Previously on TUO ( The unknown one ):
I opened the video to be kind of shocked to see salma in some kind of room shouting those words "I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "
The rest of the message said :
Now salma was a bad girl so I wanted you to ruin her before she ruined all of us B !
- The unknown one
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It was Extremely shocking for me to find out that Salma my cousin Hates me And I never actually knew Why.. The only good thing was that One Player of The unknown one's team is reveled but I also didn't get why would unknown send me this , tell me that my cousin helps him, he can't be scared of her , unknown isn't scared of anyone as far as I know ..
I sat thinking About why would she do this to me, trying my best to remember something , Anything but I remembered nothing at all!
I also didn't know what to do , I actually thought that why don't I just pretend like nothing ever happened but then again I won't be able to live with her and do nothing !
She works with unknown I Said to myself, I don't know what She told him about me.. What she did to make me Suffer !
A message from an unknown number interrupted me and of course it was the unknown one !
Attachment : video
Here's her story , everybody had a thing with Yazeed back them Eh?
- end of message -
I had no idea about what he meant but of course I found out once I played it and got more shocked of the story she said , I was disgusted by myself .. I don't blame her for hating but I do blame her for helping unknown If that ever happened to me I'd never make her suffer or something of they kind , it's Just sick!
One of the things I learned from all of this was that everyone is Sick well at least everyone I know !
I Suddenly Got a phone call from someone I never excepted ...
My father !
I wasn't going to pick up but I did !
...: aloo
Me :
...: Yuba Adri enk karhtni w Ana mt7sf gd sh3ar Rasi , bs esma3eeni Ana fy a5r Ayami w abi a3w'9k 3n Kl shy
....: Ana el7een Fy mstshfa sulaiman alhabeeb floor 4 room 12 lw sm7ti ya bnti, Wdi Ashoofk la tklmeeni bs bshoofk A5r mra
And he closed the line.. I cried like I always did , his words moved something inside me .. I was the one who felt guilty because I left him , I wasn't supposed to but I did and this was a valuable chance for both of us to fix things to make things better so I got up changed my clothes and headed to the hospital !
I wasn't sure if I could handle this but I had no choice I had to .. My life was so mixed up I was going to see my father that Is ill and thinks that it's his last days, my father the one that I haven't seen in 2 years or probably more , yes it's been 2 years since my mother died , since my soul died !
I got up and into the room I went to see him lying there in the bed of the cold hospital room, wires were attached to him, his face looked pale , he looked tired and I well I wanted to just fall down crying ashamed of myself but I had to be strong for him!
Even though our relationship wasn't that Good or that strong , no one can ever hate their father no matter what happens , ever !
I quickly ran to him hugging him then he shouted my name in happiness or probably confusion , I never found out !
We kept hugging and then he kissed me with his soft lips on my forehead And I loved every part of it , I missed him So much I was happy that I was finally in his warm arms even though I never actually said it or confessed it I loved him more than anything !
We both settled down ,he settled down in his bed and I settled down in my not very comfy chair!
Dad : Seeta Adri eni mg9r m3aki w bzyada b3d w Adri eni 7a8eer w b5eel w kl shay , Ana 5rbt kl shy !!
Me : dad You don't have to explain anything
Dad : Ela I do , Ana '3al6an eni bs rf3t 9ooti 3leekm w '3al6aan eni tzwjt Mariam w '3al6an eni 6lgt omk w '3al6an eni jeet beenkm enti w Yazeed hoo wlad Nas w kan ybi ytzw-
Then he stopped because he actually never told me about this !
Me: I know the story
Dad : sam7eeni ya bnti , abi a3w'9k 3n kl shy m3 ena ma r7 agdr a3w'9k
Me : la Yuba ent sam7ni
And I uncontrollably started crying , he slowly Got out of his bed and came holding me which made me cry more !
" A7bakk Yuba asfa " I sobbed
" Ana Eli mafroo'9 at2sf !" We were interrupted by a nurse who got in telling him that its not good for him to get out of the bed so he slept on his bed !
" it's not good for your heart , the wires have to be connected to your body " the nurse said shocking me or hitting me with the news that my father had heart problems , yes I didn't find out about it till now!
" what heart problems ?"
" Yes we're afraid that he might get another heart attack , it's not good for him it might lead to death.. his body is very weak "she said causing me to get into more depression!
The nurse left letting us talk!
" Heart problems since when "I asked staring at his eyes
" mn yoom eni wladt , omk w Alhi Allah yr7mhm Kano ydroon bs"he said weaker than ever
" why didn't you tell me "
" ma adri " he said continuing with " 3shan k4a Ana abi A5r ayam 7yati m3 bnti , ba6l3 mn elmstshfa w bnroo7 Makkah na54 3mra .. Wdi Atwfa henak W Ana sajed w ad3i ena rbi ysam7ni 3la kl shy , tsa3deeni a788 omneeyti?"
" Akeeed Yuba , akeed"
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Few days later we were in Makkah , his doctor wouldn't let him go but we managed to leave.. My father also saw both waleed and yazeed telling them to take care of me.. To always protect me and he also apologized !
He Met up with my grandfather , they were both happy and they both forgave each other !
Well and Mariam came with us ,she wasn't so bad after all!
" yalla Seeta " he smiled
" Yalla "
We had a 3mra and dad wanted to Pray gdam alka3ba so he did bs sub7anallah his wish came true , mat w hoo sajed .. Yarb 7sn al5atma :')
I thought that he took too long w hoo Sajed so I checked on him and He was dead , a few tears came scrolling down but they were tears of happiness that my father died at this beautiful state!!
He was buried in Makkah like he always wanted to and of course everyone came !
But I would always remember him as The father he was at the end , the great Father
He is !
Always remember that nothing can ever replace your parents so always listen to them , try your best to be the
daughter /son they want you to be!
Make your relationship between you and them stronger before they leave Allah y6wl b2a3marhm :')!
I love you all !!!
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I know that this chapter isn't what you expected , I hope you Like it though <3!
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Chapter 36
Salma's point of view :
Their idea of fun was to tie me up in a wooden chair and ask me stupid questions with some music blasting , I don't know why but I suddenly felt like I was in the vampire diaries .. You know the parts where they're in that bar and Claus is like killing people and stuff .. Yeah it was like that , the difference between them was that the actors from TVD they were vampires !
And all i had was a creepy dude with a mask , he is Scary and I am afraid of him but that doesn't keep me from making fun of him in my Head , Right?
And the other guy ,fares he was just some jerk ! the only good part about all of this is that everyone in this room hated Seeta .. It was some kind of like a club of Seeta's haters !
Well you're all probably thinking why I hated her well she was a ruiner and still is, back then everyone was so In love with yazeed .. Yes I knew yazeed and waleed back then ,well to be honest we were all bad or whatever BUT Seeta thought she was so perfect , she acted sweet and nice and took yazeed away from me!!
And the worst thing is that yazeed was mine , my boyfriend.. I was a player but I also loved him , he was different and when we had this huge party they met and fell in love !
It was like a fairytale come true for some people ! Then she lost her memory and I was so happy , glad that i can win yazeed back again but then I found out that Seeta told yazeed About how un grateful I was
And about my brother well he never actually knew any of this , I'd always act so innocent but I knew I wasn't that ' innocent girl ' and what's more sad is that She made me that person!
First it went on with a couple of parties I'd sneak out of my house with nobody knowing !
And Jana my friend would also sneak out with me ! ( by the way Salma once asked Seeta about Jana but she had no idea who she was back then!)
" So here is a question what's your story ?" The unknown one asked behind a white mask, I never actually described the place.. It was like a small apartment, it was also Really fancy with all the furniture and the vases , he Also had another apartment , I never knew why !
" What Story " I asked
"Why do you hate her " that fares guy said continuing with " well I hate her because she Doesn't want me "
" that's Sick " I replied harshly.. I'm one of those people that talks without even thinking about what they're going to say and I always end up regretting it and this time I was slapped by fares for what I've done or what I've said !
" Stop! ,now you Slapped her then you'll kill her.. We want her alive fares " the unknown one held fares not letting him get closer to me.. After the unknown one whispered something to fares , fares left after glancing at me!
" now I want to get to know you better , wont you tell me your story?"he Said
* flashbacks *
I was deeply in love with yazeed but Yazeed was different.. He would Go to parties but he never actually had a girlfriend until I Came !
I loved him that I'd leave everyone for him so one day we were invited to some party , there were alot of people in that party and from those people there was Seeta My cousin , we were so Close to each other.. Me , Seeta , Joud , felwa and Jana even though we were bad influence to ourselves and other people !
So I was Looking for yazeed , there was like a garden outside , I said to myself To go look there and maybe I'd find him .. Unfortunately I did with Seeta , they were both laying on the grass Laughing!
I actually never saw yazeed this happy not even with me which made me angrier and that they were happy together, I hated Seeta but I couldn't hate yazeed because he made me feel special when I was just like the rest , just a normal girl the only difference is that I was fake
" Seeta I know I only met you but I think it's love at first sight ,I love you Seeta "he said and I uncontrollably shouted " WHAT " which made both of them Get up turning around !
I actually thought he would say something but he just stood there staring at me not saying a single word!!
I ran away crying ruining my makeup and Everything , I sat in the bathroom for half an hour then someone wanted to Use the bathroom so I called the driver and got out leaving !!
I had a slight of hope that he might actually Have sent me something but he didn't , they both deleted me!!!
- end of flashbacks -
" So you hate her ?"he asked
" So much "
" say it ! Say I hate Seeta Alx "
" I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "I shouted feeling much better!!
Back to seeta's Point of view :
I sat thinking about it until I received a message from An unknown number !
Unknown number :
Never say I never did anything for you!!
One player of the team is now revealed!
Attachment : video
-
I opened the video to be kind of shocked to see salma in some kind of room shouting those words "I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "
The rest of the message said :
Now salma was a bad girl so I wanted you to ruin her before she ruined all of us B !
- The unknown one
Their idea of fun was to tie me up in a wooden chair and ask me stupid questions with some music blasting , I don't know why but I suddenly felt like I was in the vampire diaries .. You know the parts where they're in that bar and Claus is like killing people and stuff .. Yeah it was like that , the difference between them was that the actors from TVD they were vampires !
And all i had was a creepy dude with a mask , he is Scary and I am afraid of him but that doesn't keep me from making fun of him in my Head , Right?
And the other guy ,fares he was just some jerk ! the only good part about all of this is that everyone in this room hated Seeta .. It was some kind of like a club of Seeta's haters !
Well you're all probably thinking why I hated her well she was a ruiner and still is, back then everyone was so In love with yazeed .. Yes I knew yazeed and waleed back then ,well to be honest we were all bad or whatever BUT Seeta thought she was so perfect , she acted sweet and nice and took yazeed away from me!!
And the worst thing is that yazeed was mine , my boyfriend.. I was a player but I also loved him , he was different and when we had this huge party they met and fell in love !
It was like a fairytale come true for some people ! Then she lost her memory and I was so happy , glad that i can win yazeed back again but then I found out that Seeta told yazeed About how un grateful I was
And about my brother well he never actually knew any of this , I'd always act so innocent but I knew I wasn't that ' innocent girl ' and what's more sad is that She made me that person!
First it went on with a couple of parties I'd sneak out of my house with nobody knowing !
And Jana my friend would also sneak out with me ! ( by the way Salma once asked Seeta about Jana but she had no idea who she was back then!)
" So here is a question what's your story ?" The unknown one asked behind a white mask, I never actually described the place.. It was like a small apartment, it was also Really fancy with all the furniture and the vases , he Also had another apartment , I never knew why !
" What Story " I asked
"Why do you hate her " that fares guy said continuing with " well I hate her because she Doesn't want me "
" that's Sick " I replied harshly.. I'm one of those people that talks without even thinking about what they're going to say and I always end up regretting it and this time I was slapped by fares for what I've done or what I've said !
" Stop! ,now you Slapped her then you'll kill her.. We want her alive fares " the unknown one held fares not letting him get closer to me.. After the unknown one whispered something to fares , fares left after glancing at me!
" now I want to get to know you better , wont you tell me your story?"he Said
* flashbacks *
I was deeply in love with yazeed but Yazeed was different.. He would Go to parties but he never actually had a girlfriend until I Came !
I loved him that I'd leave everyone for him so one day we were invited to some party , there were alot of people in that party and from those people there was Seeta My cousin , we were so Close to each other.. Me , Seeta , Joud , felwa and Jana even though we were bad influence to ourselves and other people !
So I was Looking for yazeed , there was like a garden outside , I said to myself To go look there and maybe I'd find him .. Unfortunately I did with Seeta , they were both laying on the grass Laughing!
I actually never saw yazeed this happy not even with me which made me angrier and that they were happy together, I hated Seeta but I couldn't hate yazeed because he made me feel special when I was just like the rest , just a normal girl the only difference is that I was fake
" Seeta I know I only met you but I think it's love at first sight ,I love you Seeta "he said and I uncontrollably shouted " WHAT " which made both of them Get up turning around !
I actually thought he would say something but he just stood there staring at me not saying a single word!!
I ran away crying ruining my makeup and Everything , I sat in the bathroom for half an hour then someone wanted to Use the bathroom so I called the driver and got out leaving !!
I had a slight of hope that he might actually Have sent me something but he didn't , they both deleted me!!!
- end of flashbacks -
" So you hate her ?"he asked
" So much "
" say it ! Say I hate Seeta Alx "
" I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "I shouted feeling much better!!
Back to seeta's Point of view :
I sat thinking about it until I received a message from An unknown number !
Unknown number :
Never say I never did anything for you!!
One player of the team is now revealed!
Attachment : video
-
I opened the video to be kind of shocked to see salma in some kind of room shouting those words "I HATE SEETA ALX SO MUCH "
The rest of the message said :
Now salma was a bad girl so I wanted you to ruin her before she ruined all of us B !
- The unknown one
Monday, February 18, 2013
Chapter 35
Previously on The unknown one :
So open the gift "
I stopped reading and started opening the small gift to find A beautiful wedding ring with pure diamonds , I continued reading the letter !
" I know it isn't the proper way but Will you marry me Seeta?"
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I know this is crazy but this just a way for me to Say , never take this Ring off.. So you can always remember me
I Love you Seeta ill always will..."
Salma's point of view :
" I thought you said that you'll never hurt him but YOU DID NOW HE IS DEAD , HOW COULD YOU !" I shouted crying my eyes out, I wanted to let him pay !
" he wasn't supposed to Die love ,blame the one who killed him sweet heart" he said Siting Down on his chair hiding behind a mask, I did hate Her but I never knew that he would do that to my Brother although I really wanted to know who he was but I guess I never will!
" Then I'm out as much as I hate her I'm not going to watch anyone else gets hurt well besides her " I Shouted ,heading to the door but his words stopped me , scaring me more because I think that everyone is scared
From him , I mean just the part where he wears a white mask is just too creepy!
" Ookie dokie then suit yourself Love , you're going to miss out on all the fun but you know you're going to Pay for This Right ?" He sarcastically said , making me get more mad!
I really hated his Guts but I actually hated Seeta more.. Of kill her in my own hands but too bad I can't " What are you going to do ,kill me?" I regretted what I said once he Got closer.. Wishing that I never agreed on any of this!
Back to Seeta's Point of view :
Buzz ... as usual my phone buzzed telling me that I got a message and I got terrified while opening The message !
Unknown number :
First 3'9am Allah Ajrk, I'm afraid that his death wasn't an accident And lucky for you I know who did it I'll give you a little hint B!
There was once a Liar everybody lies but this girl was worse.. She faked being a friend of someone , they were so Close but unfortunately that other poor girl never knew..well until now by an unknown person who is trying his best to fix everything and that he isn't that bad of a person!
So this liar was so jealous she hated that someone so much that she'd kill her own brother but the unknown person didn't want that to happen because he is a good person !
Well i hope you found out who ONE of your fake friends are B !
Happy hunting , Love the unknown one!
* End of Message *
I was extremely shocked , first that Hamad accident wasn't actually an accident and Second that one of his sisters KILLED him!
And lastly Why would unknown do that I mean tell me that and get me closer to him!
I started thinking who would do this?
Samar? Or Salma?
Their names kept repeating in my head
Salma
Samar
Salma
Samar
Then it hit me i remembered that day when we were in the hotel in Dubai! I shared a room with Samar then that Day I found a paper with blood I don't know I still don't believe that it's actually blood Though!
Then she came and said that the person ( the unknown one ) forced her what if she was lying I thought..
I can't believe this I think it is Her , ,she's the one that the unknown one is talking about or maybe he was lying ,there Was only one way to find out by taking her phone so I quickly headed to her room
Getting in and luckily she was in the bathroom and her phone was on the Table !
" yes " I said to myself slowly taking her phone making sure that she doesn't come out !
I opened it looking down her bbm contacts to find nothing fishy only girls!
Checked that chats and nothing !
I got to the messages and nothing , I searched everything but unfortunately nothing but that doesn't proves anything so I wasn't sure.. She was unlocking the door so I quickly left!
Salma's point of view :
I opened my eyes to find myself locked in some kind of closet ..my head was heavy, I was really dizzy and that unknown person well that's what he calls himself opened the closet with the same creepy mask and the other boy was with him, I wasn't that scared I mean I got used to it , being here all the time and being part of all of this !
" Tonight is so going to be fun Right Fares?"
So open the gift "
I stopped reading and started opening the small gift to find A beautiful wedding ring with pure diamonds , I continued reading the letter !
" I know it isn't the proper way but Will you marry me Seeta?"
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I know this is crazy but this just a way for me to Say , never take this Ring off.. So you can always remember me
I Love you Seeta ill always will..."
Salma's point of view :
" I thought you said that you'll never hurt him but YOU DID NOW HE IS DEAD , HOW COULD YOU !" I shouted crying my eyes out, I wanted to let him pay !
" he wasn't supposed to Die love ,blame the one who killed him sweet heart" he said Siting Down on his chair hiding behind a mask, I did hate Her but I never knew that he would do that to my Brother although I really wanted to know who he was but I guess I never will!
" Then I'm out as much as I hate her I'm not going to watch anyone else gets hurt well besides her " I Shouted ,heading to the door but his words stopped me , scaring me more because I think that everyone is scared
From him , I mean just the part where he wears a white mask is just too creepy!
" Ookie dokie then suit yourself Love , you're going to miss out on all the fun but you know you're going to Pay for This Right ?" He sarcastically said , making me get more mad!
I really hated his Guts but I actually hated Seeta more.. Of kill her in my own hands but too bad I can't " What are you going to do ,kill me?" I regretted what I said once he Got closer.. Wishing that I never agreed on any of this!
Back to Seeta's Point of view :
Buzz ... as usual my phone buzzed telling me that I got a message and I got terrified while opening The message !
Unknown number :
First 3'9am Allah Ajrk, I'm afraid that his death wasn't an accident And lucky for you I know who did it I'll give you a little hint B!
There was once a Liar everybody lies but this girl was worse.. She faked being a friend of someone , they were so Close but unfortunately that other poor girl never knew..well until now by an unknown person who is trying his best to fix everything and that he isn't that bad of a person!
So this liar was so jealous she hated that someone so much that she'd kill her own brother but the unknown person didn't want that to happen because he is a good person !
Well i hope you found out who ONE of your fake friends are B !
Happy hunting , Love the unknown one!
* End of Message *
I was extremely shocked , first that Hamad accident wasn't actually an accident and Second that one of his sisters KILLED him!
And lastly Why would unknown do that I mean tell me that and get me closer to him!
I started thinking who would do this?
Samar? Or Salma?
Their names kept repeating in my head
Salma
Samar
Salma
Samar
Then it hit me i remembered that day when we were in the hotel in Dubai! I shared a room with Samar then that Day I found a paper with blood I don't know I still don't believe that it's actually blood Though!
Then she came and said that the person ( the unknown one ) forced her what if she was lying I thought..
I can't believe this I think it is Her , ,she's the one that the unknown one is talking about or maybe he was lying ,there Was only one way to find out by taking her phone so I quickly headed to her room
Getting in and luckily she was in the bathroom and her phone was on the Table !
" yes " I said to myself slowly taking her phone making sure that she doesn't come out !
I opened it looking down her bbm contacts to find nothing fishy only girls!
Checked that chats and nothing !
I got to the messages and nothing , I searched everything but unfortunately nothing but that doesn't proves anything so I wasn't sure.. She was unlocking the door so I quickly left!
Salma's point of view :
I opened my eyes to find myself locked in some kind of closet ..my head was heavy, I was really dizzy and that unknown person well that's what he calls himself opened the closet with the same creepy mask and the other boy was with him, I wasn't that scared I mean I got used to it , being here all the time and being part of all of this !
" Tonight is so going to be fun Right Fares?"
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Chapter 34
I fell down Crying whilst Hamad was calming me down on the phone but I just couldn't hold myself I just kept crying ! But I had to hold myself for him , for his own sake.. For his health!
He closed the line after I told him that ill be fine , I promised him i won't cry but I sadly broke that promise !
I couldn't see the one I actually loved with all my heart dying without doing anything!!
Hours passed I was still crying but I knew that I had to do something !!
I called my grandfather crying out loud
.. I couldn't breath properly, my heart was pumping out of my chest, tears were coming down my cheeks like a river... No one will ever know How I felt! How misery got me, how I really loved him!!
....: aloo
Me: Yuba Hamad Hama-
I couldn't actually finish my sentence with all the crying and sobbing !!
I heard someone crying in the background.. Screaming like a maniac I knew that behind that cry's and scream's there was unpleasant news.. News that would make me die from the inside!
After my mother died , half of me died the other half belonged to him and only him!!
* grandfather talking in the background* : ed3i Ena Allah yr7mh 7beebti
I uncontrollably Shouted "NOO" and fell down crying.. I cried like a maniac that day and there was no one to calm me down .. I sat crying remembering every moment I spent with him, every tear I dropped that he wiped with his soft hand!
I remembered His eyes ,His smile , his Laugh, his Stupid Grin... How he believed me even though it was hard for anyone to actually believe me !
Maybe you'll think that I was exaggerating but I wasn't .. I cried not
Only because of him but because of everything going on in my life !
First my mother then him i was lost !
I didn't know who my brothers were anymore.. I didn't have my mother or my father with me the only person that I could completely trust in this state was Hamad and grandfather but now he is gone !
He left me alone when I didn't know who was actually a friend or an enemy!
We were going to get married, have a wedding that I always dreamed of,
Have 2 beautiful children.. Live the rest of our lives together forever !
I never had believed in love but once I saw him everything changed in my eyes !
I actually thought that the moment I get to unknown he would be by my side just holding into my hands not letting go!
I found myself setting in an airplane with Abdallah we were heading back to Riyadh !
My grandfather booked us the first flight to Riyadh.. Allah yr7mh Hamad was going to be buried in Riyadh in the land of his home where all his family were !
Just the thought of him makes me tear up! My so called brothers were too busy to come with me so Abdallah Came instead , he was so sweet to me.. I think he knows that me & Hamad were more than cousins , I actually think that everyone knows that now but I didn't care less all I cared about was Hamad Allah yr7mh!
I miss him so much , my life became even more dull after he and my mother Died. All I wanted was both of them here with me not letting go !
I rested my head on the food table or whatever it's called while tears came running down my cheek As I said
" يارب يا كريم اغفر له وثبته عند السؤال وأدخله الجنة "
Abdallah responded with " ameen " calming me down as he placed his hand on my shoulder, I laid my head on his shoulder crying that his shirt became wet and I fell asleep!
I suddenly opened my eyes once we landed as I heard Abdallah say those words I guessed that he was talking on the phone " I can't do This.. It's just- I can't " he said " I'm not falling for her .. Fine then ill do what you say " he continued I had no idea about what he was talking about so I just pretended to be asleep .. He woke me up a couple of minutes later !
We got out and got home where everyone were crying feeling as depressed as I felt .. My grandfather was surprised that A stranger came with me and not my brother well but I wasn't !
I hugged both Salma and Samar ( Salma and Samar were both hamad's sisters if you remember ! Salma was a year older than me and Samar was my age )
Three days of the funeral passed by every day was more depressing than the other .. Everything would remind me of him just simply everything !
After almost a week all of us stayed in Riyadh we also might be staying for Ramadhan but my school of course said that i Had to go take my tests So until now nothing is confirmed!
I decided to open my blackberry since I never opened it mn wgt ma Allah yr7ma twfa!
I opened it to see a message from him before he passed away that was so touching that made me die more from the inside !
Hamad : i know you weren't able to keep that promise so I forgive you !
If I didn't make it look under your bed, you'll find something i kept it there !
But if I do make it DO NOT look under the bed hahaha although I know you will anyway !
Hamad : one last thing I LOVE YOU ill always be with you ! Ed3i Ly don't cry Ana m7taj ld3a2k , Good bye !
I broke down crying in my room I never knew that his last goodbye would be like this .. I wanted to be next to him bs 8dar Allah w ma sha2 f3al .. El7amdallah!
I looked under the bed to see a wrapped gift with a paper that had this written on it :
" Hello beautiful !
If you are reading this it means I'm gone but not entirely gone ..ill always be in your heart!
When I found out that I might not survive I Made sure this got you , I wanted to make sure that you'll never forget me "
I smiled as I read the last part saying " how can I ever forget you ! You can never be forgotten"
I continued reading " I know I promised you to marry you to be there with you I'm just sorry I'm not
This ring was supposed to be your wedding ring , yes I am impatient I can't wait till the right day so I brought it early don't blame me .. I am crazy about you , you know!
So open the gift "
I stopped reading and started opening the small gift to find A beautiful wedding ring with pure diamonds , I continued reading the letter !
" I know it isn't the proper way but Will you marry me Seeta?"
He closed the line after I told him that ill be fine , I promised him i won't cry but I sadly broke that promise !
I couldn't see the one I actually loved with all my heart dying without doing anything!!
Hours passed I was still crying but I knew that I had to do something !!
I called my grandfather crying out loud
.. I couldn't breath properly, my heart was pumping out of my chest, tears were coming down my cheeks like a river... No one will ever know How I felt! How misery got me, how I really loved him!!
....: aloo
Me: Yuba Hamad Hama-
I couldn't actually finish my sentence with all the crying and sobbing !!
I heard someone crying in the background.. Screaming like a maniac I knew that behind that cry's and scream's there was unpleasant news.. News that would make me die from the inside!
After my mother died , half of me died the other half belonged to him and only him!!
* grandfather talking in the background* : ed3i Ena Allah yr7mh 7beebti
I uncontrollably Shouted "NOO" and fell down crying.. I cried like a maniac that day and there was no one to calm me down .. I sat crying remembering every moment I spent with him, every tear I dropped that he wiped with his soft hand!
I remembered His eyes ,His smile , his Laugh, his Stupid Grin... How he believed me even though it was hard for anyone to actually believe me !
Maybe you'll think that I was exaggerating but I wasn't .. I cried not
Only because of him but because of everything going on in my life !
First my mother then him i was lost !
I didn't know who my brothers were anymore.. I didn't have my mother or my father with me the only person that I could completely trust in this state was Hamad and grandfather but now he is gone !
He left me alone when I didn't know who was actually a friend or an enemy!
We were going to get married, have a wedding that I always dreamed of,
Have 2 beautiful children.. Live the rest of our lives together forever !
I never had believed in love but once I saw him everything changed in my eyes !
I actually thought that the moment I get to unknown he would be by my side just holding into my hands not letting go!
I found myself setting in an airplane with Abdallah we were heading back to Riyadh !
My grandfather booked us the first flight to Riyadh.. Allah yr7mh Hamad was going to be buried in Riyadh in the land of his home where all his family were !
Just the thought of him makes me tear up! My so called brothers were too busy to come with me so Abdallah Came instead , he was so sweet to me.. I think he knows that me & Hamad were more than cousins , I actually think that everyone knows that now but I didn't care less all I cared about was Hamad Allah yr7mh!
I miss him so much , my life became even more dull after he and my mother Died. All I wanted was both of them here with me not letting go !
I rested my head on the food table or whatever it's called while tears came running down my cheek As I said
" يارب يا كريم اغفر له وثبته عند السؤال وأدخله الجنة "
Abdallah responded with " ameen " calming me down as he placed his hand on my shoulder, I laid my head on his shoulder crying that his shirt became wet and I fell asleep!
I suddenly opened my eyes once we landed as I heard Abdallah say those words I guessed that he was talking on the phone " I can't do This.. It's just- I can't " he said " I'm not falling for her .. Fine then ill do what you say " he continued I had no idea about what he was talking about so I just pretended to be asleep .. He woke me up a couple of minutes later !
We got out and got home where everyone were crying feeling as depressed as I felt .. My grandfather was surprised that A stranger came with me and not my brother well but I wasn't !
I hugged both Salma and Samar ( Salma and Samar were both hamad's sisters if you remember ! Salma was a year older than me and Samar was my age )
Three days of the funeral passed by every day was more depressing than the other .. Everything would remind me of him just simply everything !
After almost a week all of us stayed in Riyadh we also might be staying for Ramadhan but my school of course said that i Had to go take my tests So until now nothing is confirmed!
I decided to open my blackberry since I never opened it mn wgt ma Allah yr7ma twfa!
I opened it to see a message from him before he passed away that was so touching that made me die more from the inside !
Hamad : i know you weren't able to keep that promise so I forgive you !
If I didn't make it look under your bed, you'll find something i kept it there !
But if I do make it DO NOT look under the bed hahaha although I know you will anyway !
Hamad : one last thing I LOVE YOU ill always be with you ! Ed3i Ly don't cry Ana m7taj ld3a2k , Good bye !
I broke down crying in my room I never knew that his last goodbye would be like this .. I wanted to be next to him bs 8dar Allah w ma sha2 f3al .. El7amdallah!
I looked under the bed to see a wrapped gift with a paper that had this written on it :
" Hello beautiful !
If you are reading this it means I'm gone but not entirely gone ..ill always be in your heart!
When I found out that I might not survive I Made sure this got you , I wanted to make sure that you'll never forget me "
I smiled as I read the last part saying " how can I ever forget you ! You can never be forgotten"
I continued reading " I know I promised you to marry you to be there with you I'm just sorry I'm not
This ring was supposed to be your wedding ring , yes I am impatient I can't wait till the right day so I brought it early don't blame me .. I am crazy about you , you know!
So open the gift "
I stopped reading and started opening the small gift to find A beautiful wedding ring with pure diamonds , I continued reading the letter !
" I know it isn't the proper way but Will you marry me Seeta?"
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Chapter 33
Previously On The unknown one :
" great job sis where did you get the wig from " he laughed thinking it was funny or something ... Wait that's not his?
Unknown number :
This day cannot get any better what can be better than you finding out that your brother is an alcoholic !
I think I won again B !
Ps : how did you like the outfits smart Ha? Guess you owe me a favor
- The unknown one
I'm starting to think that unknown was the reason behind all of this!!
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"How can you even think about drinking !!" I shouted after yazeed tried
Explaining his position .. But he just stared coldly at me and said " So what I drank it's my first time and I won't do it again.. Trust me I've learned my lesson!"
" yazeed Stop Lying !! You keep going on and on with lies ! It's not fair to me or to you!" I shouted staring at him he didn't regret drinking or even feel guilty about it!
" well it's my Life, you're making a big deal out of everything "he shouted .. I wasn't being able to Handle myself I kept shouting, I actually wanted to just slap him.. But then he'll slap me twice in return guess i Was Scared! he does deserve it though!!
Once we got home after shouting at each other I went straight up to my room without Saying a Single Word!
I slammed the door acting all angry which I actually was ... Started crying didn't know what else to do, I was miserable .. Really miserable my life was falling apart and there was only one thing that'll make me more relaxed not stressed and that was by praying!
I got out my things an started praying , it felt great .. I felt like something was lifted !
It was the first time I actually sleep without having any nightmares , anything to worry about although I had alot to worry about !! Unknown , yazeed , waleed , Abdallah and much more !
I woke up the next morning with a paper on my left.. I took it to find those words written on it :
Good morning .. I made you breakfast id bring it to you myself but I had to leave early So ill see you at school !
- Abdallah
That was really weird but nice of him .. I was still worried about all of this though..
I got Up did my daily routine .. Wore some clothes since we never had a school uniform headed downstairs after making sure I had everything , found egg along with a glass of orange juice , there was a paper on the table that had " Enjoy " written on it !
I smiled enjoying my meal , I found yazeed running down the stairs as healthier as ever ,I was actually surprised !
" I'm Sorry " he Said kissing my forehead.. That was also surprising but I guess I just have to go with it!
I have a feeling that today is going to be a fine day!
He dropped me at school , once I got in , I got to my locker getting my books out .. The class started and the day came to an end ,I got home to find both yazeed and waleed sitting in the Living room with their phones in their hands like always !
I still was very mad and pissed about everything they did !
" salmi 6yb" waleed snapped at me
I ignored in return and headed upstairs , spent my day upstairs !
I kept talking to Hamad but yara kept destroying everything telling me to tell him about ' my dark past ' !
i told him that i really needed to tell him something turns out that he wanted to tell me something too!
he called me and of course i picked up, his voice sounded weak not really sure , the beep sound was still in the background.. i started worrying so i quickly asked him what was wrong!
the response was shocking ,Sad , i wished i never asked .. The only one that actually loved me, that actually never did anything to upset me ....
hamad : i know this will be really shocking But im really sick.. i had a horrible accident and-
me : and what?
hamad : i broke my ribs and other parts of my body , im Going to have a surgery Today there's 90% chance that i may not survive
you Know when you just Fall down crying ... not knowing what to do, Your whole world is just falling Apart thats how i felt !
Pain was all i felt , heartache.........
" great job sis where did you get the wig from " he laughed thinking it was funny or something ... Wait that's not his?
Unknown number :
This day cannot get any better what can be better than you finding out that your brother is an alcoholic !
I think I won again B !
Ps : how did you like the outfits smart Ha? Guess you owe me a favor
- The unknown one
I'm starting to think that unknown was the reason behind all of this!!
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"How can you even think about drinking !!" I shouted after yazeed tried
Explaining his position .. But he just stared coldly at me and said " So what I drank it's my first time and I won't do it again.. Trust me I've learned my lesson!"
" yazeed Stop Lying !! You keep going on and on with lies ! It's not fair to me or to you!" I shouted staring at him he didn't regret drinking or even feel guilty about it!
" well it's my Life, you're making a big deal out of everything "he shouted .. I wasn't being able to Handle myself I kept shouting, I actually wanted to just slap him.. But then he'll slap me twice in return guess i Was Scared! he does deserve it though!!
Once we got home after shouting at each other I went straight up to my room without Saying a Single Word!
I slammed the door acting all angry which I actually was ... Started crying didn't know what else to do, I was miserable .. Really miserable my life was falling apart and there was only one thing that'll make me more relaxed not stressed and that was by praying!
I got out my things an started praying , it felt great .. I felt like something was lifted !
It was the first time I actually sleep without having any nightmares , anything to worry about although I had alot to worry about !! Unknown , yazeed , waleed , Abdallah and much more !
I woke up the next morning with a paper on my left.. I took it to find those words written on it :
Good morning .. I made you breakfast id bring it to you myself but I had to leave early So ill see you at school !
- Abdallah
That was really weird but nice of him .. I was still worried about all of this though..
I got Up did my daily routine .. Wore some clothes since we never had a school uniform headed downstairs after making sure I had everything , found egg along with a glass of orange juice , there was a paper on the table that had " Enjoy " written on it !
I smiled enjoying my meal , I found yazeed running down the stairs as healthier as ever ,I was actually surprised !
" I'm Sorry " he Said kissing my forehead.. That was also surprising but I guess I just have to go with it!
I have a feeling that today is going to be a fine day!
He dropped me at school , once I got in , I got to my locker getting my books out .. The class started and the day came to an end ,I got home to find both yazeed and waleed sitting in the Living room with their phones in their hands like always !
I still was very mad and pissed about everything they did !
" salmi 6yb" waleed snapped at me
I ignored in return and headed upstairs , spent my day upstairs !
I kept talking to Hamad but yara kept destroying everything telling me to tell him about ' my dark past ' !
i told him that i really needed to tell him something turns out that he wanted to tell me something too!
he called me and of course i picked up, his voice sounded weak not really sure , the beep sound was still in the background.. i started worrying so i quickly asked him what was wrong!
the response was shocking ,Sad , i wished i never asked .. The only one that actually loved me, that actually never did anything to upset me ....
hamad : i know this will be really shocking But im really sick.. i had a horrible accident and-
me : and what?
hamad : i broke my ribs and other parts of my body , im Going to have a surgery Today there's 90% chance that i may not survive
you Know when you just Fall down crying ... not knowing what to do, Your whole world is just falling Apart thats how i felt !
Pain was all i felt , heartache.........
Friday, February 8, 2013
A poem by an amazing Girl !
This Poem was written by this amazing girl who is indeed talented !!
This poem was written by @UnspokennWordss so once you're done reading her incredible poem Follow her ,it means alot xx
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You're everything I need, all I ever wanted
My life without you is full of darkness, like a house that got haunted..
I know you wouldn't care for what I'm feeling
Losing you.. Made me want to scream and break the ceiling
Losing you is losing the most important thing I cared about
I would have shut up by now if I didn't care .. But just hear me out
Regret took over me, I'm sorry I let you down
From the crying, my nose turned red like a nose of a clown..
I don't want to lose you for a mistake I did
Missing you is like a mother missing her kid..
Talking to you became my daily routine
A day without you.. I can't even imagine the scene
I'm sorry for what my mistake caused you
I would apologize a million time just to prove that's true..
If you just believe me, I wouldn't do it again
I'll make it up to you, and make you forget the pain
All I ever do is think..
Only about you, without a blink
I would have continued but sadly I ran out of words to say and ink
Honestly, I wanted to let you know how I feel
I'll do anything just to heel
Because my love for you is REAL!
Now go follow @UnspokennWordss
For more wonderful poems.. Now I chose this one because it was of course the first one I read and I was extremely amazed mashallah !!!
This poem was written by @UnspokennWordss so once you're done reading her incredible poem Follow her ,it means alot xx
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You're everything I need, all I ever wanted
My life without you is full of darkness, like a house that got haunted..
I know you wouldn't care for what I'm feeling
Losing you.. Made me want to scream and break the ceiling
Losing you is losing the most important thing I cared about
I would have shut up by now if I didn't care .. But just hear me out
Regret took over me, I'm sorry I let you down
From the crying, my nose turned red like a nose of a clown..
I don't want to lose you for a mistake I did
Missing you is like a mother missing her kid..
Talking to you became my daily routine
A day without you.. I can't even imagine the scene
I'm sorry for what my mistake caused you
I would apologize a million time just to prove that's true..
If you just believe me, I wouldn't do it again
I'll make it up to you, and make you forget the pain
All I ever do is think..
Only about you, without a blink
I would have continued but sadly I ran out of words to say and ink
Honestly, I wanted to let you know how I feel
I'll do anything just to heel
Because my love for you is REAL!
Now go follow @UnspokennWordss
For more wonderful poems.. Now I chose this one because it was of course the first one I read and I was extremely amazed mashallah !!!
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Chapter 32
Previously on The unknown one :
Got a Whatsapp from an unknown number the good news is that it wasn't unknown It was Yazeed shocking !
....: hey it's yazeed Seeta please I need your help I know this is crazy but I'm..
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I didn't know what was more shocking!
I was vigilant and now it's the other way around!
Yazeed : I'm well I got caught for underage drinking ! I'm at the police station .. They said I had to get an adult to pick me up Help me!!
I quickly called him the same number he sent me those messages from , it sadly wasn't him but a police officer I guessed!
....: Hello
Me : hello ?
....: is this His mother ?
Me: no I'm actually his umm older sister
.....: great you can come pick him up
Me: can I talk to him for a minute
....: only for five minutes
And he gave me yazeed I wanted to kill him I don't know why I got myself into this and then I realized what he said he was caught for underage drinking... Shocking yazeed drinks!!
How ? Why? I was so confused that I panicked .. That I wanted to just scream , that I wanted to die!
Yazeed : esm3i ed5li '3rfti btlageen a fake ID 54eeha w 5ly shklk k4a akbar fhmteeni w t3ali elpolice station Eli greeb mn beetna
He whispered
Me : NO NO AND YOU DRINK WHY YAZEED
Yazeed : there's no time for this come take me or do you want me to stay in here tonight
And he closed the line on my face I couldn't believe that yazeed is drinking what if he was an alcoholic OMG no !!
Bad thoughts were crossing my mind about this situation.. Should I do what he says or just leave him like this so he can learn his lesson.. This was so hard on me !
What if he was drunk when he told me about us ... Crazy thoughts were on my mind that night I didn't want to think but I knew that I'd never leave my brother like that and my family were my weakness even my father but I'd always try my best to not show that to him or anyone guess I was too afraid !
I got up heading to yazeed's room slowly opening the door with my heart beating so fast that I could hear it beating! I didn't know what I was afraid of .. Maybe Because I'm going to pretend to be yazeed's older sister which is 21 years old or older I don't know.. Or maybe because my brother scratch that my step brother actually drinks!! I was so confused so Lost!!
I took a deep breath getting in searching every drawer when I opened a drawer which made me think which made me get more upset ! i was surprised .. shocked was the word actually! why would Yazeed have those things? Could it be..
There was alot of fake IDs! I took an ID of a 30 old women ( I'm not sure if IDs are like that and stuff mshooha x)
There were also make up ,heels, hair extensions , wigs , dresses I couldn't understand why would yazeed have those things? One thing came into my mind could yazeed be The unknown one?!! Unknown knows my every move and who was there with me Yazeed? Yazeed was always there in Dubai , here , everywhere !
That time when I was in the restaurant yazeed was the only one there besides fahda and yara.. I didn't know what to think but if he was unknown he would never ask my help to get him out .. Unknown would never ask me for my help !
But yazeed was the sweetest person he'd never hurt me and that's when I fell down crying my heart out.. Yazeed did mean the world to me , he made me feel safe like every brother !
I then realized that this was a waste of time , I'm doubting my own beloved brother that's what unknown wants to ruin me , to hurt me , to make me suffer but I can never let that happen .. He already made me cut myself and I thought that I'd never do that , that ill always stay strong but I'm not anymore .. Unknown was planning to do this he was planning to ruin me and he achieved I'm ruined I'm broke I'm lost! I needed my grandfather he was the only one I can trust !
I got up changed my clothes into one of those dresses , put the heels on and putted a ton of makeup.. I wasn't planning on putting the wig on but then again it made me look older it was a blonde wig with some grey hair !
I put it on and looked at myself in the mirror and took a deep breath got out with my purse that had my phones and some money !
I slowly headed down trying not to make any sound and lucky for me Abdallah was fast asleep on the couch.. I got out making sure not to forget the keys , unfortunately I had to walk to the street to get a taxi.. If only Abdallah was more trustworthy I'd let him drop me there but he wasn't yeah sad times ! it was 11:30 so that was really bad a lot of drunk guys around!!
I walked as fast as I could when I heard people laughing.. Changing my direction And walked faster I just wanted a taxi
Once I got a taxi ,I kept thinking about everything that was happening the. It hit me what if this wasnt his first time to drink .. what if my brother does more things other than drinking ! i kept thinking until I got to the police station my heart beats increased I started shaking I didn't know what to do so I just fixed myself getting into the police station.. Everyone was staring while I on the other hand was shaking , I was Scared!!
" hello I'm here for him " I said pointing at yazeed I didn't want to say his name
I don't know then we'd get to bigger problems !
" is this his mother " he asked writing stuff on a piece of paper
" no our mother passed Away years ago even our father so I'm his older sister " I sighed making the Act look real this was the riskiest thing I've eve done !
" I'm sorry to hear that , he will get out with a warning this time but next time he won't " an old man with grey hair.. He had wrinkles on his face showing his age.. Of course he was wearing an outfit !
I smiled and left with yazeed .. I started shouting , questioning him!
" great job sis where did you get the wig from " he laughed thinking it was funny or something ... Wait that's not his?
Unknown number :
This day cannot get any better what can be better than you finding out that your brother is an alcoholic !
I think I won again B !
Ps : how did you like the outfits smart Ha? Guess you owe me a favor
- The unknown one
I'm starting to think that unknown was the reason behind all of this!!
Got a Whatsapp from an unknown number the good news is that it wasn't unknown It was Yazeed shocking !
....: hey it's yazeed Seeta please I need your help I know this is crazy but I'm..
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I didn't know what was more shocking!
I was vigilant and now it's the other way around!
Yazeed : I'm well I got caught for underage drinking ! I'm at the police station .. They said I had to get an adult to pick me up Help me!!
I quickly called him the same number he sent me those messages from , it sadly wasn't him but a police officer I guessed!
....: Hello
Me : hello ?
....: is this His mother ?
Me: no I'm actually his umm older sister
.....: great you can come pick him up
Me: can I talk to him for a minute
....: only for five minutes
And he gave me yazeed I wanted to kill him I don't know why I got myself into this and then I realized what he said he was caught for underage drinking... Shocking yazeed drinks!!
How ? Why? I was so confused that I panicked .. That I wanted to just scream , that I wanted to die!
Yazeed : esm3i ed5li '3rfti btlageen a fake ID 54eeha w 5ly shklk k4a akbar fhmteeni w t3ali elpolice station Eli greeb mn beetna
He whispered
Me : NO NO AND YOU DRINK WHY YAZEED
Yazeed : there's no time for this come take me or do you want me to stay in here tonight
And he closed the line on my face I couldn't believe that yazeed is drinking what if he was an alcoholic OMG no !!
Bad thoughts were crossing my mind about this situation.. Should I do what he says or just leave him like this so he can learn his lesson.. This was so hard on me !
What if he was drunk when he told me about us ... Crazy thoughts were on my mind that night I didn't want to think but I knew that I'd never leave my brother like that and my family were my weakness even my father but I'd always try my best to not show that to him or anyone guess I was too afraid !
I got up heading to yazeed's room slowly opening the door with my heart beating so fast that I could hear it beating! I didn't know what I was afraid of .. Maybe Because I'm going to pretend to be yazeed's older sister which is 21 years old or older I don't know.. Or maybe because my brother scratch that my step brother actually drinks!! I was so confused so Lost!!
I took a deep breath getting in searching every drawer when I opened a drawer which made me think which made me get more upset ! i was surprised .. shocked was the word actually! why would Yazeed have those things? Could it be..
There was alot of fake IDs! I took an ID of a 30 old women ( I'm not sure if IDs are like that and stuff mshooha x)
There were also make up ,heels, hair extensions , wigs , dresses I couldn't understand why would yazeed have those things? One thing came into my mind could yazeed be The unknown one?!! Unknown knows my every move and who was there with me Yazeed? Yazeed was always there in Dubai , here , everywhere !
That time when I was in the restaurant yazeed was the only one there besides fahda and yara.. I didn't know what to think but if he was unknown he would never ask my help to get him out .. Unknown would never ask me for my help !
But yazeed was the sweetest person he'd never hurt me and that's when I fell down crying my heart out.. Yazeed did mean the world to me , he made me feel safe like every brother !
I then realized that this was a waste of time , I'm doubting my own beloved brother that's what unknown wants to ruin me , to hurt me , to make me suffer but I can never let that happen .. He already made me cut myself and I thought that I'd never do that , that ill always stay strong but I'm not anymore .. Unknown was planning to do this he was planning to ruin me and he achieved I'm ruined I'm broke I'm lost! I needed my grandfather he was the only one I can trust !
I got up changed my clothes into one of those dresses , put the heels on and putted a ton of makeup.. I wasn't planning on putting the wig on but then again it made me look older it was a blonde wig with some grey hair !
I put it on and looked at myself in the mirror and took a deep breath got out with my purse that had my phones and some money !
I slowly headed down trying not to make any sound and lucky for me Abdallah was fast asleep on the couch.. I got out making sure not to forget the keys , unfortunately I had to walk to the street to get a taxi.. If only Abdallah was more trustworthy I'd let him drop me there but he wasn't yeah sad times ! it was 11:30 so that was really bad a lot of drunk guys around!!
I walked as fast as I could when I heard people laughing.. Changing my direction And walked faster I just wanted a taxi
Once I got a taxi ,I kept thinking about everything that was happening the. It hit me what if this wasnt his first time to drink .. what if my brother does more things other than drinking ! i kept thinking until I got to the police station my heart beats increased I started shaking I didn't know what to do so I just fixed myself getting into the police station.. Everyone was staring while I on the other hand was shaking , I was Scared!!
" hello I'm here for him " I said pointing at yazeed I didn't want to say his name
I don't know then we'd get to bigger problems !
" is this his mother " he asked writing stuff on a piece of paper
" no our mother passed Away years ago even our father so I'm his older sister " I sighed making the Act look real this was the riskiest thing I've eve done !
" I'm sorry to hear that , he will get out with a warning this time but next time he won't " an old man with grey hair.. He had wrinkles on his face showing his age.. Of course he was wearing an outfit !
I smiled and left with yazeed .. I started shouting , questioning him!
" great job sis where did you get the wig from " he laughed thinking it was funny or something ... Wait that's not his?
Unknown number :
This day cannot get any better what can be better than you finding out that your brother is an alcoholic !
I think I won again B !
Ps : how did you like the outfits smart Ha? Guess you owe me a favor
- The unknown one
I'm starting to think that unknown was the reason behind all of this!!
Monday, February 4, 2013
Chapter 31
Previously on the unknown 30 :
Yara: well you know ill go tell Hamad about your dirty past he wouldn't want a slut as a wife!
Me: What do you want?
Yara : that's the Seeta I love now Go tell him yourself about your past
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I never understood how she was thinking I mean its crazy isn't it? She just wants to ruin the only good thing in my life and that would be my relationship with my future husband Hamad!
At that very moment Hamad replied
Hamad : I missed you so much finally I've been waiting for days !!
And my chat with yara showed up with her saying :
Yara : and yeah don't delete me from your contacts so you can send me everything he says!
Me: what If I talk to him on the phone Ha ?
Yara : you won't
-Hamad's chat -
Hamad : call me here's my number +******** I really want to hear your voice
I decided to call him but not to bring up the past thing with him until later but unfortunately yara had a better plan well at least for her, she wanted me to record the conversation that goes on between us and I did !
Hamad : Alo
Me : heey Hamad how are you?
Hamad : I can't believe I finally heard your voice I'm So much better now that I've heard your voice missed you !
Heart started beating, my stomach twisted in happiness & joy but there was something in his voice maybe he was a bit tired I guessed
Me : missed you too
Hamad : so tell me how is California ? Are you enjoying your time
Me: yeaah it's great the only thing missing is you 9dg!
Hamad : wsh feek ga63a z3lt mnk
His voice was getting weaker then suddenly I heard a *teet* sound in the background it was like he was in a hospital which made me freak out !!
Me : where are you ?
Hamad : in the gym
Which made me sigh in relief
Me: oh I thought-
Hamad : you thought I was In a hospital no I'm not , Salma thought I was in a hospital too and actually freaked out
Me: Yeaah I actually know how that feels how is Salma anyways i miss her !!
Hamad : she's great , hey listen ill call you later I'm going to clean up , bye beautiful
Me : wait Hamad I really need to tell you something later it's very important so call me
Hamad : of course love you !!
And with that he closed the line I threw myself on the bed with his magical voice repeating in my mind until Abdallah totally ruined the moment for me by crashing in the room which made me jump from my place like a maniac !
" BSMELLAH" I cried out my heart pumping almost coming out of my chest yes his surprising crash scared me !
" haw wsh d3wa I only wanted to call you so we can go "
" but not likee that!" I shouted getting up pulling my jacket from the chair cause it can be a little chilly at night !
I couldn't believe that I was actually going out with Abdallah this is going to be real Awkward !!
A couple of minutes later we were in the same cab next to each other Yaay it's going to be really fun NOT i thought.. It's going to be the longest night of my life !
" So where do you want to have dinner at?" He grinned
" I don't know anywhere I guess "
" hmm Fine ill choose the restaurant this time but next time you will " he said so sure of himself
" what makes you sure that there will be a next time "
" what makes you so sure there wont be a next time ?"he said
" pfft yeah right that will probably never happen "
" yeah whatever just get out " the taxi driver shouted at us
" how rude " Abdallah snapped getting out of the taxi making me pay because he was too childish .. I got out after that finding a cigarette between Abdallah's lips making me cringe a little I didn't care but he was too young to smoke and now I hate him even more!
" you smoke ? How old are you like 16?"
" no I'm 17 and I've smoking since forever so what " he Rudely snapped at me
" can we just go" he faked a smile in response and we both headed to a fancy Italian restaurant, took our tables and calmly sat down..ordering our food that's when Abdallah gave me this really creepy look !
" What?"
"nothing "he smiled
" est'3farallah allahm 6awlk ya roo7 " I mumbled
" you're welcome "
Can he get more annoying, thgeel dam!
"I don't get why you hate me so much"
" because you're Abdallah because you're annoying , because you picked up from my brother's phone telling me none sense should I continue ?" I let part of it out,I just exploded !
" no please don't ! I said I was sorry.. Someone threatened me.. Do you think I want to go to a random girl and tell her I love her " he said
" do you think I want to lie to the person I l- " he continued stopping at the end
" to the person you what?" I asked
" nothing can we just start again"
" I'd love to " I smiled
" hi I'm Abdallah what's your name?"
" I'm Seeta " I liked this Idea I thought it was a great started with Abdallah
" that's a nice name " I just smiled in response it was really fun we chatted a bit and who knew id actually like abdallah but unknown had to ruin everything!
Unknown number :
Oh I see you're liking the new Abdallah well you won't when you find out what he's hiding from you
Enjoy your night B I wouldn't want to spoil it now would I ?
- the unknown one
My face went entirely pale even Abdallah noticed it!
" what's wrong " he said
" nothing is wrong can we just home I don't feel well" I said
" sure " we got the bill and left the way back home was kind of silent except for my blackberry that kept on vibrating !
I had hope that it was Hamad but unfortunately it wasn't , it was yara!!
Yara : ersli elvoice note
With a billion of pings with that!
Me : fine just stop it
And closed my phone I didn't want Abdallah to peek and see the chat or anything !
" So what do you think of the new me"
" it's nice but will you be back to your old immature self again tomorrow?"
" no I promise "
"Good " I turned to face him and that's when our eyes met but I had to brake the awkwardness so I turned to face the other side !
We got home everyone of us went to a different direction , he went to his room while I went to mine !
I threw myself on my bed and started checking my bbm whatsapp and stuff !
Got a Whatsapp from an unknown number the good news is that it wasn't unknown It was Yazeed shocking !
....: hey it's yazeed Seeta please I need your help I know this is crazy but I'm....
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Yara: well you know ill go tell Hamad about your dirty past he wouldn't want a slut as a wife!
Me: What do you want?
Yara : that's the Seeta I love now Go tell him yourself about your past
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I never understood how she was thinking I mean its crazy isn't it? She just wants to ruin the only good thing in my life and that would be my relationship with my future husband Hamad!
At that very moment Hamad replied
Hamad : I missed you so much finally I've been waiting for days !!
And my chat with yara showed up with her saying :
Yara : and yeah don't delete me from your contacts so you can send me everything he says!
Me: what If I talk to him on the phone Ha ?
Yara : you won't
-Hamad's chat -
Hamad : call me here's my number +******** I really want to hear your voice
I decided to call him but not to bring up the past thing with him until later but unfortunately yara had a better plan well at least for her, she wanted me to record the conversation that goes on between us and I did !
Hamad : Alo
Me : heey Hamad how are you?
Hamad : I can't believe I finally heard your voice I'm So much better now that I've heard your voice missed you !
Heart started beating, my stomach twisted in happiness & joy but there was something in his voice maybe he was a bit tired I guessed
Me : missed you too
Hamad : so tell me how is California ? Are you enjoying your time
Me: yeaah it's great the only thing missing is you 9dg!
Hamad : wsh feek ga63a z3lt mnk
His voice was getting weaker then suddenly I heard a *teet* sound in the background it was like he was in a hospital which made me freak out !!
Me : where are you ?
Hamad : in the gym
Which made me sigh in relief
Me: oh I thought-
Hamad : you thought I was In a hospital no I'm not , Salma thought I was in a hospital too and actually freaked out
Me: Yeaah I actually know how that feels how is Salma anyways i miss her !!
Hamad : she's great , hey listen ill call you later I'm going to clean up , bye beautiful
Me : wait Hamad I really need to tell you something later it's very important so call me
Hamad : of course love you !!
And with that he closed the line I threw myself on the bed with his magical voice repeating in my mind until Abdallah totally ruined the moment for me by crashing in the room which made me jump from my place like a maniac !
" BSMELLAH" I cried out my heart pumping almost coming out of my chest yes his surprising crash scared me !
" haw wsh d3wa I only wanted to call you so we can go "
" but not likee that!" I shouted getting up pulling my jacket from the chair cause it can be a little chilly at night !
I couldn't believe that I was actually going out with Abdallah this is going to be real Awkward !!
A couple of minutes later we were in the same cab next to each other Yaay it's going to be really fun NOT i thought.. It's going to be the longest night of my life !
" So where do you want to have dinner at?" He grinned
" I don't know anywhere I guess "
" hmm Fine ill choose the restaurant this time but next time you will " he said so sure of himself
" what makes you sure that there will be a next time "
" what makes you so sure there wont be a next time ?"he said
" pfft yeah right that will probably never happen "
" yeah whatever just get out " the taxi driver shouted at us
" how rude " Abdallah snapped getting out of the taxi making me pay because he was too childish .. I got out after that finding a cigarette between Abdallah's lips making me cringe a little I didn't care but he was too young to smoke and now I hate him even more!
" you smoke ? How old are you like 16?"
" no I'm 17 and I've smoking since forever so what " he Rudely snapped at me
" can we just go" he faked a smile in response and we both headed to a fancy Italian restaurant, took our tables and calmly sat down..ordering our food that's when Abdallah gave me this really creepy look !
" What?"
"nothing "he smiled
" est'3farallah allahm 6awlk ya roo7 " I mumbled
" you're welcome "
Can he get more annoying, thgeel dam!
"I don't get why you hate me so much"
" because you're Abdallah because you're annoying , because you picked up from my brother's phone telling me none sense should I continue ?" I let part of it out,I just exploded !
" no please don't ! I said I was sorry.. Someone threatened me.. Do you think I want to go to a random girl and tell her I love her " he said
" do you think I want to lie to the person I l- " he continued stopping at the end
" to the person you what?" I asked
" nothing can we just start again"
" I'd love to " I smiled
" hi I'm Abdallah what's your name?"
" I'm Seeta " I liked this Idea I thought it was a great started with Abdallah
" that's a nice name " I just smiled in response it was really fun we chatted a bit and who knew id actually like abdallah but unknown had to ruin everything!
Unknown number :
Oh I see you're liking the new Abdallah well you won't when you find out what he's hiding from you
Enjoy your night B I wouldn't want to spoil it now would I ?
- the unknown one
My face went entirely pale even Abdallah noticed it!
" what's wrong " he said
" nothing is wrong can we just home I don't feel well" I said
" sure " we got the bill and left the way back home was kind of silent except for my blackberry that kept on vibrating !
I had hope that it was Hamad but unfortunately it wasn't , it was yara!!
Yara : ersli elvoice note
With a billion of pings with that!
Me : fine just stop it
And closed my phone I didn't want Abdallah to peek and see the chat or anything !
" So what do you think of the new me"
" it's nice but will you be back to your old immature self again tomorrow?"
" no I promise "
"Good " I turned to face him and that's when our eyes met but I had to brake the awkwardness so I turned to face the other side !
We got home everyone of us went to a different direction , he went to his room while I went to mine !
I threw myself on my bed and started checking my bbm whatsapp and stuff !
Got a Whatsapp from an unknown number the good news is that it wasn't unknown It was Yazeed shocking !
....: hey it's yazeed Seeta please I need your help I know this is crazy but I'm....
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Friday, February 1, 2013
The Unknown one Chapter 30
Previously on The Unknown one :
After a couple of months I still didn't Get over Seeta but I wished I did , one night we Got a surprisingly visit from her father asking my mother's hand in marriage and She agreed that's How i became Seeta's brother , that's how the love of my life became my sister !
And That's How both of Our Lives Changes forever......
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After a couple of months I still didn't Get over Seeta but I wished I did , one night we Got a surprisingly visit from her father asking my mother's hand in marriage and She agreed that's How i became Seeta's brother , that's how the love of my life became my sister !
And That's How both of Our Lives Changes forever......
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Pain was all I felt when I woke up the next day.. I have wished it was all a dream but it wasn't ! It was Real no dream or nightmare.. Pure reality that made me cringe, made me hate myself even more just the fact that I once dated my brother not just that but that we met in a party!!
It was a terrible fact that I had to live with, I never knew why my father married yazeed's Mother !
If he wanted a new Life for me why would he make me live with my ex boyfriend or my ex fiancé.. I needed to know things from my father's Point of view!
Part of me down there believed that my father was a nice person that he just wanted what's best for me.. that he Actually Loved me!
But there was so many things in my life that I needed to Solve .. I now remember half of my past , the rest is still unknown the fact that I was friends with joud and felwa.. The fact that I was probably horrible no Actually I was Horrible still !
I probably had so many boyfriends or probably even do stuff like smoke.. I really hated myself Knowing that I could've done anything wrong.. I got up heading to the bathroom staring at my reflection in the mirror suddenly this voice in my mind was saying that I don't deserve to live, that everything I've done was hurting everybody!
I mean my father, my mother allah yr7mha , my step brothers I keep getting into fights with waleed and he probably hates me!
Everyone does unknown,Fares,felwa,joud,my father and the rest of the list all the people I've met hates me!!
I was So angry at myself I couldn't stare at my reflection anymore so I held my fist high and broke the glass making it shatter everywhere.. I took one of the big pieces I was wearing shorts so I started cutting myself The glass went it was extremely pain full but felt Great cause I deserved every bit of it !!
I cut the word *ugly* cause I was one, I wanted to cut more but someone was knocking on the door so I had to Stop yelling "meen" when sadly abdallah answered!
" Just a minute " I said wrapping the towel around me waist throwing all the tissues that were filled with blood in the garbage.. Opening the door making sure that he couldn't see The broken glass!
"Hey beautiful" he said with this huge stupid grin on his face .. What's up with him I thought seriously gross!!
" What?! " I snapped at him harshly gazing at him
" Don't you want to get out have some fun"
" No I believe I'm fine so can you now leave I want to take a shower" I faked a smile closing the door when his hand stopped me from closing it
" What do you want , I'm really not in the mood for your stupid games abdallah"
" Fine then I'm just going to stay here if you don't agree to go out with me" he got in whilst crossing his arms over his chest with this stupid grin on his face until he realised that the mirror was broken into pieces that's when his grin turned into a Frown " what happened "
" Oh nothing I accidentally hit the Glass and it broke " I faked another smile heading towards him
" So can you now please leave "
" Oh nope not until you agree on going out for dinner it's on me"
" No "
" Come on theres no food and im hungry and I won't leave until you Say yes " he smiled
" No "
"Yes" he said " no " "yes " he said and it went on and on until he tricked me by saying " no " which made me say Yes!
" Finally can't wait "he said getting up and leaving the bathroom ,I thought it Was gross I was actually pissed off!
I locked the door getting into the shower relaxing my muscles and clearing my mind for a bit!
Side Note:
Guys just because I wrote about seeta Self harming herself that doesn't mean that Self harming is the answer it never was and never will be the answer!
If you self harm yourself because of a bully will it stop the bully from bullying you? It Won't you will be the only one who would get hurt !
Especially cyberbullies they always manage to just send hate and they are probably just Scared to actually face you so He/she sits behind a Screen and starts sending hate then what do the girl that gets bullied does !
She self harms herself but not only that She gets Really depressed from that fact and actually thinks for an example that she's Ugly / stupid or
Doesn't even deserves to Live!
for people who think that cyberbullying is Actually a joke or they're just bored and start entertaining their selves by sending insults and hate to that person Well ITS NOT!!
If you're bored you can Go watch a movie or tv or something not get it all out on A poor girl!!
I sometimes get hate and I actually get Depressed!
When I get hate and people telling me to close my blog and that my writing is bad, I really take it seriously knowing that someone hates my blog and thinks its Stupid ... I start saying why don't I just close it , it is Stupid but No someone once told me that don't get hate get to you you should chase your dreams and that's why you should all do that too ! Ignore them like they never actually told you anything!
3la goolthm d5li mn i4n 6al3i mn eli4n
Elthania !
But I'm probably sure that none of my readers are bullies because they know how it feels to get bullied like how unknown is bullying seeta!
And If you get bullied stay strong never let anyone get to you and never self harm yourself its never the answer to your question but you know what is the answer to this question? Praying , reading Quran !!
And guys if you need any help know that I'm always Here on twitter : @blogger6777 3 7's not 2 Lol!
Or on ask http://ask.fm/thedevilandme
Don't be shy scared I am going to help you and I won't judge You promise xx
Now back to the story!
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I finished showering and wore some pants so I could hide the cutting that I've done!!
And a black blouse.. I'd always wear t-shirts and sweat pants stuff like that never been a girl of dresses , skirts or maybe I've been wearing dresses and skirts once in the past!
But the fact that a lot of things happened I don't know about freaks me out!
I mean how I was friends with felwa & joud , how we stopped talking!
What was happening !
Those questions were running through my mind but I just had to except all of that!
I Took my marc jacobs cross bags that had my phones I never used my blackberry that yazeed got me I don't know whyy it was just placed there until today I opened it to find a couple of bbm messages !
I didn't have a lot of contacts only yazeed , waleed , hamad and yara I don't even know why she still didn't delete me!
I opened hamad's
Hamad : Hello beautiful
5 months ago
Hamad : are you there will I miss you so much !!
Also 5 months ago
Hamad : akeed you don't use your blackberry I lovee youu
5 months ago
Hamad : everytime I try to call you its off
4 months ago
Hamad : called yazeed and he told me your fine almost got a heart attack when you weren't answering!
2 months ago
Hamad : you should really answer eshtigt lk 9dg!!
1 week ago
Hamad : uff madri meta you grow up and we would finally get married!!!
1 week ago
Omg I can't! it was great ,feeling wanted and loved .. He was probably the sweetest cutest person Alive, he would always make me feel special by being me and I wouldn't have asked for a better husband!!
I quicklyy answered
9eeta: Sorryy I actually never Used my blackberry and here is my new number ******
As I was looking at the other messages yazeed sent me stuff like come down he never knew I actually never used it!
Waleed : Seeta bnt
3 days ago
Waleed : elmhm knt bagoolk eni asif 9dg ma kan ga9di bs a5af 3leek w ana el7een on my way to LA , don't tell anyone they know nothing
3 days ago
I quickly called him .. Kept calling until he picked up finally!
....: alo
Me : waleed are you serious how can you go without telling anyone
....: Go where
Wait that isn't waleed!
Me : who are you?
....: seeta come down its abdallah
Me : what's waleed's phone doing with you
Abdallah: its mine
Me : oh okay ill be right there
Closing the line as fast as I could thinking but waleed once called me from this phone and I called him once but abdallah picked up telling me that it was waleed's Phone when he told me he loved me !
It was extremely bad having unknown hold that fake conversation against me for months!
I checked the rest of the messages I was shocked at Yara's messages
Yara: I'm coming to California can't wait to see you although we will meet!
Yara: I don't understand why you were so mean to me I mean I just wanted to start over
Me : stop it , stop the act
Yara : what act I'm not acting anything I really like you
Me: well I don't bye
Yara: fine ill stop the act but you're going to do as I say or you know what will happen
She said shocking me creeping me out .. Ma Ykfi unknown , my stomach twisted.. My heart beats increased I knew that yara was as horrible as unknown was but she was worse because she was a girl she knew how to use my secrets against me , she also knew my weakest point Hamad!!
Me : or what
I said I was scared but I had to show her that I actually wasn't
Yara: well you know ill go tell Hamad about your dirty past he wouldn't want you as a wife!
Me: What do you want?
Yara : that's the Seeta I love now Go tell him yourself about your past
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