Chapter 4.

The water made its way to My face , the Feeling Was Great! I was Going To My Mother 

When Waleed Yelled Out my Name Saying that I Had A Phone Call..! "Coming" I Yelled Out..Taking Steps down The Stairs , Heading To The Living Room 

Where our Landline Was..! Waleed had a straight line on His Face His Eyes Yelled Out BAD NEWS!! "What's Wrong " I innocently Said taking the Phone from his hand And 

Sticking it To My Ear .. It Was Grandpa! But his Words gave Me Sadness I knew that from this moment I'll be Lost forever..!  - Ever since that day with yara I've became really Close with her but not too close 

To Tell her about Fahad! And yazeed , waleed became The brothers I've always Wanted .. 

I Keep Visiting my Mother Every Single Day! My father traveled with mariam to I don't know where !So 2 weeks passed ! - I was Running Through The Hospital Hall Searching Room by Room like A maniac , 

While Waleed Followed me When I finally Saw beautiful Grandfather..

he Had his Palm pressed to his forehead , I Couldn't See his Face! I Ran over To Him Crying like a Maniac "what Happened " I Yelled Out My Voice Echoed through The Halls .. 

He lifted his Head his Beautiful eyes were filled with Tears and Sadness 

When a Tear fell ..! " She had A Car Accident " He Cried Covering his face with his Huge Hands

 I Hugged him telling him that Everything Will Be Okay When The Doctor Came 

Wearing A White Rob and His Uniform With A Paper And Pen in his Hand ,

 he Looked like he was in The mid 40's , his Black hair was Combed Back 

He looked At Us from under His Frame Glasses With A Frown

 I Knew That He Was Going To Announce bad News!  "I'm Sorry" the Words came Out of His Mouth crashing Into Us ,

Waleed was Calming us Down And he Spoke the Next Words that killed us More 

" Allah Yr7mha 36tkm 3mrha " He Said Nodding A Slight Nod ..!  I Couldn't Believe That My Mother , my Best friend And my Role Model Is Gone ,

 Gone Forever .. She Was The only One That knew about Fahad And Was Next To me 

She Never thought that I Was Crazy! She Stood by My Side when my Father Wasn't ! 

She Promised that she'll never Let Go and she'd Never Leave Me but Now She Did ! Those 3 Days Passed one Worse then The other ! But Fahad , Yara , waleed and Yazeed

 were With us All Along With Me & my Grandfather! Reckless Heartless Father Knew About This but Didn't even Try Coming or Even calling

 how About A Simple Message But No He Was too heartless Too Careless To Care

 about Me!..his Own Daughter..! I Fell Asleep in My Mother's Room Last Night After Crying My Eyes Out.. 

I Smelled the Scent of my Mother's Perfume Remembering Every memory We Had , 

Every Second We Spent Together I Miss Her ; I miss her So Bad her Face , 

her Love for Me.. How She Cared , I Remembered Every Day Every Hour , Every minute ,

 Every Second I've Spent With Her She Was My Role Model , My Best freind.. 

My Greatest Gift But now She's Gone I Wish I Could Just hug her one More Time..! I Wish I Could tell her I Love You One more Time..! I Wish I Could've Been A Better Daughter To Her..! I Looked Up To See him The same Dreamy Eyes The Same Beautiful Hair , 

The Same Tall Figure Fahad!! "Fahad " I Cried Harder Hiding My Face in The bed .. Whenever I Need him His Here ,

 His The Greatest Buddy Ever I Just love him..!!  "I miss Her Fahad I Can't believe That The Other Part of Me Is Gone!" I Cried 

Hugging Fahad Even Though I Couldn't Really Hug Him.. 

He Calmed me down With his Inspiring & Cheerful Words !! "I know but I Can't I Just Can't Stop Crying-" he Cut Me Of I Listened To his Words

 And Obeyed I Repeated his Words ! " Est'3fr Allaah el3'9eem Allah yr7mha w Y'3fr lha yarab "  I Said 

Repeating After Fahad Whilst Wiping My Tears Away ! " Okay " I Got Up headed To The Bathroom 

I Stepped on The Ceramic Floor to See my mothers Perfumes Organized Perfectly ,

I Got one & opened it Smelled That Glamorous Smell of The Perfume 

I Remembered her Smell I Cried Again I Couldn't Handle it

 I Just Couldn't handle it !  I Saw fahad from the mirror his hands Were Crossed Over his Chest Creepy! I jumped from My place " What Can't I Have Some Privacy Please?" 

I Faked A Smile looking At His Reflection From the mirror ! "I'm in Your Head you Can Get rid of me Whenever you want "

 I imitated fahad's Voice  whilst Rolling My Eyes I Closed my Eyes " please go away , Go away " Silly I know 

I just wanted to See Would it Work ! I opened to See him standing putting his Hands on his Hips Seriously he Said ! "Uf fine maybe I Do need You " I fell down Crying the Perfume fell on The Ground 

And Broke To Pieces Some of The Glass were in my Foot , 

Pain Not The Physical Pain But Pain in my Heart I Felt Lost , I Felt Numb! Fahad Tried calming me Down But He Failed.. I Felt Alone I Felt Bad Sad !  2 Weeks Passed Now I Feel much Better El7amdallah But 

I'm Still Lost and Feeling Alone..! "Seeto " yazeed Yelled from Downstairs 

We Were Going To have Dinner Just Me & My brothers 

I Really Love Them They're just Amazing..!  "Coming " I Yelled Grabbing My Marc by Marc Jacobs orange/Red Cross Bag

 my Phones and Headed Downstairs I Saw Yazeed & Waleed both looking Handsome 

Yazeed was Wearing Jeans And a T-shirt that Said * Heart breaker* he had A Ray ban 

sticked To his ears covering his Eyes And part of his face ,His hair 

Was Combed Perfectly ! While Waleed was wearing Black Shorts with A White Shirt He Also had his Sunglasses

 On , Black toms Covered part of his Foot ! " You Both look Handsome " I Smiled showing My Teeth Adjusting my Abaya over my Body 

While putting the Black veal around my hair..! "I know " yazeed Laughed playing with his Hair Showing a Big Grin on his Face ..

 He Took his keys out of His pockets ! I walked closer To Him Pointing at His Grey T-Shirt that Said *heart Breaker* 

letting Out a Giggle!" Woah The Girls better Watch Out " I Said throwing my Hands in the Air! The day went fine Nothing happened , although I had fun with both waleed and Yazeed !



Yazeed's Point of view :

Everyone went to sleep while I watched a movie and suddenly at the middle of the night there was a knock on my door .. i stared at the Door When he Said " Yazeed?"  I know that Voice .. He's back and now isn't the perfect timing!! It Was khalid! .........................................