Chapter 5.

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I threw myself on the bed after opening the door , there was no good news but only bad news and the bad news is that he's back I just really hope that he would change seeta doesn't deserve this..she has a pure heart!

I layed on The Black leather Couch Falling Asleep immediately..


Back To Seeta's Pov:

I Woke up The Next Day Feeling Great I did my daily routine it was Thursday I Love Thursday Mornings.. I was Going to Meet Up With Yara!

I wore black leggings With A Pink T-shirt .. I Put my Hair up in A Messy Bun I Took my iphone and along with my Things and Throwed it in my Bag..!

I wanted to Check on yazeed , I Walked to His Room Knocking The Door!

Knock knock knock

He didn't answer so I guessed he was in deep sleep , I Stepped on The Marble Floor.. Going To Waleed's Room , I Was Now in front of his Room, I knocked on The Wooden Door !

Knock knock Knock knock

I kept Knocking Until He opened The Door, He had his Blue Toothbrush in his Right Hand .. He was wearing Grey Adidas Sweat Pants... He was Topless Showing his 4 packs , The wavy brown hair of his was Messier than the Usual.. He Ran his hand Through his hair !

"Ha " he mumbled the Word Out ..he laid back on the Door!

"Gool hala sami mb ha " I Rolled My Eyes At Him Crossing my Arms Behind my Back..

" Enshallah 3mti now what do You want can't you See I'm busy" He said waving his hand in my face that had the Blue tooth brush in it!

" Yes can you please please take me to pick up my Friend then we're supposed to go To Johnny Rockets " I begged

" Okay just on one condition " he Grinned Flipping his lashes

" Okay anything " I had this Hugest Grin on my face

" T3zmeeni for lunch , all my friends Are busy or Sleeping and I'm craving a beef Burger " he Smiled making a puppy face!

" You know that my friend is a Girl aren't they pathetic Girls " I Laughed.. I really didn't want him to come, I didn't want him in the middle !

" 3adi 3adi " he laughed Turning Around And Shutting The Wooden Door in my face !

I turned around And Slid Down the stairs and jumped on the beej Couch watching Tv!

Minutes later yara called

-on the Phone -

"Alo"

"5eer" I said

"5eer bwjhk , where are you ?" She asked

" Living room " I replied

"ARE YOU KIDDING ME , IVE BEEN WAITING FOR AN HOUR NOW !" She yelled through the phone I simply moved the phone away From My Ear..

"My brother is Changing " I replied

" Okay uff "

"Tra he's Coming with Us " I Said

She started yelling ,I Moved the Iphone Away from my Ear Once Again .. Letting her Yell all She want!

" 3adi there's no one to take me Except For him! My other brother is Sleeping and he disagreed Saying " on one condition t3zmeeni " I imitated waleed's Voice making it More deep!

I felt Someone's breath behind me " Awreek Seeta " He Laughed

" Enshallah yalla let's go " I Closed the line adjusting my Abaya On..


We arrived at Yara's house I told her that I was Outside She came our the black veal was wrapped around her head..she Had Gucci Sunglasses On, An Lv Bag was on her shoulder!

She jumped in The Car we greeted her And headed to Johnny Rockets..

The Day was really Amazing , I actually had fun ..

We dropped yara home and he started attacking me with questions about her!

" how old is she?" he asked turning around to look at me every now and then then turning back to look at the road in front of him..!

" 16 " I lit out a giggle.. He kept asking questions about her
he putted his sunglasses back on.. The rest of the ride was filled with silence when we finally arrived home, I got in and started walking up the stairs without turning to look at the living room..suddenly a voice startled me saying " t3ali salmi 3la abooki " a soft voice said , I thought sara was lying when she said he's back but she wasn't ! I froze in my place then another voice said " wsh feek " but this voice was familiar too familiar.. I knew this voice since forever !

I slowly turned around to see my father sitting on the silver couch wearing a white thoob , his black eyes were gazing right at me from under the frameless glasses , his iPhone was in his right hand.. Mariam was sitting right next to him holding a magazine with a manicured hand she had her brown hair up in a sleek pony tail , her thin legs were crossed !

" salmay " he glared at me

I shook my head " why are you back ? " I nearly shouted staring right at him!!
" we were fine without you , you couldn't call when i needed you the most my mom died she meant everything to me , why don't you care about me , oh wait you never did" I shouted this time..!

He got up walking up to me angrily he was now in front of me , he gave me death stares then he slapped me ! It wasn't new to me and I didn't care !

I looked at him with an emotionless looking face, I kept staring at him without a single move.. His steel gaze hardened on my cheek as his next words flew out of his lips " yalla 7by rasi " he demanded waiting for me to obey!

" no " I tried my best to smile !
He was about to slap me another hard slap but instead he shook his head in disappointment and then putting his hand down again..

he pointed up telling me to get up " roo7i '3rftk mafi 6al3a " he spit the word out in disgust!

" glad to " I faked a smile turning around and leaving !

I got up to my room to see fahad sitting on the bed that was covered with baby pink sheets .. I smiled atomically .. He smiled back I ran to him and numerous tears started coming down my cheek like a river..

I kept talking to fahad and telling him how much I'm depressed he listened to every word I said and calmed me down!

He suddenly told me an incredible idea to make me forget about everything!

I smiled " yes I'd love to " I got up holding fahad's hand I walked to the door that held my dream world but it was actually a wardrobe..

I got in and closed my eyes..

I was swinging our hands as we went there I opened the door the breeze of the cold wind rushed threw my long caramel hair , i couldn't stop smiling !

I walked in to see the beautiful birds flying in the sky .. Along with the breathtaking butterflies !

I laid down on the green grass whilst Fahad was laying down next to me !

He took my hand and brushed his soft lips on it kissing it .. I smiled at him, i kept looking at the blue sky , a cloud as the shape of a heart appeared I pointed at it " it's as the shape of a heart " I grinned , my cheek hurts from all the smiling!

I blushed at his words .. I got up straightening my clothes a bit I reached for fahad's hand and getting him to stand up I finally accomplished that after falling a couple of times and laughing at him he was too heavy !

We ran on the green grass , fahad turned to look at a little cute dog that was running around , I went and hed behind a big tree hugging my arms and thinking I'm glad that I have fahad in my " imagination " life !

I climbed the tree but I was really just sitting in my wardrobe hugging my legs to my chest and laying my back to the wall!

I heard fahad coming and looking for me I giggled but too bad he heard me !
He slowly climbed the tree sitting next to me and side hugging me !

I put my head on his shoulder staring at the view that was under us big green trees , water splashing from the water fall , green grass as green ever ! Different kind of animals everywhere..! Birds flying , zebra's running the best part is that its all in my head nobody can judge me !

I fell asleep in fahad's lap but in reality I fell asleep on the hard floor laying my head on it!

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I woke up on someone knocking the door hard I looked around to realize that I fell asleep in the wardrobe I picked my iphone up which was laying on the floor next to me, I took it and checked the time and it was 4 o'clock , oh no !!did I sleep all that time!

I quickly got up rubbing my eyes I opened the door to see yazeed ,he had two boxes of domino's pizza in his hand , with a wide grin on his face , he was still wearing his pj's !

I smiled " that's for me?" I reached for the boxes of pizza!

" yes " he stepped into my room we sat on the ground enjoying The piparoni & Margareeta pizza while watching a movie that was on some channel..

We started enjoying our pizzas when Suddenly someone opened the door really hard making it crash to the wall that was behind!

We both turned around to see my father .. Yazeed quickly got up he was signaling me with his eyes to get up but I ignored !

" goomi elbsi bnroo7 3nd Jdtk klhm byjoon " he announced and left

I started complaining but I dont want to go I hate them they're a nightmare!! Well I'm not really close with them either..!

" go have fun " yazeed said running his hand through his brown hair!

" yeah fun I dont know If fun ever existed in my life " I said opening my wardrobe to get out a perfect outfit!

" why ? Aren't you close with your cousins too? " he asked

" well no I hate them all of them the last time I went there one of the girls threw the juice on my pants and told the rest that I peed on myself " I shook my head remembering that moment..

-flashbacks-

Jude was being nice with me actually for the first time !

" come with me i wanna show you something " she reached for my hand I didn't know where we were heading !

We got in one of the living rooms I looked around it was no one and something special she looked back " look " the word got out of her mouth !

I turned my face a bit to see who it was and suddenly SPLASH!

I turned around with this "O" forming on my lips to see felwa with a glass with no orange juice in her hand well it was on my pants! she was laughing uncontrollably I don't know what's funny!

Numerous tears started coming down my cheek almost like a river ! I looked at Jude to see her laughing her butt off!

Suddenly every single one of my cousins came boys and girls .. Jude. Ran to the couch and stood on it and she started yelling " hey eveybody seeta had an accident "she pointed at me from between my cousins..

All eyes were on me every single one of them they started laughing at me nonstopabble !!

I left them crying my heart out heading to the bathroom I suddenly heard someone yelling.. I sticked my ear to the door to listen to every word!

" leash tswoon k4a hy wsh swt lkm " he shouted FARES!!


Fares is one of my cousins he was 16 years old back then and now he's 17 so one year have passed since then!


" ma tst7een Jude ha 9dg glat 7ya " he shouted at jude did I mention he was her brother!

I heard footsteps they were getting louder and louder by every second i quickly went back!

Seconds passed until someone knocked on the bathroom door!

"meen " I wiped my tears away and stopped sobbing

" its fares yalla come out ! your not gonna stay in the bathroom forever right well If you do I will miss you ,a lot actually !" he said from the other side as I listened to every word he said and smiled to myself!


I opened the door to see him smiling I looked up at him since he was much taller he was thin with curly hair and a slight of mustache he was really nice , he never liked seeing anyone get hurt !

" thank you " I smiled

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I wore This after a while of thinking !

And I straightened my long caramel hair!

We were now entering the large gates of my grandma's house it's been a year since I last saw my cousins and especially fares!

We got in and greeted every person who was in the big living room!

My father told me to go sit with my cousins I kept disagreeing and not obeying until he gave me that look from under his glasses that scared the hell out of me , I nodded and went!

I went to one of the living rooms but I didn't find them I went to the other living room and they weren't there I was pleased that I don't have to sit for hours with them!

Suddenly someone closed the lights.. I turned around but it was dark I couldnt see well there was just the light that came from the window!

I could hear footsteps getting closer suddenly a figure was right infront of me " who are you " I said almost tearing up !

I went closer and putted my hand on the person I followed my tenses I felt myself touching a long hair it was a girl !
" meen. Lw sma7ti you're scaring me " 

She got closer and whispered in my ear something that startled me!!


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Chapter 4.

The water made its way to My face , the Feeling Was Great! I was Going To My Mother 

When Waleed Yelled Out my Name Saying that I Had A Phone Call..! "Coming" I Yelled Out..Taking Steps down The Stairs , Heading To The Living Room 

Where our Landline Was..! Waleed had a straight line on His Face His Eyes Yelled Out BAD NEWS!! "What's Wrong " I innocently Said taking the Phone from his hand And 

Sticking it To My Ear .. It Was Grandpa! But his Words gave Me Sadness I knew that from this moment I'll be Lost forever..!  - Ever since that day with yara I've became really Close with her but not too close 

To Tell her about Fahad! And yazeed , waleed became The brothers I've always Wanted .. 

I Keep Visiting my Mother Every Single Day! My father traveled with mariam to I don't know where !So 2 weeks passed ! - I was Running Through The Hospital Hall Searching Room by Room like A maniac , 

While Waleed Followed me When I finally Saw beautiful Grandfather..

he Had his Palm pressed to his forehead , I Couldn't See his Face! I Ran over To Him Crying like a Maniac "what Happened " I Yelled Out My Voice Echoed through The Halls .. 

He lifted his Head his Beautiful eyes were filled with Tears and Sadness 

When a Tear fell ..! " She had A Car Accident " He Cried Covering his face with his Huge Hands

 I Hugged him telling him that Everything Will Be Okay When The Doctor Came 

Wearing A White Rob and His Uniform With A Paper And Pen in his Hand ,

 he Looked like he was in The mid 40's , his Black hair was Combed Back 

He looked At Us from under His Frame Glasses With A Frown

 I Knew That He Was Going To Announce bad News!  "I'm Sorry" the Words came Out of His Mouth crashing Into Us ,

Waleed was Calming us Down And he Spoke the Next Words that killed us More 

" Allah Yr7mha 36tkm 3mrha " He Said Nodding A Slight Nod ..!  I Couldn't Believe That My Mother , my Best friend And my Role Model Is Gone ,

 Gone Forever .. She Was The only One That knew about Fahad And Was Next To me 

She Never thought that I Was Crazy! She Stood by My Side when my Father Wasn't ! 

She Promised that she'll never Let Go and she'd Never Leave Me but Now She Did ! Those 3 Days Passed one Worse then The other ! But Fahad , Yara , waleed and Yazeed

 were With us All Along With Me & my Grandfather! Reckless Heartless Father Knew About This but Didn't even Try Coming or Even calling

 how About A Simple Message But No He Was too heartless Too Careless To Care

 about Me!..his Own Daughter..! I Fell Asleep in My Mother's Room Last Night After Crying My Eyes Out.. 

I Smelled the Scent of my Mother's Perfume Remembering Every memory We Had , 

Every Second We Spent Together I Miss Her ; I miss her So Bad her Face , 

her Love for Me.. How She Cared , I Remembered Every Day Every Hour , Every minute ,

 Every Second I've Spent With Her She Was My Role Model , My Best freind.. 

My Greatest Gift But now She's Gone I Wish I Could Just hug her one More Time..! I Wish I Could tell her I Love You One more Time..! I Wish I Could've Been A Better Daughter To Her..! I Looked Up To See him The same Dreamy Eyes The Same Beautiful Hair , 

The Same Tall Figure Fahad!! "Fahad " I Cried Harder Hiding My Face in The bed .. Whenever I Need him His Here ,

 His The Greatest Buddy Ever I Just love him..!!  "I miss Her Fahad I Can't believe That The Other Part of Me Is Gone!" I Cried 

Hugging Fahad Even Though I Couldn't Really Hug Him.. 

He Calmed me down With his Inspiring & Cheerful Words !! "I know but I Can't I Just Can't Stop Crying-" he Cut Me Of I Listened To his Words

 And Obeyed I Repeated his Words ! " Est'3fr Allaah el3'9eem Allah yr7mha w Y'3fr lha yarab "  I Said 

Repeating After Fahad Whilst Wiping My Tears Away ! " Okay " I Got Up headed To The Bathroom 

I Stepped on The Ceramic Floor to See my mothers Perfumes Organized Perfectly ,

I Got one & opened it Smelled That Glamorous Smell of The Perfume 

I Remembered her Smell I Cried Again I Couldn't Handle it

 I Just Couldn't handle it !  I Saw fahad from the mirror his hands Were Crossed Over his Chest Creepy! I jumped from My place " What Can't I Have Some Privacy Please?" 

I Faked A Smile looking At His Reflection From the mirror ! "I'm in Your Head you Can Get rid of me Whenever you want "

 I imitated fahad's Voice  whilst Rolling My Eyes I Closed my Eyes " please go away , Go away " Silly I know 

I just wanted to See Would it Work ! I opened to See him standing putting his Hands on his Hips Seriously he Said ! "Uf fine maybe I Do need You " I fell down Crying the Perfume fell on The Ground 

And Broke To Pieces Some of The Glass were in my Foot , 

Pain Not The Physical Pain But Pain in my Heart I Felt Lost , I Felt Numb! Fahad Tried calming me Down But He Failed.. I Felt Alone I Felt Bad Sad !  2 Weeks Passed Now I Feel much Better El7amdallah But 

I'm Still Lost and Feeling Alone..! "Seeto " yazeed Yelled from Downstairs 

We Were Going To have Dinner Just Me & My brothers 

I Really Love Them They're just Amazing..!  "Coming " I Yelled Grabbing My Marc by Marc Jacobs orange/Red Cross Bag

 my Phones and Headed Downstairs I Saw Yazeed & Waleed both looking Handsome 

Yazeed was Wearing Jeans And a T-shirt that Said * Heart breaker* he had A Ray ban 

sticked To his ears covering his Eyes And part of his face ,His hair 

Was Combed Perfectly ! While Waleed was wearing Black Shorts with A White Shirt He Also had his Sunglasses

 On , Black toms Covered part of his Foot ! " You Both look Handsome " I Smiled showing My Teeth Adjusting my Abaya over my Body 

While putting the Black veal around my hair..! "I know " yazeed Laughed playing with his Hair Showing a Big Grin on his Face ..

 He Took his keys out of His pockets ! I walked closer To Him Pointing at His Grey T-Shirt that Said *heart Breaker* 

letting Out a Giggle!" Woah The Girls better Watch Out " I Said throwing my Hands in the Air! The day went fine Nothing happened , although I had fun with both waleed and Yazeed !



Yazeed's Point of view :

Everyone went to sleep while I watched a movie and suddenly at the middle of the night there was a knock on my door .. i stared at the Door When he Said " Yazeed?"  I know that Voice .. He's back and now isn't the perfect timing!! It Was khalid! ......................................... 

Chapter 3.

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I Stood there staring blankly at Him , I didn't know who To believe..

Why Can't I be just A Normal 15 year old? Living her life without any Worries , just living her Life to The fullest!

"Wh-what? "the Words Came out of my Mouth , I Really don't know how This man Thinks ! Why Would he Lie about his marriage To This Women?

"Yes He Lied , Ever Since he came into our Lives Things Started Getting Wrong , Waleed doesn't know about This So don't tell him Anything !" He Said his Hazelnut eyes were kept on The Ground and by Every word he Said I Get really shocked I wasn't able to understand anything..

How does this Man Think?! There's one Thing I know That He's Really Complicated!! I mean Really Really Complicated..

"Whyy did he Lie?" I Asked Wanting explanations For this , For Everything!

He Sighed Staring into my Eyes Shaking his head from left To Right in Disappointment!

"Uhh I Can't Tell you Why but when The Right Time Comes I Will !"He Exclaimed ! Why Why Does things have to Be so Complicated So Tiring To Understand 

Why would he tell Me That he Lied without Telling Me The Reason?

The Reason Behind Everything ,

 His Secret is The Key To a Better Life I hope..

I Kept Thinking Trying to Figure Out The Secret of My Father..

He Interrupted Me & My Train of Thoughts Showing His White Teeth By Saying" I'm really Sorry But Trust Me This marriage Will Not Go On! " He Said Running His Hand Through his Hair . "I will Not Live with a man like him For The rest of My Life , No offense " He Continued Making His way to the Bathroom Door Waving At me!

"Its Okay" I Murmured , My Eyes were widened From The Words he said , The News He has Just Announced It Was Really Bad News Indeed Yet a Part of it Was Good..

But when I Got Down to My Mother I Knew that there Isn't Any Hope! Not Even a Bit of Hope .. When I Heard those three Simple Words But Can make Lots of Damage And Pain..

" Enti 6aleg" he Shouted ; Anger Startled In His Dark Eyes, Repeating The Word " 6aleg " Three Sharp Times!

I Hurried To My Poor Yet Sweet Mother Calming her down.. Wiping her Precious Tears Away ; He Doesn't Deserve The Pain She Goes Through or Even The Tears That came down Her Beautiful Eyes and of course I told her that you should be happy and that She's been Living Years with him & There wasn't a Single day she was Happy in!

I didn't Go to School That Day but instead I spent Time With my Mother over At Grandfather's House , My Mother was his Only Daughter but He had A Son So that makes Them 2 only..

The day Came to An End So I had To Leave for school Tomorrow if it was for Me I'd never go that Stinkin house especially Without My Mother..

The moment I Stepped into the house .. I Saw Angry Yazeed sitting Staring at The Door!
What's up With him? I wonder! Oh well now I know he started Showering me With Questions

"WHERE WERE YOU" he Shouted walking up To me , I Simply Stared At the Wall behind him Answering him with one simple word without even Caring !

"Grandpa's" I Said turning to leave to the Kitchen , I made my way to the Kitchen opening The Fridge searching for something to Eat When he Suddenly closed the Fridge holding my Right Arm !

I Raised my Right Eyebrow " What?" I Shot him A confused Look , he's  Weird I don't understand he's so mysterious and Certainly not the Fun , funny Type !

"Lose the Attitude , By the Way your father & mariam are in Europe !" He faked a Smile Throwing the news right at me !

My eyes Widened by two things him calling her Mariam isn't she their Mother or she's not really or is he Calling her mariam just like that out of the Idea of Hate?

And the other Thing was about them Traveling what didn't he Say they're not officially Married or What?!
I really Don't know! But One Thing is Certain HIS SO CONFUSING!!

"Wait wait She's your mother Right? W didn't you Say they're not officially Married ?" I Questioned

Yazeed Rolled his hazelnut Eyes At me , pressing his Palm to his Head .. Shaking his head making his Hair move Along !

" Wow b6ee2a elestw3ab 9dg , First of course She's my Mother I just Don't see her As A Mother, Second how could they travel Alone and Stay in The Same room if they Aren't Married Dummy " He Faked A Smile At my Slow understanding !

"Oh!! And Don't say That about your Mother , btw I'm not The Dumb one Here " I Crossed my Arms over My White Shirt .. Sticking my Tongue Out at Him..

He Crossed his Arms , Turning his face The other Way " Okay So Now Your missy miss Perfect Always thinks She's Smart " he imitated a Child's Voice acting Stupid; Rolling his Eyes , I Was Wrong he is like his brother!!
A lot like Him!!

" I Didn't Say I was Perfect I'm just Simply not You " I Grinned taking a Sip of my Chocolate milk!

" What's wrong with being me I'm Awesome " he said Nodding his head in Coolness , The only thing left is The Sunglasses


"Yeaah whatever " I rolled my eyes , heading to the Stairs ; Step by Step I took when I heard someone Shout my name !

It was just boring yazeeed.. I mumbled a "hm " Out ..

"Care to watch A Horror movie " He said Wiggling his Eyebrows at me 

I laughed at how silly He looked " yeah sure yalla I'll just go take this Quick Shower" I Replied whilst Grinning

" Make it Quick !" He Smiled

I'm starting to love My new Brothers! 

I winked " don't Worry "

I took this Quickest Shower Ever! Wore my Pj's and  went to The living Room I didn't find him it was just the popcorn , Snacks and the Tv was open on ooohh paranormal activity!!

I kept Searching for him but i Couldn't find him!!

I heard Noise in The living Room I Quickly headed there but My heart was beating Fast!

When I reached there I Found Yazeed Sitting I could see his back but not his Face , the movie was Played..

" Yazeed ya 7mar you Scared me " I Laughed but No answer From him!

He didn't even move !! I got Closer taking a Closer look at his face ! He was Just staring at The Tv with a Frown on his Face , A Scary one ..


I waved my hand in front of him " Yazeedo " I Said No answer! Okay his freaking me Out " mr . Yazeed Seriously Stop it your freaking Me out!

Still no answer , he Didn't even Blink suddenly a Scary part was on ,I Screamed but yazeed was Still The Same not a blink not A Move!

"Yazeeed " my voice started to tear up I really was Scared !!!

He suddenly turned his head in a Scary way Smiling okay Creepy!

" Stop it 7maar " I pouted Getting scared !

Suddenly he bursted in Laughter "hahahaha You should've Seen your Face " he Laughed tears started coming down his cheek from all The Laughter!!

I crossed my arms over my Chest "Ma y'97k tra " I mumbled

"Ela y'97k " He Laughed Harder and harder , the fight went On by me Saying " ma y'97k " and he was saying " ela Y'97k" finally I had to Stop this Stupid fight !

"Let's watch the Movie Shall we?" I Told him , getting Comfortable in that beige large Couch Eating Salty popcorn!

"Yala " he Smirked

We watched the Movie it Went with me Screaming every now And then and him Laughing at me!

I Really like him , he is Really Nice & Funny.

"BOO" Someone Yelled making Me Jump from my Place , I lifted my head To see waleed !

" Wow 7maar just like your brother " I Grinned looking at a half Asleep Yazeed; he Was rubbing his Eyes , one was Closed and the other open..!

"Oh Really " He half Smiled ,his brown wavy hair Was Combed Perfectly , He was Wearing his black shorts , with A simple t-shirt And Of course With his black Toms .. He Showed his perfect White Pearly Teeth

"Yes hahaha Look at him his half asleep he really looks silly " I Laughed


"Hahahaha I know he really Does look Silly , don't you have School tomorrow?" He Asked raising his right eyebrow

"Hmm yess " I Said getting up heading to Yazeed Waking him up by Calling his name Several times!

"Sara Pleaase don't Goo" he Groaned

"Hahahhaa Sara Ajal oooh " I Laughed at him

"Sara Pleaase don't leave me I-I" he Sleep talked

"You What " waleed Said jokingly

"Yeaah you What Yazeed " I joked along with him

We fell on the Ground from all the laughing..



He started Copying Yazeed's Words and imitating His Voice I Laughed at Him his Funny!!

"Wha-what?" Yazeed finally woke up , opening his Eyes , they were Really puffy like his been sleeping for hours not minutes..

Me & Waleed Kept laughing at him and Teasing him About what he Said ! his Cheeks Turned Red !

"Esta7a " waleed Laughed

"Shut up its not Funny , I just had this dream about a Girl I Don't know " he Said looking The Other Way!

"Yeaah Right " I Said between Laughs

"Bye Seetaa , Bye Waleed " he faked a Smile heading upstairs!

"Bye Yazeed We'd like to meet Soso " I Laughed , Getting Up straightening My Pj's!

" Good night Waleed " I yelled out ,

taking steps To My room..

The moment I Got in I Jumped On The cozy Bed of mine and Fell Asleep Immediately ..

I woke Up on The Alarm Clock ,The Usual Routine Went On , I Wore my Ugly uniform Taking my backpack heading Downstairs when I smelled Pancakes Umm Delicious !

I Followed The Smell of The Pancakes to the Kitchen , I Got in To See yazeed dancing And Singing While Cooking pancakes..

I Laughed at him , I just stood here Watching him Do his Moves ,One Word FUNNY!!

He was Putting his headphones On Dancing and Singing !!

I Went Closer and tapped his Shoulder , he Jumped from his Place , I Never seen anything funnier!!



"Ya klbaa you Scared me " He Frowned , I Laughed at His Face saying " You Looked Funny " Staring at his hazelnut Eyes

He had The Plate of Pancakes on his Right Hand & the Box of the pancakes on his left Hand!


" Oh is this for me ?" I Smiled , reaching for The Plate Taking A Twirl and heading to The Table !

When he Came " Good Guess " he Grinned Showing his Teeth

"Thank you " I gave Him a Sweet Smile before digging into The Pancakes !

I went to School that Day And the Nightmare began; The Never Ending Nightmare!

See I don't have "Real" Friends in School instead everyone Hates Me , Girls Make Fun of Me..
Yes They know fahad! I mean About Fahad .. I've been in this School when I was in First Grade .. And Lots of Girls are still here ..!

I Got in Walking Through The Empty Halls When I Finally Got to Class
SPLASH A bucket Filled with Water Fill on Me.. My eyes started Getting Teary , I could Hear Laughs from every Girl in Class!!

I Ran out of The Class Running to The Bathroom I heard them laughing from Far Away!!


I Cried my eyes out in The Bathroom , Sniffing & Crying .. I cleaned myself Up !

I turned to My left to See Fahad leaning a bit Down "Fahad " I Drew a Smile on My Face..

"Its Not the first time " I Cried harder hiding my face in My Hands !

I heard the Door open Footsteps were Getting Closer and my heart Was Beating Fast When I Heard someone call my name out !

"Seeta" She Said with her Soft Voice

I Sniffed one more time , finally Answering " yes?" I looked at My foot that was Covered with converse Shoes then up To The white Wall!

"Can you Come out please ,its Okay they don't deserve your tears" She Said , Curiosity Got the best of me , I wanted to See who's that Person Behind that Door , I badly wanted to know who She was!!

I unlocked the Door To See a Tall beautiful Girl , her light brown Hair was up in a Pony tail , her big Green eyes Startled right at Me her skin was covered with those Self tan.. She pressed her pink Ruby lips together Smiling Showing her white pearly Teeth .. The ugly Uniform covered most of her Body .. I looked down to See her Foot covered with Silver Toms !

Her face wasn't Familiar at All!!

"Your Seeta?" She gave me A Sweet Smile!!

"Uhm yeah?" I Said brushing my arms with my soft White hands !
Staring at the tall beautiful Girl!

" Don't be sad, they're just jealous" She Smiled


"Jealous pft there's nothing to be. Jealous About , I'm ugly I don't have that perfect Family , my Grades are low Wow they're really Jealous" I faked A Smile splashing the Cold water on my Face !


I felt someone patting my Back.. I Turned Around to see her Smiling "youre beautiful look at you "She Pointed at the Mirror


I looked up at the mirror .. Staring at My Reflection Suddenly the Door Opened it was fahda she was like one of those mean girls of the School!

I rolled my eyes at her and she Spoke saying " elteacher Tstna " playing With her tall Wavy Brown Hair , Chewing her Gum .. Rolling Her Eyes..


" Okayy we're Coming right Seeta " She Smiled..putting her hand on my back Assuring me To The Door !

"Whatever" fahda Rolled her eyes Turning Around leaving us Alone!

"I'm a new Girl by the Wayy and my Name is Yara "she Smiled

Great She's New aand she Knows nothing About fahad!!

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Chapter 2.

" I'm Latee " I Said as I Got up Running To The bathroom As I Could Walking Through the Mess my Room was in, Grabbing My Uniform on my Right hand & My Phone in the Other

Stupid Me I Forgot To introduce MySelf

They Call Me Seeta , I Am A 15 Years Old Hopeless Girl , Normal Height A bit Chubby ,big Brown Eyes , Sharp Nose , Small Lips & My Wavy Caramel Hair was tall it Reached my Back!


Andd Fahad , Fahad is My Bestfriend Since I Was A Kid he's With Me Wherever I Go I Just Can't Take A step Without Him , My Mother Stood By My Side All Along And She Knew That he Was From my Imagination..

I never wanted to let go..
Some of you might Say oh What a loser seeing things that Aren't Real..
Seeing a boy and thinking he is my bestfriend when he really isn't There
, Thinking that my Closet is a Door to A World that doesn't Exist..
But he is all from my imagination I'm just Scared To open my eyes and face the real world..

Even if He Was From My Imagination I Didn't Care He Understands Me and I Never Wanted To Let Go of Him..

Deep Deep inside I Knew He Was From My Imagination & That Every word he Said Was what I wanted To Hear Not What I Needed !.. But I Was Too Scared to Confess That , Too scared to Let Go..!

He is The Person I Survived My Childhood With, My Father Never Loved Me , He Had Always hated Me , Tortured Me With Cruel Words that Would kill me!


My father Never showed after What my Grandfather Told me him disappearing and getting married to Another women! We had to keep it A Secret from my Mother..

It was really hard .. I never lied to my mother and I hate Lying to Her but it was for her own good, she was really weak to face news like that..

"Your father got married " He Shrugged Switching his gaze to the other way

Wait What?!!! Married !? He simply Ran away and got married!!!
What a Heartless Man!

" WHAT?!" I Yelled in Shock !

I rewind everything in My head ! My father got married Wait Wait does my mother Know?!

" Does my mother Know " I Asked looking at hopeless Grandpa ! he frowned showing his wrinkles, his grayish hair Was A mess his white thoob was Grey .. His beautiful brown Eyes screamed " TIRED" black circles were forming under his eyes!

It lookedlike he didn't Sleep in Days!
How long have I been here?

My grandfather interrupted my Thoughts Saying a word , a word that I Was afraid he Might Say!

" No" he Whispered checking on my mom Every second!

I stared at him was he going to tell Her.?

" Let's keep things this Way your mother is Really Sick She Fainted while you were in the hospital " he Whispered

"WHAT? FAINTED THEN WHY IS SHE HERE " I shouted

"Because she didn't want to leave you Alone , she Refused to Go home and Rest " he Said looking at my beautiful mother who was still sleeping

Months passed and here I am now Late for School like Always! I still didn't tell my Mom anything and we didn't Hear Any News from Dad!
That's a Good Thing .. Waking Up without anyone Shouting at You, I Could Walk freely Around the House And Not Get Punished for it, for nothing.

When I Was done , my phone Rang .. I looked at the Screen To See

Incoming Call
Grandpa<3

I Quickly answered it..pushing it to My ear And listening To Every Word he Said knowing That its Some how bad News !

" Grandpa ?" I Said nervously .. My voice Was Shaking as I heard a Long Sigh from The other Side; I knew exactly what he was about to Say , and they Weren't Pleasant News!

" He's back " the words Slipped out of his Mouth .. I Started to Shiver , my Heart beats Started getting Faster..

 My hands started Shaking and sweating..
Only thinking that This Cruel Heartless Man is Back it would give me Shivers..

" You have To tell Your Mother Before He Comes ; its Better for her knowing the News from You and Not from your Father " he Said breathing Heavily .. I Couldn't Speak properly from The Shock knowing that he Would come any minute, any Second..

I hung up Quickly .. Making my Way to the Stairs ; Calling My mother between heavy Breaths When I heard The front Door Swing open!

NO NO NO!!!!

" Seeta Shwayy shway 3la Elbab 7beebti " She Shouted From The kitchen .. I kept staring at him ,his Dark Eyes were Staring Back in Anger

I Started Shaking untilhe began To Speak I wished that the words that Slipped out of his mouth were three simple words " el7amdallah 3la elslama " but my wish Sadly can never be real..

" Wsh feek wagfa t3ali salmi 3la abooki " he said between Gritted Teeth anger filled his Eyes ..


"Uhh uhh " Stay Strong Seeta.. Your Strong , Stop Shaking !

I rolled my eyes at him " your not my father , My father Wouldn't Leave me in The hospital and not visit me and its all Your Fault khalid " I faked a Smile , I know I'm being Really Rude but I just wanted to tell him this to his Face! I really did..

He took a step Closer Staring at me in Anger from under his frameless Glasses" ESH GlTI?" He Shouted his Dark Eyes Staring right At Me , his Black her was A mess ..

How heartless can he be?

"Khalid?" We heard a Soft Voice call Out ..we turned Around to see her Smile fade , her jaw dropped open once she Saw him ..

He looked at her in Disgust , From top to toe "hala Amal " (my mother's name is amal so"

"Weeenak 7beebi " no it wasn't my mother , I'm thinking its his Wife Uggh!

Noo why Did he have to Bring her with him!!! I looked at my mother tears were filling her Eyes she kept staring at me then back at my Father..

I Quickly ran to my mother patting her back once she came in!

She looked like she was in the mid fourty!

Which was perfect for my fathers age my mom was always much younger than him..

Her brown hair was Straight that reached till her Back , her Dark eyes Stared at my Mother & Me .. She had Pale Skin She pressed her Ruby pink Lips Together her manicured fingers were pointing at someone in the garden!


" Ha4i Zoojti mariam " my father said Pointing At her Giving us A Glare.. My mother stared at them not believing A Single Thing, poor Mother shook her head as tears were coming Done her face !

" Don't Cry they're not worth it " I Whispered , wiping her Tears away ; my father kept whispering to Mariam!


"Yazeed , waleed t3alo " my Father called out.. looking at The door


Wait wait ? I have brothers Too ?!
Just great , I'm pretty Sure things will turn out Great Ugh Why Does she has to have Sons !?

I just hope they're younger then me !



2 tall figures Came in , I have to admit it They were better looking than me ..

But I'm thinking They're older!

"Ha4a waleed a5ooki seeta he's 19 years old" he said Pointing at a really tall Guy who had Pale skin , wide Dark Eyes , thick eye lashes , muscled Body..his hair was this short wavy brown hair! he Seemed Nice ; he Smiled Showing his White pearly Teeth!


"W ha4a yazeed he's 17 years old" he said pointing at another Tall Guy which was the opposite of Waleed his skin was tanned , he had hazel eyes he didn't have a muscled Body ,he Was Thin instead ,his hair was light Brown and a bit Messy in a nice Way..he Had this Dirty Beard But He didn't show any Emotions on his Face not Much like Waleed ! I'm thinking waleed is the Nice one!

"Seeta take your brothers & Show them Around " my father Said pointing at them Glaring at me , I Nodded whilst I patted on my mothers back!

He gave me one of his Famous Stares from under the Glasses that scared the hell out of me! " Now " he Said !

" I'm not leaving my mother " I mumbled

"Seeta Now , let the adults Talk Alone " He Reapeted with A Higher Voice

I Nodded and left , waleed & yazeed were Following me I showed them the house When I was Done waleed Spoke!

"So Where is our Room ?" He Said turning left And right taking steps heading to my Room

" Oh I like this Room, Can I have it ?" He Said flipping his thick lashes , making a puppy face at me While yazeed was standing Staring At his Iphone Screen and fiddling with it!

I Crossed my Arms over my Chest , Raising My left Eyebrow " you Can Go Die " I laughed looking at Waleed who had a Smirk playing on his face , I felt like I know Waleed even though I just met him a couple of seconds Ago..

He Laughed Running his hand Through his brown Hair "Afaa but I think you and I well get Along " he laughed whilst Winking at me , Yazeed just stood there having his eyes glued to the Screen without Speaking a Word he is really the opposite of Waleed!!

They Have nothing in Common Really!!

"Umm Seeta 97? Ween '3rftna " yazeed Questioned Not showing a single emotion on his face just simply standing there having his gaze on the Ground!

"Umm Ee t3al " I said assuring him to the guests bedrooms once I was showing him the room he got in Locking the door behind him ; I Stood There Staring at him


No waleed wasn't with us !

"Why did you lock the Door ?" I asked feeling a bit Scared from the inside !
I Stared blankly at an emotionless yazeed who had his hands behind his back !

I stood on the Cold marble Floor , I Felt shivers come up my Spine .. What was happening !?

He Started Getting Closer .. With every Step he Got .. I Took a Step Back until I hit the Wall I Couldn't no Longer walk Back; he Came Closer whispering in My Ear his hot breath tickled me !

"Our parents aren't getting married" he Whispered

I held his hand and Pushed it Away " Oh really !" I shrugged Faking A Smile Walking away Whilst leaving him Behind when I was about to turn the knob of the door.. he was Already Holding my Wrist his Finger Nails were Dug Deep in my Wrist !

"What Do You Want?" My voice was getting Higher , I wanted to Show him that I wasn't Scared of him but I really Was scared actually terrified!

" Well I'll tell you what, it's definitely not going to be living here "he Grinned Showing his White Teeth ..he Stared at my Wrist Where his Fingers dug deep into my Wrist the pain was getting Worst I Tried Getting his hands away from my Wrist but he was Too Strong!

"But I'm your sister now, it's not my fault we're the same " I Shouted Staring blankly at Him.. I Mean Why would he Do This ?! One minute he Shows no Emotions like he's one of Those Walls and the other minute his Blaming me !

"Not Yet, I Can Change that " He Winked finally Freeing me , the First opportunity I Got I walked to the door opening It Quickly As i Got out when I remembered him saying " Not yet " ? Thoughts & Questions started twirling Inside my Head I had to know what was The meaning of his Words.. 

I took A Deep breath ; In & Out , In & Out!

I had to do this! For my mother And not for him!

I opened The Door to See yazeed laying on the wooden mahogany Bed; the white Sheets Covered his Legs While His Tanned Hands covered his Hazel Eyes I Stared at Him Thinking Should I Do This?

I need Fahad !! I Turned to my right to See him standing There Smiling..

Perfect Timing I Thought !
"Faahad " I Grinned trying to Lower my Voice a bit So Sleeping yazeed Wouldn't hear me well he would hear me but not actually listen to the words I Say!


"Should I do This?" I Asked Pointing at A Fake , Emotionless so Called brother!

"Why?! For my mother ! Don't you know What will happen to her , you know her better than I Do " I Said explaining to a not Agreeing Fahad..!

"FAHAD Fine uff Mr perfect " I Teased him ,Sticking My tongue Out At Him.. He had his Hands crossed over his Chest.. His beautiful eyes Stared Right at me , He gave me one of his famous Dimpled Smiles!!



"Fahad " I Exclaimed when I Realized fahad had his eyes on The bed ,Yes Where Yazeed slept..

I Slowly Turned my Head hoping Thaat he isn't Awake but unfortunately He was Awake Rubbing His eyes. & Stretching!

I Hope he Didn't hear Anything!


"SEETA" He Grinned showing his white Perfect Teeth

I Was relieved that he Didn't say anything about Fahad!!!
But then I was Wrong he Heard Me..

"Who's Fahad?" He Questioned focusing His Eyes on Me , I felt nervous asI Crossed my arms behind my back taking Steps back..

Quickly Think of Something seeta !! Its Too late to back away Now , I had to think of Something And FAST!!
He started looking Serious as his Grin disappeared..

"Aah isn't Your Name fahad ?" I asked , Trying to make my Face expressions As Confused As Ever! I just hope it worked!

"What??" He raised his left Eyebrow Staring at me like I'm crazy or Something but he Believed Me Thank God!!

"Isn't Your name Fahad ?" I Repeated Not Being Scared anymore or even Nervous!

He Jumped Out of Bed his hair was really Messy! His eyes were puffy .. He Started getting Closer I Just froze There , he putted his haand on my forehead while Shaking his head ..

" 7rartk mrtf3a you even forgot my Name Which is Yazeed and Certainly Not Fahad " he Said shaking his Head .. finally removing his hand!

"Oh yes Sorry yazeed " I faked A Smile , Fahad on The other side was just Standing there Staring at us , he Had his hands in his Black Shorts!

He looked at my uniform "aren't yyou Going to school?" He Asked looking at my Uniform once Again and it Hit me ! I have School!

I pressed my palm to my Forehead " uff I Forgot bye " before I could leave he Asked me A question I Was relieved that he didn't mention it but now he did!

"Why were you here From the first place ?" He Asked ,I Turned to face a Sleepy Yazeed!


"Yes uhh uhh what did you mean by they're not married Yet?" I asked

He plastered a Huge Grin on His Face!
" Oh so you agree with me "He Winked
He's Weird Really Weird!

"Noo I asked you For the Sake of my mother , I'd never agree with you in anything " I snapped at Him

"Woah woah " he Said throwing his hands in The Air!

"Well they're Not officially Married Yet!" He Said

I was Shocked ! Really shocked how ?

"How but my Grandfather told me that he told him that he is married!" I Said wanting for Answers!


"He lied "

His words shocked Me More !!


To Be Continued ..

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Chapter 1.

We laughed & Giggled in That place That held our Dreams Far away from The Real World .. The World that killed me From inside , My Father Hated Me he never Cared .. All he is Good At Shouting in the hallways!

I was all alone in that Dark room, there was No Friend just Me myself And I..

But I Was Too happy to let Go of this dream..

Too scared to open my eyes..

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My Thoughts has Been Squashed as My father yelled Words that killed me , Killed me Alive ..

" YOU ARE NOT MY DAUGHTER , MY DAUGHTER DIED YEARS AGO!" He Shouted Reaching For my long Caramel Hair Which Was A Mess!!

"DAD PLEASE I DIDN'T CHEAT " I Yelled Between Cries , Tears were Pouring Down my Cheek Like A River that Never Stopped

"DON'T CALL ME "DAD" I'M NOT YOUR DAD , WHY WOULD YOU CHEAT , FSHLTEENI GDAM ELMADRASA ALLAH YA54K " He Shouted Slapping my face With His Strong Hand that felt like a metal,his Dark Eyes were filled with Anger!

I tried pulling his Hand Away but He Was Too Strong ..

"PLEASE LISTEN WALLAH I DIDN'T CHEAT " I Cried harder Staring At my Father that Never Got tired..


I could her my Mother from the other Side , Screaming and yelling begging to Stop!

He let Go of My Hair Causing Me To Fall down Hitting my Head on The Corner of The Wooden table , I Yelled in Pain! ,my head got hit on The Marble Floor that Felt like a rock.

"TFOO , ELSHRAH MO 3LEEKI 3LA OMK ELY MA RBTK" He shouted Slamming The Wooden Door Behind Him

"wallah I didn't cheat " I Cried harder .. The pain got Worse ,I held the back of my head When I Realized that it was Dripping Blood

it felt like The world Was Turning around ,I Could not Shout Then Everything went entirely Black!!!

I Couldn't open my Eyes, i couldnt breath, i couldnt even move!

I could Feel Soft hands Holding mine as I heard cries!

" why did you do this Khalid,why " she Cried with her Sweet tone
(Khalid is my father)

"His Daughter is in the hospital And he Disappears and All of this is  his Fault " she Cried , I Could Feel warm Tears Dripping Down on my hand

I Tried once Again To open my Eyes and hold Her hands tight calming her Down

Telling her that I was fine..

I'm Fine Mom Don't Cry please!
I wanted to yell out Those words but I was too weak for That..


Someone Suddenly opened The Door making it Hit The Wall..

"how is she doing?" he Said With his deep old Voice

"


Flashbacks started hitting me , the flashbacks my father and Mother!

*Flashbacks*


I Was Playing with Fahad my Best freind Since Forever

"Yalla I'll be The princess and You'll be The Prince " I Said Happily putting a plastic Tiara on My Short wavy Caramel Hair

My Mom Came In..

" Seeta sweet heart Who are You Talking To?" She Asked Worrying Tapping her foot on the floor

Why Would She Be Worried There's Nothing To Worry About !

"Mommy what's Wrong can't You see fahad ? He is Right in front of me" I Yelled huffing with My childish Voice !


" Fahad don't be Sad she's kidding " I looked At Him, holding his Hands!
He Had A Sad Face On, His Hazel Eyes were filled with Sadness!!

"Seeta Don't make me loose my mind your father made me Lose part of it so Don't make me lose the other part" She Said talking Fast and walking Around the Room when She Does that, it means she's Really nervous and Depressed!

"sweetheart fahad left for more than a month now "

"Mamaaa he Is light (right )Hele (here) , He Waas leally (really) Sad that You Didn't leply (reply )To Him " I Said Pointing At Fahad , His hazel Eyes Were Gazing on The Ground in Sadness!

My Mother tried calming herself Down Sighing and Sat Down Next To Me Patting my back ..

"Hala Fahad Shloonak ? " She Said Looking In The Wrong Way

I Laughed At fahad " I'm Right Here " He Said Waving His Hand

I Pointed at fahad Once Again so She can See him welll not literally See him "Know where he is"

"Ohh Asfa Fahad Shloonk Enshallah zeen " She Said Shaking Her Soft Hand up & Down

Fahad Began To Shake His Hand with My mother , Smiling With Pride!


" What Did he say? You Know I'm An old women Now! " She Said Smiling At Fahad


"you not old! Your'e A Pletty(pretty) Young Lady , fahad's voice is just too Low he's really Shy!" I Said Laughing with my Childish voice holding my Stomach with my Little Hand!


"Yeah I'm telling the Truth your'e shyy " I Replied To Fahad Laughing Crossing my little hands over my Chest

"Stop fighting , what are you Fighting about?" My mother Questioned

" He's Voice is too Low he's So SHY" I Laughed making the Word *Shy* Longer.

" And what did he answer?" She Asked
Biting Her bottom ruby Pink Lip!

"He Said  I'm Not Shy just playing Along " As I imitated Fahad's Low Shy voice

My Mother Laughed Saying " Eee Wallah Yst7i shakla" She Winked

I Laughed At Fahad

fahad was an old childhood friend you see, then he moved to kuwait and never came back
as A child i guess i wass too attached to him that i Started imaging him..
 

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The tape of my life from the very first beginning till The end Was Shown right in front of my Eyes ..

Was I Going To Die ?
Was This The End ?

Once Again everything went Black !


I Slowly opened my Eyes To See White walls Surrounding Me , I Felt them getting Closer Ready to Squash Me!

I Closed my eyes , Clearing my Mind of Things Especially My So called Father..!! I Remembered Every word He Said , Every Move he Did

It killed me..

My own Father hit Me ! And he Didn't even Care enough To Visit ! Let's Say I'm used To his Shouting & His Cruel Words .. But he Never hit Me Not even Once..

I looked to my Right to find her Laying on The leather couch Covering her Face With her Soft Manicured hands , her Beautiful brown Eyes were Shut , She looked tired so I didn't want to Wake her Up..

I looked to My Left to see My Grandfather sitting on A black leather Chair he had his Eyes Shut ...

I love my Grandfather More Then Anything .. He is one of the people who Understands Me .. He wasn't only my Grandfather he Was My Father , my Best friend .. he Was one of Those understanding grandfathers..

My Grandmother Passed Away years Ago She had Cancer allah yr7mha ..

I Got Up From the hospital bed , Making my Way to the Bathroom with every step I get , I Feel Dizzy ...

I looked at Myself in The Big Mirror in the Bathroom .. I Was A Mess ..
The pain was getting worse as I touched the back of my head it looks like they Sewed it or something

With every Gentle Touch the pain Was Getting worse..

bruises were everywhere .. 

Suddenly I Heard Knock's on The Door

"Yes?" I Asked

I heard Sudden movements from the other Side .. Silence Filed The Air of the Hospital Room .

"Yes?" I Said once Again Wanting to know who is that person behind that Door!

" Seeta darling are you Okayy ?" He Asked

"GRANDPA" I Said opening The Door And Hugging him with all my Strength.. I Could See that he was Really Tired and Exhausted.

My mother was Still sleeping We Didn't want her To wake Up ..She Seemed really Tired..

I Finally got the Guts to Ask him after we sat down..

"Where's my father ?" I Asked facing my Grandfather his Smile started to fade his Brown Eyes were on The Ground!

"Where's My Father , please Grandpa tell me where is he ?! " I Repeated .. Running my hand Through my messy Caramel Hair , looking at Grandfather who looked disappointed And Angry..


He Sighed , finally facing me

He got up and Sat on The bed next to Me .. He putted his Hand on My Shoulder .. Playing with my hair !

I looked up At him and Gave him A weak Smile..

 My grandfather is The man I Always Looked up to.. 

Sometimes I Wished that he was My Father,I Loved him So much Words couldn't Describe my love to him although I'm not his oldest granddaughter, I never actually met my cousins from my mother's side !

He Sighed Saying " Your Father Got married "

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