Chapter 40

It's funny how one mistake can affect on your whole life, by just one simple mistake your life would change.. Change forever

Your life comes Crashing down right in front of your eyes, when you're too weak to do anything, too Weak to even look up to the good things in your life ...
You just keep your head down because of that Simple mistake!

When only just a few people knew about that mistake, that Secret!

You don't know what to Do, you feel like you're Going to Fall down and Cry.. In other words Have an emotional breakdown..

You just want the world to stop Just for a second and rewind your life to that specific time and Stop Yourself from doing Anything.. Stop Yourself because you came to know that Sometimes in life That mistake would ruin Everything, everything you built with Your own hands and that life would get hard and Stop at that mistake and that's when things start getting wrong !

Everybody is Blaming you, everybody hates you when you just want to be forgiven for a Stupid mistake !

Back then you never knew that it would affect on you , you were Just Too happy that it felt right but it was So Wrong .. you never actually knew that it would break you to prices , that it would leave you Questioning What did I do wrong and then you start giving yourself more Reasons , Reasonable reasons but it wouldn't be reasonable enough to please other people, people who would never Listen to what You're thinking or what's your opinion !

Everybody leaves at the End you only Have yourself...

The people who have always Loved and cared about you leave you because they start to think that " you need time for yourself " but You don't , you keeps Screaming ' HELP' but No one listens ...
It would be like you're trapped in, trapped by yourself and there's no one that would Actually help you...


And at That very Moment You realize that you Have to Stay Strong to Survive And that Allah will always be there...

Stay Strong it ain't the End of the world..

Stay Strong Cause it's Just the begging ..

Always know that you'll find happiness at Some point !

Life goes on

time Flies by ..

and There's no Coming back.. So think before You speak or Do anything , Think wisely before you regret it in The future ..!
Like I'm Regretting it now but I was different because I never knew what my mistake was but Unknown does !
He knows everything about me , things I never knew about myself !!
He knew me better than I knew myself!

I hated My Life that I actually once Thought About committing Suicide .. Yes I was That depressed, That miserable !
Things were so Hard on Me ..

I got The iPhone Yazeed got me and it was all ready , the minute I opened the Phone I Received a Text from The Unknown one, i was actually Glad to See that Text for The first time !

Unknown Number :

Think we both Deserve a Break , eh?
one month !
I won't be sending Any texts , i will also Stop hunting you Just for A month
But you Have to promise me not to Have too much Fun B?

Ramdhan Kareem with much Love

Sincerely,
the unknown one

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I closed the Text with As a Huge Grin plastered on my face... Yes I was really happy , a month without Unknown it's going to be Great !

Although Ill have to Spend it without any worries , I'll have to avoid problems
I'm going to have to Relax in this month !
Because every minute that passes upon me should be spent wisely So I don't regret it lately when this Month ends !

I was literally flying from the happiness although I'd never forget Mom, dad and Hamad .. They will always be In my Heart !
They would always be on my Mind never to leave.. I'm never going to forget them W enshallah rabii ysam7ni and I'd meet them Fy eljnaa !

Ramdhan was always The Month of happiness, joy & comfort !

The month passed so quickly which was really bad !
I never wanted to get Back to The Unknown one torturing me Again , he did keep his promise which was Surprising , very surprising actually .. My relationship With Yazeed and waleed was Getting better after California and the All The stuff that happened there !
I think They both want to Start over as much as I Do and that's so Great!!
I've talked to Abdullah a Couple of times by phone he was Happy too, things were getting better with him and his family !

I wished that my life would be like this Forever but That would never happen, Ever...

I promised my Father that I'd visit His family on the first Day of Eid and I could never break the promise of my beloved father.. He is The reason that I've restored faith in humanity once Again !

I never knew why I still couldn't remember The rest of my past.. My Dark horrible past , I never knew what was the reason to all of this , why The unknown one hated me So much.. I must have known him back then .. A person can't hate another person So much if there wasn't something that made him hate me !
It must've been something I Did , something So horrible that it would completely Ruin me and ruin everyone Who just Tries standing by my Side !!

Tomorrow was The first Day of Eid and like I said before I Had to go to my fathers Family and attend their huge Gathering where everyone comes even people I never Met or Seen !

I Got out a beautiful Black dress that reached to my knees with Golden heels and some accessories to match!

I slept that day extremely worried about the next Day that I slept only for an hour .. Their Eid Gatherings were Really Early , they were Right after 9lat el3eed !!
So it made thing worse !

I got up Waving my long caramel hair , adjusting my makeup and finally zipping the Dress Staring at myself in The mirror with A weak smile but then I turned my Gaze to the door once Yazeed Got in with a Huge grin , he was wearing the Usual traditional outfit ( Thoob, 3gal and shma'3)
Except he had his Slight beard shaved , his hazel eyes were Glowing " you look beautiful " he Grinned as I headed to the door after grabbing my purse and stuff !

" you don't look bad yourself "I winked as we both slowly got down making sure not to make any noise since everyone was Sleeping except for me , waleed and him!

We jumped in waleed's car rolling off to my uncle's House and I was So nervous tapping my foot that it caught waleed's attention making him turn around saying " relax Seeta , it's going to be find " it did make me calm down a bit !

We finally arrived to their house getting out of the car as I felt my heart beats increase, we were welcomed once The huge were opened the three of us slowly got in heading to the main door..

There were a lot of kids Playing in The Garden enjoying their time when one cute little girl came skipping to where we were she Had the cutest pink dress on with a ribbon on her short brown hair... She had Big brown eyes .. She was a bit chubby which made her cuter , I just wanted to eat her!!

" hi" she smiled holding into her pink dress !

" well hello there , what's your name " Yazeed knelt down smiling at her as she replied " Amal " covering her fave with her small hand making me remember my Mother since her Name was Amal too..

" So Amal can you please guide us to the Main living room ?" I smiled picking her up as she replied with a " yes " putting her back down and watching run to the Door as the three of Us followed !

We got in , I removed my Abaya hanging it on one of the Hangers then heading to the living room were my uncle's Where .. Greeting every single one of them until I got to Fares's father / my uncle greeting him as I Saw Fares giving me weird looks with a creepy smile on!

" mashallah 3roos , 5la9 mn elsana eljaya nzwjk Wldi fares " he grinned as I faked a smile nodding while Fares's Grin grew wider and I wanted to slap him , I would if there weren't any people !

I finally left to were the women were seated greeting them all with Fake smiles and finally sitting down with my legs crossed , suddenly joud came approaching me making me get up as she unexpectedly hugged me tight crushing my bones mumbling the words " I'm sorry" to me , I responded with a "why?"

" I'm sorry that I haven't been such a good Friend , that I pretended to Be your enemy when I really wasn't and that I never lead you to the Right path " she said almost crying then letting go holding into my hand leading me to some place
" come "she Smiled I didn't know where we were Actually heading until I found myself in the Garden!

We both sat down then she said " Seeta I'm so Sorry .. I don't know what I was Thinking when I did all of this "

"What do you mean by all of this " I asked shaking my head staring at her not having any clue of what She was talking about !

She sighed " when I found out you lost your memory , I made a horrible decision and that was To act like we were never friends .. I'm So sorry " she cried .. I was extremely shocked .. I mean I got Shocked a lot of times in my life , I Stared at her in disbelief..
I never understood why ?

Why ..?
Why..?
Why does everything have to be so complicated?
Why can't I just live my life like any other
Girl?

Those questions were running through my mind since that Day..

The day I woke up not remembering anything in my Life ..

Everyone thought it may be a new begging to a new life but it actually wasn't..
I was still trapped in the Past without knowing !


Flashbacks:

" WHO ARE YOU " I shouted at a man that looked like he was in the mid 40's After waking up finding myself in a Hospital not remembering Anything ..

" Seeta calm down 7beebti I'm your father" this man got closer, holding into my wrist !

" NO I DON'T KNOW YOU " i Shouted
Kicking his Hand away with my Foot, Crying out loud !

" Seeta lw sm7ti " he looked at me with a weak smile on his face ..

Suddenly the Doctor Came in with nurses and a Sharp needle in his hand.. The nurses held me pushing me down , the needle dug deep inside , everything went Black after That ..

- End of Flashbacks -

" ohh Seeta hena " a deep voice startled us both making me turn around to See Nasser .. His disgusting eyes burned my
Shoulder from all the staring he did !

" Eee " joud smiled not knowing what was happening !

" you both look pretty " he grinned staring right at me making me feel uncomfortable turning my gaze away to play with my phone ..

Joud left and I wished she didn't!!!
He came sitting in Joud's place ..

" What I said yesterday , it's the Truth"