @blogger6777
You can ask me questions on : www.ask.fm/thedevilandme
Lots of love to all my readers <3!
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